fany is soo my dream guy!!!

i am sooooooooo in love with FANY from fly to the sky!! omg he is so cute.... shuai... dances really well.. hotter than RAIN!!! okies i noe i am so gonna get killed... and most impt!!!!! he has a voice tt melts my heart... okies... shld show u pple some photos.. haha he is from the pop grp from KOREA!!!! FLY TO THE SKY>>> omg... hmmmmm so shuai right!!! i noe u pple gonna say i hua chi again!!! but heck!!!! he is just so charismatic... :)



Went to sing K with Pat yesterday.. my god... it was horrible lah... not up to my norm standard hehe.... think i was too tired liao.. must zz well den got energy to sing.. must go sing k soon again

WEnt out with stef toda.y... she wld be leaving for a 17 days trip to New Zealand... haha... omg.. she has a cute love prob... which is bugging her.. well i hope tt things works out for her...

omg.. my mum is so cute today.. she told me tt my neighbour just broke up with his gf!!! and she was tellin me how gd he is ... omg... i got so irratated tt i asked her.. u can't wait to marry me out of the house right!! wah she best... her reply wat gt 1 spare rm more mah!!! diazo... i almost fainted.. but she is damn cute lah...

Fen to mummy: mummy if i cannot find someone tt i like... i dun want to settle for anyone okies.. :) at most i go outside n rent a room lah.. if ya want my room so badly.. kidding...

亲爱的

亲爱的我也不相信心会疲倦的

亲爱的我们别再骗自己了

亲爱的听时间的话放开手

别感伤应该感动

我最亲爱的。。。

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可能你从来没感觉到

最好你永远感觉不到

爱上你 越来越无可救药

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2 sets of lyrics.. but they are just so powerful.....

Had a great studying day.

Woke up pretty early today at 8am... had decided to study in sch with huifang :). went out of the house with my mummy at around 915am. this was my usual and i tt i wld be early in sch today.. was super proud of myself!! haha .. reached the sch lib and guess wat... everyone else was eariler!!! jie ying, xiao ling and hui fang were there since 930am.. so ashamed of myself.. omg.. but was really gald to see themm really miss havin fun with them..everytime i see think i think of fun only omg!!! haha.. but u peeps really brighten up my day.. :) went to the toilet and on the way back, met a SA fren.. eng choon.. i still rem his name.. bet he forgot mine haha... nice chap.. was my 1st 3mth fren.. ooo we were catching up on the old days and what's happenin in our lives.. it was a nice and warm feeling.. :) miss those old days.. :)

after tt uncle ben sms me.. in sch? i replied haha otherwise where at the market? hmmm he was like so fierce for what.. and best he sms fang yi askin how long does a gal's period last.. omg... and suggested that he shld get chocolates.. den i was liek if ya dun get dun come hahahaha WAS I MEAN? omg.. sorry uncle ben.. dun mean anything okies... oh must compliment that it was a very gentlemanly act!! KEEP IT UP!!! hehe.. gals we got kuo fu le!! hehe i totally love the chocolate he bought. heheh

LUNCH Was sth i was lookin forward to.. actually we all look forward to everyday.. but dunno if everyone was stress or just tired... meals these few days r quite quiet.. i sure hope everyone is ok: )

continued to study in the afternoon .was quite confused abt a particular topic. wanted to find the prof but he was out.. so went to ask suresh.. haha.. thanks uncle for guiding me..

. slept abit in the lib hehe...den we went to xp's rm at ard 6pm.. wanted to jog.. was in our attire and guess wat!!! it rained.. omg.. i was so lookin forward to this jog.. BUT it rained.. well we waited for awhile and the rain stopped.. omg.. we were so thrilled.. omg omg.. so we went down to run.. on our way to the track.. it stormed... hiaz.. we ran all the way to the grandstand.. hehe.. the rain was really quite bad... we were totally soaked so we kinda waited for it to stopped. was deciding to check out the gym.. but in the end we waited.. there was lighting and thunder.. i was deciding if i shld run.. heh.. but ran for a while in the end.. and ran along the grandstand... omg.. cos the lighting was pretty bad.. after tt we went to munchie monkey to have dinner...alright.. enough of this... hehe.. back to books and mug...

PS: all the posts that i had created are soley to update my frens whom i don't meet often. they are just a written entry of my day's happening and thoughts.

ONLY Friends?

