Monday, April 02, 2007
chatting.. Friends..
this yr saw many UPs and downs.. for me at least.. tough yr? ya i must say.. but i had pple ard me..encouraging and pushing me along.. it is a very warm feeling.. okies gettin really emo here.. i will really miss the days we spent tog.. be it running to the chem department and hand in stuff.. or da bao food and the ever soooo long lunch sessions.. outside the lab... well of course not forgeting the boozzzz man.. pick up the habit of drinkin... omg.. gettin more emo here.. ya of course not forgetin all the suaness!!! omg.. maybe i will miss them!!! okies.. but tt is nt a valid reason to cont..
i have grown i noe.... okie smore emo here again.. feelin like cryin.. DUN LAUGH!!! i noe.. was talkin on the topic of frens withone someone the other day.. he said he will miss pple ard him now.. esp things may be the same from next mth onwards.. true in a way..
my little sis told me b4.. look at the words friEND ... personally.. i think it is impossible to keep everyone single one of ya frens ard ya.. 4 ever.. there r different types of frens.. some which u will cry in front of when u really need to.. some whom u will call upon when u really stressed out.. i noe i have a few.. some whom will be more significant in a ceratin part in life than the rest.. when i mean end here i dun mean tt u will never be frens.. but more of u see less of each other.. well but eventually if the frenship ends... let it be.. but i believe tt if ya have made an impact in their lives.. tt will be sufficient.. no need to be sad over such things.. move on.. cos u will make new ones.. and create more exciting stories.. i will treasure watever i have and hope for the future.. :)
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Fooling ard..
woke up early this morning..wanted to do stuff... works' really piling up.. well but mum asked me to pick the clothes tt i wld be wearin for tue's interview.. wanted to go in another dress.. but... i tihnk this time i need to be more formal.. due to the nature or the job.. hmmm found sth nice.. really excited abit it.. but really can't imaging wearing shirt and skirt/pants to work daily.. omg.. tt is so freaky.. :) was talkin to a fren the other day.. i want to find a job tt allows me to wear my dresses.. haha okies.. i noe... i noe.. u pple going to say.. WHAT!!!!! okies.. tt shld nt be the way.. but still excited abt the future.. :)
fooling ard with more than 1 partner.. i think when it comes to matters of the heart.. one shld be really clear abt wat they want.. it is nt gd to give the wrong ideas or lead someone on.. cos pple do get hurt.. i hate it when guys fool ard and not even noe the gals tt they r with!!! tt is totally ridiculous!!!! (don't mind me. just watched UGLY betty!!!) oh also.... there was this part, tt when a ugly gal flirted.. everyone gave her werid looks... only pretty gals can flirt ard and get guys? those who r less fortunate in the looks department can't???? YYYYY... i think everyone has the potential.. it is a matter they want to or not.. hmmm okie si noe i am being one-sided.. there r pretty gals who dun too.. well just a tt... well but i tink a word of caution..don't over do it.. i think it is never good to play ard with guy's feelings.. they r humans afterall...
Friday, March 30, 2007
Regrets...
OR... have ya regret sayin certain things or not tellin someone certain things... i think do things and follow your heart and do not regret.. :)
busy busy day...
JOb Interviews...
the interview went wel.. it is a job which i can c myself workin in.. hmmm hope to hear from them again.. the director seem like a great person to work under..got another one next tues.. super excited abt tt one.. but i think it wld be going to be tough.. but den will go for it and see how it goes.. :)
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
had a really packed day..
went to the bazzar.. din noe it exist.. bought ice-cream.. ( happy food).. had cookies and cream and rum and rasin.. wowo..yum yum.. the guys sellin i think student.. not very pro in scooping the ice-cream. it was dripping outside.
i think this is a time when everyone's tolerance level is super low. i believe that for sth to happen, it takes 2 hand to clap.. never one sided.. i maybe the catalyst but one still need the reagents b4 it can work.. okies this sounds too chemistry... i don't think i am the worse.. learing to control emtions is sth which i am still working on..
the bed looks sooo tempting..
want to thank alot of pple who r there for me esp during this period of time..ermh... must give special thank to the person who gave me goat's milk yesterday and today.. a peanut pancake.. omg.. i am on the verge of being 黑黑胖胖!!!!! but it was a sweet action.. let see tml wat it will be!!! really touched... omg.. feel like cryin liao.. sob sob.. but i get touched super easily one!!!! like gettin me my fav ice-cream when i am cravin for it also can!!! :) omg.. OH NO!!! i need to start to save up for the abalone... shark's fin.. faint.. i think the next two weeks cannot eat liao.. :( haha.. okei sokies.. must jia yo!!!! everyone!! the bed still looks damn tempting... ooooooooooooo....
stefy!!! so happy for ya!!! hope tt u liek the job!!!
