to the guys...

inspired by ben's blog.. tt i have one too

1) gals will never find a man over gentlemanly... we hope tt they will be.

do ya noe that if u were in a table having dinner with a lady, when she stands up to leave the table, every single man is suppose to stand up and the one next to her is suppose to pull her chair out for her.. and when she is back the same shld be done.

2) every gal has a little princess thing in them, we like to be pampered in many ways. there r 5 types of ways to show u love the gal,

physical touch, quality time, words, acts of services, gifts

3) most gals r fickle minded to a certain extend.. maybe cos we want the best and thus can't make decision immediately

4) gals may say things that we don't mean it at times and tt puzzle alot of man

* HINT: read their body language and facial expression

5) gals are emotional beings, we cry and laugh easily

6) gals will tend to want to take care of the guy tt she loves, in terms of like baking cookies for him, making sure that he is eatin well

7) if a gal love a guy very much, she will also tend to love his everything and his family, and tolerate anything tt maybe unpleasant

8) gals will also start to care for the guy's love ones eg picking out gifts during mother's day

9) gals must fall for the guy in order to be with him and that takes time

10) it is difficult to let go if the gal has fallen for the guy and it takes a long time to get over if the relationship does not work out

11) gals seldom take initaive to tell the guy bluntly tt she likes him.

12) gals will try to drop hints though..

13) when a gal tell ya a prob, just listen everthing first, u can console her after tt but NEVER offer her solutions

14) gals will welcome compliments sayin that she is pretty and beautiful but pls tell it with sincerity.. we can sense it if it is fake.

15) when a gal asked you a question, it is good to ask her back her opinions cos often she has made a decision.

16) gals hate it when guys become so emotional and can't control their actions.

17) when a happy go lucky gal suddenly have a very serious talk with ya, it means business, get the message and don't offend her again

18) gals like it when u plan and do special things for them but realistic one lahs...

19) oh gals love it when they get flowers at offices... on V days, Bdays or just a surprise...

2o) gals love man to be attentive, sensitive but at the same time not lose their manly side

video conference with ben..

omg.... today was really amazing... had a video conference with ben for like sooo long.. he showed me his room and surroundings... so cool. the mic and video cam is just so cool.. :) hope tt we can do this more often.. :) so amazin with technology... we even tried singin K online.. hahah omg.. insane sia.. :)

Hari Raya

went to my senior's place yesterday.. it is a very nice and well maintained house... love the feeling once i step in.. it was really homely. :) now's the tricky part... how shld her kids address us..AUNTIES... omg.. freaky huh... told them to address us as jie jie lah.. AUNTIES.. such a big word... i am still so young.. omg omg.. :) well... maybe another few more yr i can be used to being called AUNTIE.. for now.. jie jie lah

bryani was really nice.. yum yum.. one of my fav... and all the goodies.. omg.. so thrilled.. :)

the sang vs the alpha

seeing that most of my guy frens showed their soft side this week made me tt of this topic SNAG VS ALPHA.

well let we start with the alpha man. the 3 critical succuess of alpha man are 1) Self-confidence, = a woman can sense the confidence level of a man even b4 he opens his mouth.. 2) Sense of humor , - laughing lowers the woman's resistance to ya and also helps to build bond. :) 3) Self-control is knowin to perform self restriant. to keep ur cool and calmness during tough situation. good looks are not necessary but at least well-groomed. cos the lady needs to noe that u can take care of urself b4 u can do so of her.

Women WANT to be seduced by men. But only by a man who initiates and takes control in the right way.

An Alpha IS:

- Clever/smart

- Ambitious

- Excited

- Natural

- Honorable

- Dominant (not aggressive, but demonstrating superior social skills)

- Stable- Fit (healthy lifestyle)

- Curious

my dear guys r y u this? ....check out for the next episode abt SNAG... and find out if u r one....

my doggies..

spent the whole day bakin these cuties... ooo.. aren't they cute.. some act cool.. some are tao.. some are cute.. some just look blurr... omg.. they r just too pretty to be eaten.. :) this is just some of the lot i bake... just love them.

singing K

went out to sing K with ben, sun nu and fi on fri night/ sat morn. it was a blast... the four of us turn the area to a mini clubbin room.. :)was really feelin tired earlier on but i guess singing is really my passion and theirs too.. puttin the 4 of us tog was really i suppose a great combi...will def miss singing K with ben esp he is going over for a yr.. we jsut have so much chemistry in singing.. well.... i will trained up and wait for ya to come back to sing again.. :) tired but lookin forward to bakin... later..