Woke up at 11 am today... the sleep was good man.. have not slept for tt long these few weeks liao... wanted to meet uncle ben for step up.. but he he din reply my sms.. too bad den... went to meet steffy at 330 today.. hehe... she want to get a present for her best fren... so we went to bugis street... wow... RETRO is still in ... hehe.. everywhere was flooded with pokka dots.. and LOUD music... we managed to get her fren a nice retro top.. it was 26 but steffy manage to get it at 22.. coolr ight... if i .. think 26 26 lor... ehhe... after tt 2 hrs of shoppin.. omg.. we were so drained lah.. must be the loud music... hehe.. we went over to bugis junction wanted to cont our shoppin spree.. BUT too shag liao.. so went to have dinner.. eheh... stef brought me to this really nice spagadies place. called sketches.. u can creat our own spagadies.. at quite a reasonable price... get to choose a max of 3 pasta , 1 sauce and 5 toppins... ooooo it was damn nice.. hehe... must intro it to fang yi.. she will be sooo thrilled lor.. hehe.. the pasta + serive charge and Gst was like ERH!!!!! 12 bucks.. nt bad... love tt place.. hehe... must go again.. hehe..

sth tt we spoke abt was whether a guy and gal can just purely be FRENS!!!!! she thinks it is possible... ME 2!!!!! but everyone must be clear.. haha.. it is so cute how she makes this pt clear with some of her guy frens.. TTT WE R JUST ONLY FRENS hehe..cute huh.. i shld practice this too.. :)

Mugg....

omg.. today was muggin in the sch lib from 10 till 5 plus.. for surface sci... i have never done tt b4... was just plain studyin studyin n more of tt... but i was luckily to have study mates... hf, xl and uncle ben.. hehe.. must really thank u peeps... correct so many of my mistakes.. omg... hehe... esp the HREELS AND IR part hehe... diaoz right.. went str for the test.. and dr sim went thr the paper str after tt.. omg.. there were alot of memory work part... think must pia for the finals liao...

after tt met suresh and gang.. they were thankin me for the soccer ball tt i passed them.. i was hoping tt they will practice lah.. and u noe.. wat guys if ya reading this lah.. but i think abit the er.... CAN OR NOT!!!! at least a tie lah.... hehe... but it a too nice ball to kick ard with lah i must agree hehe

went to NYDC to have dinner... we had our as usual uncle ben would you talk hehe..omg so many adult topics... oh no no NOT R21.. but more of mature stuff like gettin insurance..

came home today.. spoke to my mummy abt the family trip end yr.. still deciding if i shld got to taiwan with them.. but my fyp is at the back of my mind... i dunno i fi can play.. hmmm a decision tt i need to make b4 this weekend...

there is so much to do.. but so little time... hmmmmmm

TRUST

it takes alot of courage to trust someone fully. this is really tough... at least for me i find it tough.. for me .. either i trust u 100% and tell ya everything or it is the other.. normally in my case if i feel tt someone is sincere enough, can liao.. haha.. and tt is my bad pt too.. trust pple too much.. esp for frenships. and in the end get hurt. as for work... i find it tough to trust ppel unless i see if for myself.. tellin me is useless most of the time.

Trust is a big issue with r/s too.. i think it is quite impossible to ever find someone u can trust totally.. i really envy those who can do this. sometimes pple might say tt time is a the factor and eventually u will trust the person.. haha is this really true? can 2 pple believe wat the partner says.. hmmm i beg to differ. call me a pessimistic person. but i dun think tt will happen.. well BUT!!!!!!! ............................ i am still hopeful to find someone tt i can eventually trust.. :P wish me luck den!!! :)

LUNCH

was really sian this morning.. cos have been doing work for the past like 36 hrs.. hehe.. din really sleep properly last night... must be the tea!!! was turning and tossin on the bed... woke up damn early this morning.. 8plus.. was lazing on the bed.. din want to get up.. till 845am haha.. after breakfast was doing structural assignment.. quite challenging leh.. count till i see stars ahah..den cld take no more ..

