some tts...

the past few weeks has been really an emotional rollercoaster ride for me.. and maybe pple ard me.. i treasure the highs and experienced lots of lows...many times i just wish that i can escape from this world just for a while.. just to breathe... just to recharge.. and i will be in a better position to think and make decisions... am i too weak? am i a coward? am i a bud not able to withstand all the stress and sucummb to it.. i think i really need to get away to somewhere to have the soul consoled...

pple tell me tt i tend to think too much and most of the time negative way... maybe i am just being emotional... dun want ot find any excuses for it already.. cos it just me... change? it is not overnight........ time is the impt factor...

i guess life is ain't rosy and a bed of roses... even with a bed of roses, there r thorns.. it is true these when we grow stronger... think negatively?? we will grow older and tired...

dislike the feeling of uncertainity.... it sucks big time... sorry to someone.. having to put certain issues on hold.. i noe tt feeling sucks.. things will get into place soon... i din meant it to be this way... but things r just not the right time for me.. at least.. jia yo for ur papers... :)

let me escape from all these for a while.. i really need to recharge...