Monday, March 26, 2007
Lala land...
went on to prep stuff to run... spend ard 4 hrs.. running the stuff.. wow... it is freaking long.. omg.. din had lunch.. was feelin super hungry throughout.. thanks for staying throughout man!!! really appreciate it.. luckily we both din faint of hunger. haha.. well at least this time i din whine when i am hungry.. ahah.. in norm days i wld.. well the stuff i ran din realyl help.. so yupz.. back to sq one.. runnin sth tml if i can get the time.. omg.. i think after all these i prob touched all the instruments i possible can..
was so hungry.. but cld nt eat.. felt like throwing up all the time.. think too much wind in the stomach liao.. dinner was macs.. was struggling to finish my food too.. omg..
had a regular chatting session during dinner with my kakis.. we were talkin abt lots of things.. like will ya feelin insercure if ya partner is super good looking.. den we went onto .. will ya cont to date someone if ur family is against it.. den we went onto.. how wld ya reject a guy.. hmmmm it is so my topics. ahha. i always ask such werid werid questions.. think most of them cannot stand it liao..
went to chit chat with my elder.. haha.. so nice she gt me goat's milk.. she went to a farm!! OMG!!! i so want to go prawning..... !!!wow.. there is the after taste.. omg.. i dun rem drinkin goat's milk b4 leh.. but she so cute.. anyway.. it is supposed to be damn nutritious.. i think all of us need it badly now. haha thanks... really apprectiate the sitting down and chit chattin session.. :) i noe u r reading this... thanks thanks!!! :) for the salsa performance tt u promised on my behalf..... i will dance if double OH 2.. do her hip hop.. :) which is pretty much impossible.. haha
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Way Back Into Lurveeeee..
Saturday, March 24, 2007
a CLean sat..
wanted to watch music and lyrics really badly today... wanted to just stop wat i am doing and escape for a while.. i can't work with a tired soul and stress mind.. wanted to watch so badly till i din even mind a 950pm show.. omg.. i must be really mad.. doing werid things.. well there was no tics.. otherwise i shld be sittin in some theatre watchin the show.. :) prob won't catch it liao.. with next week really packed.. and all the deadlines to meet..
listening to like a shinnig star by fly to the sky... the song tt i was repeating on thursday night.. i guess i have really quiet recently.. and all my posts has been really depressing.. mood swings r high recently.. stress? maybe? tired? maybe? drained? maybe? i really wished that everything will be over really soon.. and i just want to move on...
Friday, March 23, 2007
The defination of rich and poor...
hmm i am super tempted to just go somewhere where simple life is lead.. and experience for awhile b4 coming back to this busy lifestyle.. i want to get back the feelin of feelin satisfied.. grateful.. thankful.. i think it is very recharging.. and soul-seraching.. hmmm.. maybe shld start planning..
Thursday, March 22, 2007
i miss that smile..
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
my pig sty
spend the whole day.. at home doing stuff.. nt bad..but still workin hard.. need to speed up abit more.. too slow liao.. had a fun time at home with my sis too!! she was playin fly to sky songs.. omg.. they have such goood voice.. tt kind u will melt in ...ooooooo.. almost instantly.. :) okies.. i am crazy. but their music is tt kind cannot listen and do work one... one bad thing abt workin at home is i tend to take naps.. hmmm nt too good.. haha no time liao.. still zz.... really piggy!!!! OINK OINK... think will be rollin in mud so soooooon... good good.. can do a spa.. :)
spoke to mummy today.. reassured her on some things.. it is one of the reasons y i stayed at home today too.. she said certain things which i really dun agree.. but den she is older n wiser.. i respect her opinions.. tough for me on my side though... it has been a tough few days for both of us.. i just hope that things will eventually work out and be fine.. jia yo!!!! i can do it...
long day?
din really zz well last night.. many things were runnin thr my mind... went to bed only like 1 plus.. well i guess i only fell asleep den bah.. woke up at 5am... went back to zz.. wanted to slp a little more.. but ended up wakin at 8... went to print stuff.. and headed for sch.. ran ard today pretty much.. was in the sian.. and I AM NOT THERE MOOD.. GOSH as i type.. the rain is gettin heavier outside.. tt is quite abt it for the day's happenings..
i dunno y it is a big fuss over such a small trival thing.. at least to me it is small... sometimes.. feelin really restricted tt i can't make my own choices and live the way i want.. y things can't be as simple as ABC and 123....hmmmmm i hope things will die down and back to norm...
Monday, March 19, 2007
CLose frens
sth on the serious side... pple tend to take things for granted esp.. when it is easily obtained.. this happens esp with ppel who see each other almost everyday.. they tend nt to treasure the small things tt one do for each other daily.. and treated it as per norm... it is nice.. to say thank you.. or just a smile a day.. will def brighten one's day... okies... stef was tellin me tt her bro is a damn nice dude.. he is tt kind will let ya bully.. but there is a threshold.. for him it is high.. but once u hit it.. there is no way turning back..
hmmm now back to my topic for today... close frens.. they do nt happen overnight, over secs, over mins.. over a sunrise... it takes time to build this frenship... it takes time to build tt trust level the connection level.. the clickishness.. if there is such a word... and it is different for individuals.. for me.. some r really fast attained. while others need efforts to explore... but i need to feel tt ur sincerity in being frens with me... and next is the turst level... close frens does nt always need to tell each other. tt hey.. this is wat i really meant.. i think it shld be more of spontaneous.. enough have said for today... i supposed...
learnt a bitter truth today... well.. it is still for me to decide if i shld follow.. hmmmm
Assurance...
