had a really bad day

already promised myself not to be sad again.. but somehow... tears just flowed.. it is a way for me to really de-stress... i guess.. i like cryin.. i just dunno y.. hooked on it.... well... there is sth i must say.. i can be really stubborn at times.. when i am tired, lost and pek chek .. i wld force myself to go on and not give up..tt is me.. tt is y i din want to eat today.. ir eally no mood to eat...no matter how u force me.. but thanks for gettin me a lunch.. and my fav strawberry milkshake... i felt so much better after guess food does make me happy.. haha..
well u gals have seen almost all my sides.... this is so not exciting already... i will go and think of more surprises.... :P anyway thanks gals... thanks for just being there for me today... sob sob..
PS: i dun mind more TLC and less suaning!!!