met pat for lunch at VIVO.. haha... we went to sushi TEi... ate ebi bowl , fried squid, and salmon maki.. my fav was salmon maki... yum yumm.. the ebi bowl had lots of onions.. i hate onions.. eeeeek.... den we went to shop shop ard to digest the food.. ahhaha... i bought a necklace.. a pair of earings and heeh.. 2 CUTE clips... oooooo.. after which we headed for BEN and Jerry's ice-cream.. was quite full but heck, it is happy food.. it wld make me happy haha went to counter.. i was served by this really cute gal.. ya i mean gal.. she had big and pretty eyes.. hehhe like me.. and a beautiful smile... she was like r u 2 sharing.. y dun try the mix and match.. haha i was like.. er give me a min.. cos WAS really fulll , wanted a small scoop only.. but den after tt i was like ..er price abt the same.. so we got the mix and match.. we had New York super fudge choc, cookies and cream and Dublin Mudslide.. ( contains RUM) haha.. and almonds and hot fudge.. super sinful lah.. omg...... but heck... pat loved the cookies and cream totally... i liek new york one.. better haha.. pat mention that the dublin mudslide tasted like jiang qing.. i was liek where got.. must be the alcohol lah ahahahha..... den the more i tasted i was like.. hmmmm you tiao.. omg.. it tasted like tt... haha..... but we treid to finish... dman full lah... haha...

we went off after tt.. came to to cont work haha... but my bus broke down on the way home.. i was liek haiz.. and it was raining till u have a mudslide... so much after eatin tt mudslide haha... well had to get out of the bus and waited for another... when the next bus came... everyone rushed onto the bus like there were freebies like tt.. haiz.. the singaporean KSium!!!! haha... well but there was this guy.. at first i was liek ... wa not garang.. go up the bus must open umbrella.. even i also heck just run up the bus.. haha... but later he offered to shelter a lady up a bus.. hehe.. so gentlemanly.. WE NEED MORE OF SUCH MAN IN THIS WORLD MAN!! ahahhaha alright enough of this.. go back to mug liao hehe..

ME

feeling high now... took a 2 hr afternoon nap.. just now.. it feels so good to get so much zz haha.. let me tell tell u guys more abt myself haha... i am a chinese gal.. though very dark and dun have the typical chin look u noe the small slit eyes, the small mouth ahha.. and super fair skin... but i got very NICE EYES AND A BEAUTIFUL SMILe. :O i noe i got nice features.. Alot of pple tell me tt haha i never brag okies.. cos REMEMBER!! self praise is not praise!! it is international disgrace!!!!all these are wat pple tell me one.. haha.. also i use werid language.. my english is wat i call juicy, beefy and flowery.. haha.. if u want to communicate with me have to learn those lah... otherwise tough leh.. i can be quite siao at time... esp when i get enough zz and will suan pple.. BUT>.. most of the time i dun get enough zz so i let pple suan... so peeps.. i never show u guys my real power hor!!! heeh... okies as for my character.. haha PPLE TELL ME TT I AM sweet, cute, adorable, thoughtful, nice, caring. omg... i can't contiune.. i dunno i am tt great!! hahaha.. .okies okies enough of this rubbish... check out my next entry den haha.. ciao...

Having kids..

i totally love children.. omg.. this topic... it is one of the signs of growing old.. hmmm today went to MM with gor, xl and hf after surface lecture. we were talkin abt how many kids we want.. xl and hf thinks tt the ideal is 3, my gor 2 max.. no more than tt.. me.. i dun mind have alot.. if i can afford it haha.. my gor was sayin 2 is enough liao.. it is financial taxing and mentally too. hmmmm true in a way. but i jsut really love kids.. i will def need to find someone who share my tts.. :) den xl asked if i am prepared to be a housewife. haha... i dun mind just stayin at home to care for the kids and watch them grow.. it is a process that one shld have otherwise u will regert it i think haha.. oh no.. this is so wrong. i am feeling soooo old hehe....

The life span of a woman

had a girly talk with some of my jie meis today.. we were chattin on the topic of the lifespan of a woman.. apparently 25 is the big no. once we hit tt everything will just go down hill for us.. we will jsut lose all our youths, energy and even our child-bearing abilites will decrease. hmmm tt sound really sad right? omg.. but it is the truth.. there an article on single woman over 35 unable to find a partner.. i mean difficulties lah.. hmmm well it sounds really unfair right? how come man can age gracefully.. but the situation does not seems like with woman.. we just grow and get abandon somewhere.. ???? wah sounds sooo wrong leh.. hehe.. but in any case..i am still hopeful for the future.. :)

emo again...

have been really moody recently... really emo at times... can't stand myself too.. dunno wat's wrong with me... tired? stress? hmmmmm maybe it is the end term stress..dunno... so drained.. i noe my post has been really depressing.. but tt is how i feel... dun worry abt me peeps.. i just need time to settle.. den i will be fine...

i think i really like vivo.. city.. the garden tt overseas sentosa is really nice... it is a nice place just to sit down n have a nice chat....