Trust is a big isssue btw me and my frens.. it is sth which i treasure btw frens when i have it with them... when i do... it means tt i really do.. there is no going back from there.. well it has its cons... but it is a priniciple i live by....
was watching UGLY Betty just now... damn cool show.. talks abt a gal who is super erhmmm the title says it.. UGLY ... welll for this case it is apperance... superficial it may be in this world.. and i bet it do... for me.. no matter how good lookin u r... if ya have a really sucky character.. u will def fall alot in ranks... a good hearted but plain lookin person might be a prince or princess.... i read from somewhere tt woman r much better in character judgement.. hmm sounds pretty dejavu.. i think i wrote sth liek tt b4..
i think for many girls.. they don't need brad pit or tom cruise.. someone tt they can bring out to boast.. they jsut need someone tt they can trust.. and be there for them.. cheer them up when they r down.. listen and NOT provide solutions when times .. and give in to them when necessary. haha ( sound familar).. i just need someone i can really trust.. guys.. prob want a hot babe..at least presentable.. bah... someone they can bring out to show off to their frens.. and hence.. they might nt be off better judges in character.. well.. i noe this does nt apply to all guys lah... i better mention this b4 some of u guys get totally offended... correct me if i am wrong.. :P
Saturday, March 17, 2007
a well rested day..
was reading the newspaper on divorce... the articles mention how much harm it can do to children.. some of which even mention that.. the children of such backgrd will nt be confident in entering a r/s or even marrying.. well... for now.. pple whom i noe tt come from such bkgrds r doing pretty well.. they are hopeful of the future and do want to find someone they can spend the rest of their lives with.... for me... i will only have kids when i am confident of providing the best for them.. at least a complete family...
today, spent most of my time resting and sleeping... i think the best way to move on is to recharge.. :) i sure do have a long way ahead... must jy! jy!!
many things happened in the past week...was pretty irrtated with someone.. for sayin certain things out... but i guess i pretty much clarify things out... so now i am ok liao.. i just want to say.. sometimes.. i might say things which i may nt mean tt seriously... and i have a tendancy to forget too.. esp when i am liek super tired now.. okies i noe tt is def nt an excuse.. i am horrible in expressing myself.. okies maybe... shld start to keep quiet.. and tone down abit... hmmmm
great day..
everyone is gettin really busy nowadays.. it is so tough to find time for the whole grp to sit down and just nuah.. really miss those days last sem.. when we can afford to.. think this shld be the craziest period for many of us...
had to attend a talk in the evening.. wow.. the talk was really long.. it was enriching though and hmmmmm entertaining? okies.. i think some might agree with me..
was lookin foward to the bbq at west coast.. wanted to meet his little cuz.. so cute.. the photo.. omg.. had a long day.. but once i reached there.. saw the little gal.. wow.. i was realyl perked up..she is realyl cute. and super pretty.. she was wearin earnings tt i will wear lah.. omg she super energetic lah.. omg.. reminds of my younger days.. haha.. okeis i sound super old... bbq was nt bad... but abit paiseh.. din really bbq just went there to eat.. and play bridge.. er... okies next time.. yup.. :) fed quite abit of mosquitoes.. man.. they were sayin tt it has to do with body temperature... guess i was hot.. :P okie sokies... but thanks... i had a great night.. :)
Thursday, March 15, 2007
pretty proud of myself...
went to munchie monkey.. had a soft shell crab thingy... super hooked on it.. but rice was really dry... nt too nice.. oh i had a nice FNF orange which used crushed ice.. instead.. and it looked really diffferent... more high class.. lol.. we were all crappin.. laming at jokes..singing songs..i was singing.. to gummy bears.. i love eating them!!!!! yum yum. my all time fav.. bus took really supe rlong to come.. :) i think everyone were tired...
i am nt very gd in expressing myself sometimes.. certain things i rather nt say than say.. this is one big prob with me and caused many misunderstandings... certain things.. i prefer if pple come n clarify with me.. den i will say.. be more initaive with me.. bah... when i am stress somtimes.. i dun like to talk.. but think it thr.. for a while.. if i really cannot den prob i will ask bah... :)
lookin forward to the bbq tml.. actually.. it has been since i really chill out and have fun... hope tt i get to see ya cuz.. :) and it being a success...
been feeling pretty feverish recently.. HOT HOt HOt.. hope tt i won't come down with sth nasty too... everyone ard me is sick.. omg!!! take care... DOWN WITH THE GERMS...
