Monday, August 07, 2006

The Beginning to a New Start...

Went to sch today.. after a long 3 mth break. actually din really take a good break as i was working in sch.. in the lab. but i must say that this is one of the happiest period in my life, though busy but i made alot of good frens.. tt i never had b4. heh. we went for lunch today at holland V crystal jade. tml we are lunching together too!! it is a nice feeling.

i feel that it is def a good start for me since certain things in life has come to a clean break. i def feel lighter and happier i guess. i am glad and can really concentrate on my project. this is nice.. i think i am a changed person now too.. with the new hair and attitude.. :P i must work hard in this yr, though i think it is gonna be really really tough...but i must jia yo!!!!

Am i being too nice at times? sometimes i really dunno how to reject pple.. today we were talkin abt treating someone nice which i shld not.. but i dunno i feel obliged to. it is my nature i guess!! is tt bad? i try not to be a pushover.. but i will never noe how to stand up for myself.. is tt bad too? yeahi guess so.. haiz.. but tt is me i guesss.i want to treat pple nice and make them happy.. if they r!!! i am too.