HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACE!!!

just got back from jace's birthday party.. it was quite a good one!!! the food was great(there was salmon, fresh prawns!! yum yum.. one of the best i had), and most of the YEP pple were there.. it was def a big gathering!! wanted to dance salsa but did not.. hehe.. but the company and catching up with everyone was great!!.

had a really super busy week!! was so packed doing my proposal!! my goodnesss!! never in my life stayed till 4 am to do work lor.. WDT!!! well though tired but i am happy.. tt is wat matters..

went to ai qing hai on fri, it was a little pricy and a little low on my expectations.. but it can be a good place to chill out.. things to improve on, younger singers to attract younger crowd, better chairs and prob tibits. hehe!! how i wish i can sing there one day.. hehe

my goodnesss went to sing with stef today!!! wah it was the worst K session we both had.. we were so tired tt we wanted to stop after 1 hr goodnesss.. like tt how to train our vocals.. bad bad.. need a good rest and another K session soon.. hehe...
sleepy... shall rest soon ....

yawnz..

my goodness it is already 12.54am!!! have been up the past few days doing my proposal. it is really driving me NUTS!!! feelin a little drained.. was looking thr my proposal. my goodnesss there is like 101 thingsi need to do. no wonder our seniors have been asking us to start early. my goodness. i think my stuff is quite a bit.. haiz.. gettin a little worried already.. i think the only happening thing tt i look forward to is jace's bday.. i bet it will be fun.. haha and there is lots of catching up to do!!! :P Paiseh to all my frens. have been ignoring alot of ya and tellin ya tt i am super busy.. but i really am.. will try to catch up with ya guys soon. :P!!

shopping shopping and more shopping!!!

oooooo i am so gulity!! argh... pulled myself out of bed this morning at 9am to study lanthanids!!! cos... i met up with des ah gong to go shopping the whole afternoon!!!..well as usual he was late late.... he promised to treat me for lunch if he was late.. and we went ot V8 to eat.. hehe.. he had lamb chop and i had the chicken baked rice.. din really like the baked rice though. it was chicken rice. found the baked rice a little oily.. din finish it.. and as usual he finished my food.. he really a glutton leh!!! well but i dun care.. ahha since it was his treat man!!

den we went to sim lim sq to check out his cam.. he want to get a super ex cam lah.. cost like 1000 plus!!!!! my goodnesss.. so ex .. i dun get wat is the fuss with it. and he tells me tt it is a guy thing!!!! well he was hinting tt i shld get him one my goodness tt is probably my take home pay in future lah.... crap. den we decided to head to PS to check out sth too.. walked there!!! luckily i wore my shoes and not slip ons.. hehe.. came prepared. but we went back to sim lim sq after PS as we tt tt sim lim sq offered a better price... BUT BUT!!! it was out of stock!! goodnesss!!!!! well.. we decided to go to suntec since i need to repair my NOKIA 6111 goodnesss it is liek only 6mths old and it is not functionin well sob sob... on our way there we had ice-cream this time my treat hehe.. as usual we walked there!!!

we shopped at suntec, marina and finally raffles city.. haha it is fun shoppin with des ah gong.. cos he quite street smart.. though sometimes got gold fish memory lah.. hehe.. we chatted abt so many things abt his life and wat he wants.. hehe.. nice feeling.. though ah gong u must learn to be more caring hehehe.. take care of ya heel.. not young liao.. hehe

Jogging was SHiok!!! and Wala Wala too!!

went to jog ard sch yesterday with xp and hf.. it was fun!! we ran ard SDE from the stadium. there was a up slope from the arts to central library.. goodnesss!!! tt was horrible.. only manage to do 1 run but they did 2.. kudos to them man!! but i must aim!! soon gals give me somemore time.. i can make it one!! i want to train up!! but for now.. must heal those aches.. lol...

last night i think i was mad!! suddenly feel like drinking! goondess wat has come to me!!!! went to wala wala with xp, jy and hf.. goodnesss lah!!! there was a band playing though.. nice environment.. non-smoky..haha sth intersting happen!! when i went up to the waiter and asked him if there was a band playin..he told me tt the place was closed.. goodness and i actually believe him when there were pple drinking!!! think i was too shag or maybe too naive.. diaoz right!! well if tt was a pick up line.. it is sure a bad one!! lol.. maybe all the guys out there shld check try this... is SUBway the train a male of female? will post the ans in a few days time..

i think r/s r really tiring... my gal frens still r the best pple ard. in this world.. at least they treasure and be there when i need them and esp an listening ear.. but of course.. i can ur listening ear too when ya need okies!!!! :P thanks for everything gals... really appreciate it.. guys.. note this... No guy shld treat a gal a buddy no matter how close he is to her.. treat her like a gal and give her the decent respect she deserves okies!!!! just a tt.

I AM JUST TOO NICE!!

sometimes i think i am being too nice.. and thus not interesting.. OR too nice till i get taken for granted.. really sick and tired of all these crap!!! BUT IT IS JUST ME!!! i think ir eally need to noe how to stand up for myself!!! totalyl hate it.. when i just give in to others.. really sick of it.. but i just can't!! wat's wrong with me!!!!! i am totally insane!!!! prob stressed out with every thing...