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
proud of my little sister and quality time with family
on the way.. passed my laptop to jy... :) omg.. she is in a stripped green shirt and her bag was green.. i was in a pink stripped shirt with a pink bag.. haha .. jy u r becoming more and more liek me... :P reached.. my sis sch at ard 1045.. it was at Woodlands.. omg i felt so homesick... but i had a gd chat with my youngest sis.. the one tt complained tt i see her only 10mins a day.. anyway... when we reached the place.. there was a grand reception.. omg there were cooks or maybe waiters.. serving food... there was my fav choco eclair.. pretty grand... how i wish NUS's will be liek tt too.. but i am doubtful abt it.. heard nt too gd comments abt it.. we shall see it this yr..
saw my sis.. taking photos with her frens.. she also told me the guy tt she liked.. nt bad lookin.. well done mei!!! gd taste.. sia.. it runs in the family btw..:P apparently the whole grp noes.. (sounds familar).. hope things will happen ya.. mei.. :) took a few more photos.. den my family went to tour the sch while i headed back to sch too.. needed to finish stuff...
stayed till prety late in sch today.. wanted to start to type more stuff.. but ended nt.. but was nt slacking... okies must jy !!!!!! well i guess at this pt of time.. a little stress is common.. if nt stress den er.. abit werid right... so dun worry.. :)
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Changes..
the past week saw my little sis.. growin up.. her 21st bday.. wow.. welcome to the adult world mei.. my daddy was sayin tt he has control of us b4 21.. but after tt it is our own world.. and life.. how we want it and rule it.. next week will see her graduatin.. omg.. so proud of her.. she really changed alot.. for the better def!!!! congrats mei!!! i am so proud of ya as a sis... i really need to spend more time with my family... my little sis was complainin tt she only get to c me 10min per day.. tt is super pathetic.... i feel alittle distant from this family. must get back tt feeling... and it is my responsibility...
the world pampers the elites and forgets the less smarts? we r moving into a world where.. the rich will get richer and the poor will always be poor.. the gap will never be narrowed.. this is a competitve world.. if ya nt in the rat race.. u will be left behind with the rest. who will lend ya a hand or be patient enough to listen to ya... hmm wat will this world become.. in future.. for i think.. it is nt going to be pretty... hmmmm any tts?
Saturday, March 10, 2007
drinking..and my lacy dress..
Thursday, March 08, 2007
thanks man!!!
ABC... does nt stand for american born chi.. it stands for ... acting bluffin cheating.. my daddy ever told me tt in this world.. it is full of ABC!!!!! everyone is smoking someone else.. i feel that sometimes i am too naive, too protected, too innocent, to blurr? and this world just dun work this way... there r still lots to learn.. hmmmmm
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
THe Forbidden Fruit is sweet..
listening has never been a prob with me... i am an excellent listener.. but at times. when my heart has made a decision... it is tough to change it unless i am proven wrong.. and i must experience it myself... i will try to LISTEN... open my eyes bigger... and i guess the forbidden fruit is always alluring and sweet... :)
Sunday, March 04, 2007
pisces traits..
On the dark side....
Escapist and idealistic
St Jame Power Station plus match
suresh in the end got his chocolate.. gt 10 pieces for the gals.. so sweet.. :) den we proceeded to VIvo.. met the big grp along the way.. had jack, jiesi, wan si, yurui + bf but they ate dinner liao. so the 3 of us met up with caroline + mia for dinner at bk. while the rest went to st james powerstation first.. :)
the agenda of the day was to watch the match btw liverpool and Manchester United. sat down to watch the match but there was no commentary cos we were outside.. so it was alittle boring.. thus the gals decided to play cards.. thanks for bringing them man!!!! well things got really excited towards the end of the game... cos man U scored a goal.. in the last few mins.. wow.. the guys were damn pissed off!!!! liverpool supporters lah.. :P it is quite funny seeing guys watching soccers.. cos they become small boys again.. :) after tt most of them wanted to go home.. ps.. suresh.. next time.. okies.. if there is more pple..
me.. went to check out st james powerstation.. wanted to see the dragonfly room... cos it is a chinese club!!!! one of the rms at st james powerstation.. it was really eye opener for me.. to me it is more a higher class ge tai.. there were more pples itting down listeing to canto pop rather than dancing to tunes like jolin tsai.. the crowd was much older.. and prob richer.. but the band was good..:P after that we went to the latin room... wow tt was hot hot hot.. they were playin tons of salsa music.. omg.. it has been ages since i danced salsa... space was limted though but it was nice to just groove to the music.. :) i totally love it... liek tt room the most. band was esp friendly.. :) went to other rooms like the jazz.. nice.. chiill out place... the singer tries hard to mimic micheal buble but noone can beat him... den we walked wanting to go back to dragonfly... and passed by this place where there was display of the generators i think ... :) i din noe tt place used to be a powerstation.. wow.. went to queue at dragonfly again.. stand for 15mins... it was like 1 plus liao.. den we decided nt to queue and went to eat supper... dun think will go back there again... the crowd alittle too mature and not spontaneous.. :)
supper was nt bad.. with ba chor mee.. quite like it.. never knew my place food can be so good....
and i learnt alot abt ns.. omg.. they kill sparrows to eat... horrified. suddenly the ba chor mee din taste tt nice.. eeeeek... i guess i am girly gal who will freak out... omg..