Vivo City Again

woke up this mornin feelin damn sian... was browsing online, checking out new song.. totally in love with tata young's El Nin-YO!!! it is a hmmm sexy and catchy song... heard tt tata young was voted the sexiest woman in Thailand.. but u noe y.. they can't tell the difference for the rest if they r man or woman!! goodness!!! but must say tt tata is really hot!!!

was surfing online till abt 1230.. felt super sian.. as i had been at home for the past 30 plus hrs.. haha... can't stand it... called pat out and went to VIVO city to watch The OH in Ohio ... hhaa... was excited to watch it at VIVO GV.... after all tt buzz abt the biggest cinema in sg!!!! BUT!!!!! goodness.. we were cramped in a 6 rows cinema diaoz right!!!! hahahh... well it was alright.. but the show din wow me!!! haha.. not a fantastic show though.. dun really recommend it.. hehe... after tt we went to do wat i really loved!!!!! GUESS!!!!! SHOPPING!!!!!!!! was shoppin ard.. BUT EVERYTHIN WAS SO EX!!!! buay ta han.. tt place only for tai tai... not for a poor sch gal.. haha... but it was fun to look ard.. VIVO CITY bring back some memories.. of my 1st visit... argh... but well.. it was a fun afternoon though....oooo must say tt i love the scenery there... it is just sooo romantic!!!!!! hehehe met my dad on the bus ride home.. goodnesss... so ciao!!! hahah

JUST had soon kueh!!!! made by my nai nai!!!! yum yum!! food makes me happy!!!! tt explains right!!! but!!!!! totally love it.. the other time she made, i din get a chance to eat... ate 2 today... wanted another but my stomach cld not fit lah... it a nice change after eatin porridge for the whole day yesterday. hhehe.

Miss Piggy

i think i am really ms piggy today!! slept ate slept ate.. these were the only 2 things i did today.. goodness.. but i really enjoy sleepin... have been deprived of zz recently... too much things on mind. it was a gd rest.. i must get well soon!! cos i want to play and have fun next week!!! miss soooo much this week already!!!

listening to 梁静茹's 暖暖. it is a very sweet song... i totally love it more than qin qin.. there is a particular paragraph tt caught me..

我想说其实你很好

你自己却不知道

真心的对我好不要求回报

爱一个人希望他过更好

他从心里暖暖的

你对自己更重要

hmmm i found this meaningful... wondering if such giving love can exist in reality.. will anyone love someone so deeply and not hoping anything for in return? hmmmmmmm ????????

i think i am werid

still nursing a flu at home... while my frens r out partyin.. it is rarely tt i am stuck at home on a friday night.. at this time i shld be out havin fun with my kakis.. :P well never mind... a good rest is to walk a longer route.. haha.. direct translate frm chi!! opps...

had a shiong day at lab.. did TLC.. was hoping that it can offer me some tender lovin care.. but it din.. i was sneezing and doing my separation today.. wah best!!! but i guess i survive.. complete things that i wanted to do.. :P went for tutorial.. it was quite boring.. wdt!!!

i think i am werid.. i am not used to pple being nice to me... i am tt kind if ya just alittle nice to me.. i will feel so touched.. goodness i think i am mad!!! i am more used to suaning.. and helping others.. i guess maybe i dun like to show my weakness to anyone.. i always put a strong up front.. hmmm tt is bad right? there r still so many things i want to learn.. to be a better person.. at the end of the day.. i still believe that we all r born for a purpose.. me? maybe to serve mankind... haha... i just like helpin pple.. treating them sincerely.. it is just me.. i dun mind.. chi kui.. abit.. if tt makes one happy.. it is my gd pt and bad pt !!! haiz.. but who cares. as long everyone is happy!! I AM!!! :)

I think i must be blind at times

sometimes i think i make a decision too fast, get excited abt thing too easily and judge pple to fast.. :) i am glad tt there r pple ard me who will advice me. i think i shld change this bad habit soon.. so horrible man!! must open my eyes bigger next time :)

my project is running pretty alright i hope.. it looks promising to me.. haha.. feelin comforted.. though now stuck at home nursing a flu and fever.. hope i will be back in action soon!!!

being sick makes one so vulnerable

sitting in front of the com now.. listening to GOong OST's Parrot.. not feeling very well.. aching ... feeling a little emo now.. hmmm wat wrong with me man!! maybe too tired.. liao.. feel like escapin to somewhere for a while.. but goong is really nice... it makes me gong i guess? haha..
went to watch The prestige with a fren. It is a fantastic show!!! must watch.. i was glued to the screen.. for the full 2 hrs.. tt i guess the story right but there was endless twist tt i din not expect. it was a show abt love, brotherhood, hate, revenge. a little on the heavy side.. though alright i need to crash.. gonna have a heavy week ahead..

