a consoled soul.....

had a really good chat with she-beng.. never tt we can really have a heart to heart talk.. told her abt the past events and my feelings.. well i had been really emo this week.. it was a really bad week for me... so kinda needed someone to tell who understand my situation.. thanks she-beng.. thanks for being there when i really needed an ear..

she pointed out that there r different types of pple.. the hard-hearted.. and the soft-hearted ones.. the 2 individuals have to learn to live well with each other.. well won't discuss much abt the former.

just prob tell ya more abt her opinions on the soft-hearted since she classify me under tt :) being someone who is soft-hearted, i tend to take others' feelings very seriously.. i want pple ard me to be happy and den i will be.. hence somtimes we tend to be thrown into situations where decisions r tough to make.. cos we just want to make everyone happy.. not knowing sometimes this might be sth irrtating.. this is a quality tt i have.. i am not askin anyone to bear with it.. but if anyone wants me to make decisions.. do keep this in mind... also for the soft-hearted pple.. things r not so simple ABC or 1,2,3..at least i don't..there certain things which i dun say w/o thinkin it throughly..... i will care for wat other think and whether i will do sth which will hurt them.. there r so many considerations... before a decision is made.. this may or may not hurt anyone in the end.. it really depends..

she-beng suggested that i shld just go with my heart and do thing which i want.. and not live for others.. i will be damn drained tired. and in the end everyone is not happy.. perhaps.. it shld be the way.. ya? but i guess there is so much to learn from each other and to live in this world.. workin hard to it.. perhaps my job can train me in this... i am still hopeful..

exams r here.. i noe it has been a really tough week.. really hope tt everyone jia yo.. pulls thr this all tog... it will end really really soon... work hard to memorise everything.. omg!!! okies back to books... jia yo!!