Saturday, March 03, 2007
my bday party part 2
my bday party.. Part 1
finally the food came.. i think everyone were super hungry.. but the guys were gentleman enough to allow the gals to take first.. :) and my frens were nice enough.. they kinda force me to eat first.. seriouslly i din eat the whole day.. so food was really needed at tt time. i was really hungry.. but i took quite little.. cos my guest more impt mah.. :)
well after everyone was well fed... we had games.. the first one was this egg passing game.. the plan was to make me eat egg if the grp drops them.. but it turnso ut tt not enough pple .. so i had to u noe.. play too haha.. passing eggs was pretty fun.. but i love the 2nd game the most.. guess the drink..my game masters mixed the drinks up and pple were supposed to guess. if they make the wrong guess, they had to drink...
i love the strawberry essence one.. omg.. everyone took a long time to guesss... well i had to play twice too.. the first tiem was carrot juice.. one of the juices tt i frequently drink.. so it was quite easy.. the 2nd was coffee plus lime.. omg... i hated coffee the taste was rather choking... :( but i think it was a really fun game... :) after which we had taboo.. created specially for me.. :) all the words were related to me... eg.. cute, salsa, long eyelashes. big eyes.. and michelle chia.. haha audrey was so cute when she describe the words.. she was like... er... oh no no.. how to describe.. :P. to be cont..
Sunday, February 25, 2007
really touched and happy :)
1) my sec frens.. 10 years already.. and many more to come
2) lab mates... 8 mths.. but i believe that it will never end
3) YEP mates.. it had been 2.5 yrs.. but i believe that we will def celebrate XB's bday every yr for him..
4) game masters... the effort and time u spent on this.. was undoubtfully seen in excellent results..
5) part-time bf... u have been really supportive and encouraging... (jie-mei's men.. i can intro a excellent guy to ya)
7) jc mates... though it was like a few.. but thanks for coming.. and reuniting old ties... miss those bridge days..
8) course mates.. thanks for participating in the games.. gettin my cake.. being my photographer.. and eatin up the food.. :)
9) elder.... the show tt u made.. it really made me cry when i am nt supposed to.. but it is tears of joy..
10) stef.. really treasure our frenship...
hope tt i in miss out anyone... stay tunned for more details...
Thursday, February 22, 2007
i am really excited
someone asked me today.. which one can i accept.. someone older than me by 13 yrs.. or someone younger than me by 5 yrs.. at this point of time i will say i will choose the 13 yrs... well i may not say the same in 5 yrs down the road.. but i feel tt age is not a measurement of maturity..
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
mixed feelings
this yr... it will be special... have mixed feelings for it though.... had a really hectic past week... getting alittle stressed out.. it is nt supposed to be... maybe i expect too much in certain things... letting go... and lower expectations will be the best solution now... push on!!! jia yo!!!...
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
CNY
let's start with last fri... went home early to help mummy to clean up the house.. am really guilty.. have not been helping with housework recently.. but i am so fortunate to have such an understanding mum.. thanks mummy... love ya.. muaucks... went grocery shoppin with her on fri night and also sat.. wow.. we bought so many things.... :) i jsut love shoppin at supermarkets with her.. abit auntie hor.. as some of u pple going to say.. but i just liek doin such stuff... :) we bought some of my bday stuff too....
cny eve was spent at my nai nai's place... but b4 i went shoppin again... haha at giant for more food.. hmmm think this is really a piggy year man!!! had our reunion dinner there... realised that my ye ye is like 85 this yr... omg... he really old liao.. i must spend more time with them.. they were the ones who carried me when i was small.. :P... okeis.. cnyt 's resolution.. to spend more tiem with my grandparents.. both paternally and maternally.. :) after tt, my whole family went to chinatown.. to shop for more stuff..i wanted to buy the peanuts which r in fashion this yr.. last yr was muah chee... this yr is the assorted nuts... set my eyes on it for a long time... so i wanted to get it... i was also tempted to buy the taiwaneses jelly too.. guo dong.. we went one round it was still 100g for 1 buck.. din really want to get it.. haha den i went another round, this time.. omg 5 bucks for 1 big bag.. haha... i was liek okies pay.. and snatch.. haha.. my youngest sis.. was like tryin to stuff all the guo dong into the bag.. while me been so auntie snatching and diggin for the guo dong... haha.. my nicely done nailed were ruined after tt.. it is qutie a good work out too... omg... it was a nice experience though.. haha... the funniest thing was i saw many men doing tt tooo omg.....
the next day was cny... chu yi.. i got my new dress, new shoes which i bought he previous night.. it was a nice feeling.. hmmm my mum bought everything for me.. come to think abt it.. well i guess everyone can guess the colour.. hmm PINK.. my dress is a white based pink dress with pink flowers..., shoes was pink... i had pink nails... my bag was pink too... hmmm i was wearin pearl earning and necklace.. haha like a little gui fu... haha.. omg. was over dress.. but it was fun.. :P i liek to dress up... but i can't do it often .... :( will try to when i get a chance too... went ard visiting.. those relatives that i see only once a yr? hmmm... same questions asked..
eg: where r ya studying? gt boyfriend liao? or worse... when u intend to get married.. omg... den my daddy will playin along.. ya so old liao.. can marry out.. omg... papa... best leh u !!!!! :P
chu er was spent at my po po and gong gong's place.. it is a gathering tt we have every yr w/o fail.. we will have a buffet dinner.... but this yr we have sooooo much food.. omg.. i helped to fry the vege.. i miss cookin.... it has been ages since i cooked... one day must cook for u guys.. :) saw my cousins.. wow.. all of them r doing soo well... all surpass me... really proud of them..
time really flies... everyone is nt the once little, innocent kids.. today we r all grown up... talkin abt very serious stuff... wat will it be like in 10 yrs down the road.. hmmm excited.. and hopeful abt it..