Had a great night ... :)

woke up early today.. wanted to for lect at 10am..dressed up quite a bit.. but the only prob was my contacts decided not to stick onto my eyes.. haha.. sound werid right... but i want to look gd ... haha.. so just left it on.. and pray tt it won't drop out.. went downstairs already when I gt xp sms tt she is not going.. felt really sian cos all my frens were not going.. so went back home to try to fix my com and zz for a while.. dunno y so sleepy.. my throat is really bad too..

woke up at 11am.. oh no!!! quite late liao... quickly.. freshen up and went down to wait for the bus.. crap.. waited for quite some time... bus did not come.. was late for tutorial.. hehe... but who cares.. this is the most heck tutorial i ever have.. always go in unprepared and crap abit and leave haha... nice tutorial cos there r quite a few out-spoken guys who shares pretty solid opinions.. not bad!! well gave my presentation ... it was abreeze man!! xl and i were like news reporters haha... it was nice tt we got an appaluse after the end of the presentation.. kudos to those who clapped.

went to arts.. for lunch.. hai..kenna suan again.. as usual.. goodness... am i tt easy to suan? after tt went to xp's hall to nuah... we spoke alot.. nice chattin.. and listeing to her work experiences tt allowed her to grew up.. hehe.. i think i am still really green.. need to roughen up alittle more

the highlight of the day was going to esplanade to take photos.. goodness... the ex and present leong's lab grp were all there... 9 of us.. 8 gals and ermm.... uncle ben.. :P.. never had so much fun takin photos leh.. goodnes. there were so many couples.. haha.. we like so extra and so many lightbulbs..
the mei nu mens in full force ... :P

flirting!!!

went to shoppin with pat today.. shop shop.. bought a pink top.. wanted to buy tt white dress one.. but dunno when i will wear it.. den i think now it is not the time to change image haha... i think cute still suits me better... lady like.. maybe when i grad lah..i also got 3 new pairs of earning!!! cool.. love them... went back to bugis today.. sooo tempted to buy this retro purple dress... really loved it... but dunno when will wear it.. can't wear to sch lah. too loud... dun want to get stares.. :P

wat is flirting? according to Wikipedia it means : Flirting is a form of human interaction, usually expressing a sexual or romantic interest in the other person. It can consist of conversation, body language, or brief physical contact. It may be one-sided or reciprocated.

Can everyone flirt or on certain pple... wat kind of flirts are considered disgusting.. can only good lookin pple flirt? haha.. is sweet talkin a type of flirting too? hmm all i can say is that..if ya can't flirt, dun try hard.. it will look super unnatural. i still think sincerity is the best.. :P

feeling blessed....

dunno is it cos i just ate chocolate ice-cream and chocolate.. :P i feel so happy now.. haha.. suddenly i feel so blessed.. so many frens and family who love me and dote me and care for me.. (despite all the suaness!!!!) i feel tt i am the luckiest person on earth!!!.. JUST want to SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS CONTRIBUTED TO MY BLESSED LIFE.. HEHE... i noe u gals must be sayin tt i am siao.. haha but who cares!!! :P

SInging Therapy !!!

met up with pat today and we went to SING K for 5 hrs...it was damn shiok!! we were super energy low initially!!! cos i think we had a heavy lunch.. lunch was alright only.. not as good as the one i had at crystal jade yesterday!! heeh... but singing pick up after 2 hrs.. i was dancing and singing to the fast no. pat said tt i wld be better off singing fast song... no slow slow sad sad ones.. my goodnesss.. think i too happy liao.. in everything ahha... i sang jolin's Mr Q and F.I.R.'s THREE TIMES!!!! my goodness all very fast songs!! but i cope pretty well :P hehe.. next time must sing sing sing... so fun.... so fun.. haha...