today i finally got my honours project. it is going to be my baby for the next year. i was feeling really hurt for the past 2 days. had mixed feelings about doing this project. till now i still have these werid feelings.. i dunno...i think i shld take a break and start fresh. maybe the drive for the project will come back den.
want to talk abt my shifu... have been wanting to say sth abt him here but din.. i really dunno to say if i am grateful to have him as my shifu or not.i think he is very knowlegeable and really caring person. Initially i was really grateful to have him as my shifu, and i think everyone admire me for tt.. he taught me all the scope of lab skills.. was nice to me.. everyday ask me to THINK!!!! THINK>>> i like this teaching style really!! i must say!!.. THANK YOU!!!! for tt shifu.. i think things start to go downhill when prof leong asked me to things totally differently from wat my shifu proposed.. i felt tt he was really reluctant to ans my questions.. everytime when i go and find him, He will be like WHAT DO YA WANT? hostile? strict? tt was wat all my peers told me... after a while.. i felt really pointless to go to him.. someone tt treat me like tt?
maybe i shld not say this but well... since everything is cfm y not.. XP i am not mad at ya for anything.. but i do feel hurt how come he is more concern abt XP work.. and not mine.. it will be nice to liek pop by and ask hey wat r ya doing? NOPE@!!! none of tt... i do get upset how come he is so nice to XP and not to his tudi..jealous? maybe... i guess i am human afterall. i bet he is fumming after today prof leong said i blame ya for tt!!! i actually felt upset and want to apologise for gettin him into all these crap... but shld i? shld i be nice to someone who has caused so much agony in my life.. haha sounds like we r in a r/s or sth.. lol... y do i care? SHIFU... i care cos u treated me nice from the start and i hope i can return it the same way.. i want to treat pple nice.. it is my goal... well... i hope things will improve btw us...
i am starting to miss this working partnership... all my labbies.. i think they r the best bunch of new frens i found.. and worked. with .. gals no matter wat happen next time... lets try to meet up for anything.. tennis.. jogging sessions... KTV? clubbin also can!!!!
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It was on the evening of 24th feb when a rainbow stretched over the blue skies of Singapore. A colourful life just like the rainbow has just started and blossom into an orchard. roses, sunflowers, strawberries, cherries, oranges, plentiful of them.. Never, will one thought that a smile could be so powerful but it is... An exciting life ahead and more stories to be created... hoping, wishing and anticipating......
I yearn to be love, to love and to walk down the road with you...