Thursday, February 15, 2007
tolerance level
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Valentines....
went back to do some work.. den met everyone else.. saw J online.. asked me if i wanted to go ard to give the shui jing baos... haha... din really want to... cos.. tt the guys will do it.. went along tog.. i mean... i did put in some efforts to wrap.. :) waited in my office.. for S to finish talkin to XL... hmm wait til i ended up eating lunch.. haha... well went along with them to give away the shui jing baos.. like .. santa claus liek tt le..... well i guess this time was cupids bah.. :).. it is a nice gesture.. i hope pple do like it.. :)
went back to do sth stuff.. .. B gave us the gals sth.. really cute.. hahha but he left it there... so unsincere one.. lhe.. we refused to take it.. hah.. force him to like take the paper bag to pass it us.. :) but like the PINK thingy.. but next more sincere lah.. want to give.. dun paiseh.. jsut give lor... we won't tease ya one.. it was a nice gesture.. for this we shall nt suan ya too much okies.. :)
settle my bday cake..it will be damn yummy i think.. the person asked me wat i want on the cake.. hmmm tt for onli like within 10 secs.. :). feel so excited when things r finalised and the day is nearing.. :P settled with my caterer too... the uncle so nice. allow me to choose my items.. and order extra mango puddings for the dear gals who requested... i hope it is good.. :)
today XP asked me if i am tt kind must get flowers on Vday one... haha... nice question... i shall leave this hanging.... open-ended question......
was talkin to some of the guys the other day... we were talkin abt droppin hints on pple tt u like.. hmm it is interesting to hear the differnet type of views.. i am still stickin with my a gal shld nt tell a guy str in the face tt she likes him.. somehow.. he won't treasure her tt much.. for me.. i dun think i will ever tell a guy tt i like him.. as for hints.. hmmmmmmmm......
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Vday..
in the evening went down to chinatown with my labbies... :) we went to chinatown market to eat claypot rice!! and hokkien mee and or lua!! but i din't eat the oysters. we had also yam cake and also a very yummy fish head.. omg!!!! damn nice lah.. hehe.... nice recommendation man!! but i think alot of msg leh.. i super thirsty now.. haha but.. den... heck... nice can liao.. went to the ye shi after tt... omg.. sooooo many pple... we tried the peaunts and i bought one with the stripped ones.. so cooll.. never c this b4.. :) but hor. i think my mummy bought one bag at home too. alamak.. how huh!!! will have a peanuts festival at home liao.. :P
somehow.. this yr V-day.. the feelin is very different from last yr.. i can't spell it out but it just feels really different.. meeting more pple and knowing more things somehow makes me think certain stuff differently.. but i am really glad to noe more pple and celebrate with them this yr.. :).. wat will it liek next yr.. hmmm :)
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Chocolate hearts...
hmmm since V-day is ard the corner... lets talk abt finding the right partners.... :) there is this saying.. or it has been one of my topics..
how true is this statement? some pple tell me it is quite true.. they do find qualites of their partners in their parents.. personally... i do hope to find someone who possess qualites tt my daddy has... :) wat do ya guys think? hmmmmmm
Friday, February 09, 2007
4 OUCH blisters but a consoled soul
after which went to eat ice-cream with pat at swensens.. had the coit tower.. my fav.. always eat tt when i go there.. and we went to get my hair oil... den we went separate ways... i went to find wan si and jiesi.. to shop.. and waited for the rest to come and join us.. saw this black baby dress.. OMG!!!!! super nice !! i love it.. BUT... 100 bucks.. wah.. nt worth leh.. can get a LBD with tt liao... shld start shopping for a LBD soon.. :)
finally the rest came... we went to Waraku Japanese Resturant, My recommendation..
http://www.waraku.com.sg/
:) OMG i totally love the place.. food super good and worth it.. and service.. wow!!! nting to say... we had a little rm to ourselves.. and it was realyl cosy and comfortable.. :) well.. i got to noe.. haha uncle or shld i say auntie jack so much better!!!! and for once!!!!!! i was nt the suaned target.. haha it was him!! omg!!! he sure does weird things !!! haah u can go and ask him urself man!!!! dinner was really gd... had my chicken paper steamboat.. wow!!! really love tt.. :)
my little sis got her O-results today.. she did really well!!! well done mei!!!! for now. i am nt the record holder anymore liao.. :) so proud of ya.. :)
Chemistry btw 2 pple is sth which i call a miracle.. sth which can't never be describe or bought.... when it is lost, it is lost... it is difficult to find back tt feeling once more.. so one shld really treasure and grab the chance.. never wait.. till it is too late and start to regret... hmmmmm...
