Being Superficial

last night had so much fun.. where was i in the past few years man!!! went to listen jazz with stef at regent hotel. it was ok!! prob not really my type of jazz.. den we went to have supper.. wanted to just settle for the place we went to have the peanut butter toast, but i felt like having ore lua.. suggest cine... but i changed my mind, wanted a burger. stef suggested kallang Macs cos it was a 24hr chain. den i was like since we in the east y not geylang beef horfan. went there and circled a few rounds but cld not get a parking slot so we headed for kallang mac. on our way there, i felt like eating at cine, but we were near Kallang macs already so we settled for there... my goodness!!! i am soooo fickled minded... argh.. can't stand myself at times too!!!

Went to rebond my hair just now, I sat there from 1130 to 430!!! my goodness!!! it was super long.. my butt was really aching from too much sitting down.. lol.. dun really like my hair for now.. it is quite short and stink of the rebond cream. i miss my long and flowy though quite messy hair.. sometimes i wonder why do i go and rebond? can't i just leave it the way it is!!! do i need to change myself to fit in the crowd? The NORM? but if i dun do tt, will i be abnormal? WHAT IS EXACTLy the norm and wat is not? it is all very subjective. R pple really gettin tt superficial? y r pple going for plastic surgery? is tt the norm now and acceptable? The long and flowly hair tt many artist have is what everyone one desires? sometimes i feel that this world is just full of lies and bluffs.... an image is no other than a mask one give oneself.. it is just so tough to find the real person behind tt mask at times too...