AND I TOTALLY Can't understand men!! goodness.. somehow the gap is deepen.. and it is going on.. haiz... wat is wrong with everything...

tml sch officially starts... hmmm excited for it but more for the jog tt i am going for after sch... hope tt will take away all the -ve tts for a while... haiz.. another -ve and sad post... promise will cheer up and live life to the fullest soon.. tt is a promise i make!!!! jy aifen!!

I AM NO PUSHOVER!!!!!

feelin tired now..just got back from fireworks display!!! it was superb!!! goodness.. hope to go to the fri and sat.. must jio pple to go!!!

i dun get it how some guys can break off with someone else and the next moment chase another person!!! tt is totally INSANE LAH!!! dun they have feelings!!!! dun they need to re-gather their tts and goals and not repeat the same mistakes the next time.. i realised tt i dun understand guys at all.

there r so many things i wish i can share BUT!!!!!! it is just too tough i am too confused and tired of it... i am sick of being alot of roles in life.. really want to stop it... i may look strong outside. but NO NO i am not... haiz.. really need an listening ear... :(

The Beginning to a New Start...

Went to sch today.. after a long 3 mth break. actually din really take a good break as i was working in sch.. in the lab. but i must say that this is one of the happiest period in my life, though busy but i made alot of good frens.. tt i never had b4. heh. we went for lunch today at holland V crystal jade. tml we are lunching together too!! it is a nice feeling.

i feel that it is def a good start for me since certain things in life has come to a clean break. i def feel lighter and happier i guess. i am glad and can really concentrate on my project. this is nice.. i think i am a changed person now too.. with the new hair and attitude.. :P i must work hard in this yr, though i think it is gonna be really really tough...but i must jia yo!!!!

Am i being too nice at times? sometimes i really dunno how to reject pple.. today we were talkin abt treating someone nice which i shld not.. but i dunno i feel obliged to. it is my nature i guess!! is tt bad? i try not to be a pushover.. but i will never noe how to stand up for myself.. is tt bad too? yeahi guess so.. haiz.. but tt is me i guesss.i want to treat pple nice and make them happy.. if they r!!! i am too.

SALSA is really HOT HOT!!! ooooooo

it is 1.48am.. goodnesss... listening to micheal buble quando, quando, quando.. such a soothing.. song... can really groove to it.. just watch MILO PING performance.. goodnesss they r sooo talented.... SAM is really cool. can sing, can play drums can play marinba.. so talented... oooo i also want such a cool dude.. where to find... as thomas said they r either extincted, dead, attached or gay!! goodness!! haiz.. hahah watever i dunr eally care.. i totally love my life now!!!

Went to dance salsa.. it has been a while since i really dance salsa... it was totally enjoyable tonight... my guys frens kept spinning me... i was super giddy.. hehe.. a guy came up to ask me if i was from TP and asked me for a dance.. goodness.. he was dancing weird moves..FROm JJ.. hhmmmm we really super no chemistry.. hehe.. we only dance 1 song though he was like we could dance 3 songs.. hehe... cmi lah..... was dancing with ed... we did shinning today.. also dunno y i really dared to show my moves today.. hehe luckily the guys did not see.. hehe.. so paiseh... dare not really to perform in front of pple i am too close to. hehe but i must learn all the shines.. and dance.. i think it will be super sexy and nice hehe....

i guess i really got over wat i want to and move on with my life.. looking forward to my happening hmmmm but stuck in the lab life.. hehe. jia yo bah!! aifen!!!
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but i wanna go home...

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
But I wanna go home
...uhm Home
May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Just wanna go home
I miss you, you know

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In either Paris or Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
I still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you , you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby I'm done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

just love this song soo much.. it is sooo touching and meaningful.. it is really good to listen this song when one's tired... it is michael buble's home... check it out!!

Singapore Idol Really ROCKS MAN!!!

MAN i am been leading a really happening life recently..... WOWH!!!!! went to watch SI live today cos got tics via JT who happens to be related to paul twohill!!! my goodness!!! the place really rocks... everyone was screaming and shouting.. my throat hurts quite a bit now though!!! the life singning was really much better.. and Jonathan LEONG really is charming.. he has the deep and sexy voice.. wooooo!!!!! really sweep me off my feet.. my goodnesss Hardy was really cool too... suave and groovy.... hehe.. Jay was really funny when he raps.. my goodnesss.. it was def an experience... it made me want to join all these for the fun!! my goodness.. maybe i shld really shed some wt and consider the chi one!!!!! hehe.

yesterday went back to lab to clear up the place.. my goodness so many rbfs.. learnt how to used to the base bath. it smelt like chicken essence. maybe i was really hungry den... BUTT!!!!!!!!! the highlight was the day was when i went to listen to louis saliano's band played jazz at RItz... really like the place.. it was really super duper relaxing... i am begainnin to like this type of life already... hmmm it turns out tt louis saliano is paul twohill's uncle.. my goodnesss lah.. the world is really small... hahah.. den stef drove to geylang and we had beef horfun and you tiao and dao hua...the beef hor fun was... wowo.... the best food i ever met.. beef super tender tt melts in ur mouth!!! the hor fun was fried till it was really fragrant..

i guesss i am back in action alread.y.. was quite down a few days ago.. but i am glad to have frens who stayed with me... thanks... gals... it was sweet of u gals...