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Fickle-minded
fickle-mindedness.... one of the bad habits i have.. sth which is me i guess.. sth which if u think of me.. the first thing will come to ya mind. well it is this thing which rem me for good and bad reasons.. well most of the time it is bad... sadly to say i think i may have lost many frens cos of this.. there were alot misunderstanding when i din make my stand clearly.. ALSO.. when i tend to forget things which i say.. sth which is me.. i think it is impossible for me to change.. u gotta to accept who i am ..
at times i think i take things too seriously... or maybe u can say tt i am too sensitive... frens mean alot to me... they r on par with my family.. or somtimes.. i wonder if tt has changed... and their words even more..i move with them and their emotions and comments... well is this tryin to hard to please them as some pple may think.... but i am just like tt. i dun work in the way i am happy n others r happy.. it is the other way rd.. i am happy cos u r happy... well some pple may think tt this is plain stupidity.. or foolish.. it may be or may not... but... i really hope that this will change this coming bday party.. where i really can be happy and pple will be happy for me... for just once.. i just want to feel how does it feel... just for once....
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Relationships
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Everytime We Touch (Slow Remix)
Monday, January 29, 2007
The soft side of man...
stage 1:
when they start to date.. when they start to find a gf and talk to her.. it can be quite obvious.. for eg.. their words will end with Byeeeeee, hiiiiiii, instead of the macho BYE, HI.. no no i dun mean tt they r not the macho macho type anymore. well they can shout at their recruits: DOWN 10 OR HEY U $*()#*$*#$#$_#_#_. omg.. but the moment.. they pick up the phone tt their girl as wat most guys will call their gf, they will go.. helloooooo, how's ur day...(btw guys.. tt is quite a bad pick up line or just a start line on msn) :P
stage 2:
when they become fathers.. and start to enjoy being one.. when they will baby talk with they kids.. ga ga ... call daddy.. mum mum ( mean eat eat) everything will be so mellow and repeated.. u want to mum mum ( aka eat eat), want to pom pom ( aka bathe bathe). omg.. i think their temper will go down too.. cos now.. i guess maybe they realised that they have a little one to care for.. babies r just so wonderful beings .. :) i bet all the fathers will agree with me.. :P
stage 3:
when the retire and have kids... i read from somewhere that man only do appreciate kids when they r old. which means they will have fun with their grandkids... hmmm well probably cos during the mid age they have to work and thus no time for their own kids.. but when they retire they will have more time with their kids.. hmmm similarly.. they will baby talk to their grandkids..
would like to share the below link with ya pple.. really sweet.. and touching.. it bring us to the topic wat is the line btw a close fren and fren with a guy.. :)
http://www.happybirthdaymovie.hk/wmv/happy_news.swf
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Growing up...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
"Grow Old With You"
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Language of Love...
Check this out.. and let me noe the results... :)
Monday, January 15, 2007
Just Purely Frens? hmmmmm
i really dun get man...they r werid... hmmmm is it just me.. or every gal out there? hmmm
Sunday, January 14, 2007
i luvreee my daddy
den i made chocolate fondue for them... i tried the 58% chocolate.. it was really yummy!!!! thinkin of makin tt for my bday party... well but now i need to decided shld i make the milk chocolate or the dark chocolate.. :) wat do ya think guys... wat do ya want? Milk or Dark.. :0
Saturday, January 13, 2007
next week will be better
Also, I really love my frens who stood there for me when I really need their support.. Thanks for being in my life and making it a special one. Though sometimes my life might enter a low pit, but it was u guys who bring it up to a high point again.. Creating another interesting story in my life… I am looking forward to create more stories in my life with you guys….everyone jy!!!...
Monday, January 08, 2007
proposing...
this brings me to another question.. r sg gals nowaday really intimidating? r we askin too much from a guy? well i was reading an article this mornin.. it said tt gals dreams to be princess.. all i can say is tt gals likes to ve pampered.. we r born this way? hmmmm BUT tt does not mean tt we cannot be independent and work ourselves.. just tt we liked to be pampered... we can do tt ourselves.. no prob.. as wat i think .. we r movin in this fast paced society.. expectations do grow. well it isn't a one way thing.. guys do have higher expectations of gals.. looks, brains, independent.. i bet there is a def longer list than this....
PS:... i noe some of u do read.. wld love comments in my tag block... :P cheers...
Saturday, January 06, 2007
someone to love..
I think the abv is really sweet.. it is nice to have have someone to love.. someone to ponder, someone to pray for.. and den u will have sth to do and finally sth to hope for.. eg hoping that the person tt u love will be safe, will be happy, will be blessed....
"Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. THAT'S relativity." - Albert Einstein
i really love this abv statements in my fren's blog...
blessed.....
Monday, January 01, 2007
2007
Continuation of 2006
my 2006
reacapin last yr...
alot of things happen. i guess u can say it is the most happening yr in my life.. the first half of the yr was packed with sch work.. Tm was exceptionally tough... well gt to noe audrey and sgg.. they made my lab really fun.. and enjoyable. gt to noe PAT!!!!! will def treasure her alot.. went thr with her ups and downs.. gt to noe uncle ben too!!!nice chap.. always super helpful.. but at times. really dunno wat he is thinkin..hmmmmmm Also saw certain sides of pple and gt scolded by wat my gor said naive.. hmmm well i am still innocent and naive.. ALOT of pple tell me tt.. i noe i noe.. i am still learning.. some pple tell me tt i see only the beautiful side of things.. hmm well i am maybe bein hopeful? i believe tt anything is possible and nt tt pessimistic.. somtimes when i think negative, it is just to cushion myself frm possible bad situations?
the 2nd half of the yr saw me busy with FYP... BUT i must say so far yr 4, it has been the best of my uni life cos of u guys!!!!!!
- xue ping aka my AXA partner
- jie ying for being ever so helpful esp in lab.. hehe and also promisin me nt to suan me!!
- hui hui for being ever talkative and the entertainer.
- huiping for always supporting me when i kenna suan
- hui fang for lending me an ear and trainin me nt be too "innocent" (on my way man)
- xiao ling for training my patience
- MY dear shifu for her guidance and her crappiness.. omg... totally love ya shifu
- ben uncle for being helpful in many ways.. + bonus.. sharing the being suan sessions
- my justin gor for being my gor haha (Lame hor)
- sgg for his sggness? er....
- carmen for sharing so much in common
- suresh for being such a thoughful person
- cheek for his entertainment.... er.. cos U talks and talk ...
- Prof Jack Wee for his ideas and creativity
- wan si for her cheerfulness and maturity.. and her house for the bbq..:)
- audrey for sharing my burden of kenna suan...
- pekke for her cheerfulness and somtimes a meal parnter.. haha
- boss for his advice and guidance
- jerimiah for his crankyness omg!!!! super fun person to be with!!!
- Mag for her experience in gettin her rights?
- qinglin for her cheerfulness
hope tt i din miss anyone.. :) really njoy the jogging sessions and also the fri brekko sessions.. i guess i am startin to miss the Would ya.... uncle ben do think of more questions.. haha.. hmm not forget the F3with the femmine touch by me' hahahah
Well new frens r great.. i will really still treasure my old ones.. guys.. thanks for being there for my ups and downs.. U guys have been really great.. love ya.. and i sincerely hope tt u will have a great yr ahead.
The BBQ!!!!
it was a day filled with activities.. omg.. super happening.. it was a nice closure for the yr. woke at ard 930am cos was really tired from the day b4 activities.. (was at brekkos chilling out). checked my modules allocation. managed to bid only for 1 mod and hence made an attempt to appeal. well tt is nt the hightlight of the day.. went out to meet stef for lunch at MOS!!!! the food chain.. nt the club.. just in case ya wondering pple!! .. really kinda missed her as she went to New Zealand for holidays. she brought back a bag of cookies for me and warned NT to finish all by myself.. FAT lah.. msut share with family.. :P
was supposed to meet Suresh... in town.. nice chap came all the way frm his place to meet me to go to wan si's house.. well.. he was given a last min notice to get the beer and wine... went down to PS to grab them but was spoilt for the different choice of wine. called Cheek. but den again he was in his lalala land.. heheh... hence consulted my jun shi.. chong han on wine.. THANK HAHAhan for the advice.. the pple really like the wines.. pick up a skill on wine too!! yeah!!!! went down to wan si house in a cab... and picked Jie ying up on the way.. :)
reached wansi's place ard 2 plus. nice place.. gt shan gt shui too!!! nice view... was super drained but den just went along to play bridge.. haha.. paired up twice with suresh but we lost.. cos jack was on the phone with him and he wan nt really payin any attention lah... jack came and we cont with Monopoly and JEnga!!! den we proceeded to play hmmm "table Tennis???" hmmmm well at times it was under tennis or sky tennis.. hahha jie ying n i were spectators though.. looks like a fun game.. shld considering pickin it up!!! :p
IT den started tooooo RAIN!!!! omg... cld nt start the fire.. pple came strollin in... rumours were all over abt the honours class.. damn scary how it spread. like the fire i guess... to those who r affected... dun bother abt it.. just follow ur heart and concentrate!!! manage to start the fire at ard 7pm.. and the bbq kick off... whaooo!!!!! the 3 amigos started their job... which is the bbq.. i was the butter gal for the night.. wan si being the host must entertain lah.. haha.. my buttering job din start off smoothly.. but gt shi jie aka wan si to teach.. pick up the skill damn fast!!! haha.. oh btw... according to jack.. think we charge 120 per hr liao... u can contact him for further details.. but the guys were really PRO lah!!!! bbq the whole night.. ard 11pm.. pple started to leave... well.. only,, me, jack, suresh , wansi and cheek stayed on to play ash-hole dadi!!! omg.. no joke leh.. cheek was really drunk.. OMG!!! but i guess entertaining.. wanted to try neat vodka.. but they din allow.. twice.. but all rejected.. next time must try!!! :P reached home only 3 plus am... omg.. so late din really sleep well the night.. though
it was a great night out!! i gt to noe lots of pple and also much better.. love such things... lookin forward to more of such stuff.. :)