my dear uncle...

today aheading home on 63 was really a painful thing for me... really felt like cryin and tears were ard the corner..i guess it must had been a painful decision for ya too.. i am so sorry tt the whole saga ( singapore style nt hk) has brought u so much sorrow too... all i can say is sorry.. but i guess it is too late....

me and my big mouth always sayin tt 10 yrs down the road, we won't be frens... it is just like a curse huh... now my heart still aches.. i guess cos u always have this special place in it.. now tt u have chosen.. and i have not made my decision... ( i don't see tt i will make one tt u hope to be soon) i prob will still keep this special place for ya in my heart...

you will always be a dear fren... may u escalate to great heights... and i hope things will change for the better in the time to come... take care.. my dear uncle...

***The Keys to Your Heart***

You are attracted to those who have a

split personality - cold as ice on the outside

but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when

your partner is patient and

never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think

you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with

someone who was emotional, moody,

and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting.

You want a relationship that looks to the future...

one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero.

You care about society and morality.

You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious.

You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something

you don't need.

You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

a consoling soul...

alot things happen thr the weekend.. some pple may think that i am really cruel and evil... have i not been wat will happen... since things are already like tt... just leave it as it is.. i don't want to probe further.....

it was a nice lunch with jace today at ri ben chun.. great experience... it is so nice to see the gal so happy with her life... i am glad for her.. she deserve all those... :) jia yo gal.. hope tt we can meet up soon...

learnt abt sth today at ALPHA... it is as they say dense... i need to really experience it b4 i can come to accept certain things... as they say it is a very personal connection with him.. maybe i will experience it.. maybe i won't... just let things happen naturally.. if it is meant to be... i believe it will..

time to let go..

when it is time, pls do and not persisit on.. it will do noone good..

Waraku Dinner...

it was a night out man... dinner at waraku was really satisfyin. omg... i ate so much... still want me to eat... felt like a pregnant lady after the meal lah... luckily went for a short walk after tt... nice chat tt we have... haha think really gonna miss ya quite a bit... sob sob sob.. gettin alittle emo huh... :P

today got to noe someone of my age is gettin married next march!!! OMG!!!! shocked? hahah.. ya kinda... 24 next yr only.. gettin married? prob really the last thing on my mind for now.. :) she is very pretty... tall and slim but on diet for her wedding.. cos she says she can't fit into her gown.. i am like!!! u gotta to be kidding!!!! i better start to diet from now on man!!! den got chance if i ever intend to fit into tt gown... :P

The importance of life

Now, i really value the importance life... how precious it is.. esp if your loved ones are ill.. kinda hooked onto this recent drama, 天涯俠醫 it is showin on channel 8 every weekends at 7pm.. it is a very interesting hong kong medical drama which shows the soft sides of docs when the treat their patients. they always say tt doc have the healing touch.. true enough.. i think the sense of achievemnt of seeing someone ill to become healthy is just beyond words..

all these made me realised that there is so much out there in the world, so much sufferings, and so much knowledge tt needs to reach out to that has not been done.. i shld count myself lucky to live in such a protected environment... alot of feelings huh...

tt is y i do treasure pple ard me... it used to be the fact that i hope everyone is happy and i want to make everyone happy... but now.. tt is just so impossible... as long i noe tt i have done my best to create a story in ur life and if things doesn't work out, there is no point to drag on further. i can't control the world and everyone.. i can just only do my best... treasure one another... ask yourself if u have given ur best in any relationship be it kinship, frenship or lovers... try to look at things for different angles... sometimes u might spot a rainbow in a stormy night... :)

MegaBites...

oooo.. today was a busy day!!! went runnin ard the whole morning.. but lunch was a pleasant surprise.. :) first it was huiching's mum's home made bread.. yum yumm hmmm walnut bread somemore.. den it was the highlight!!! MEGABITES got halal certified!!!! oooooo i tried their fish and chips. wow the servings was really big!!

saw this tv prog!! they were on the topic on pretty gals are def more well-liked than the ave lookin ones.. well i think it is just so true for generally good-lookin pple :) they tend to get the perks.. hence it is impt to invest in looks... it can aid ya far.. :)

sometimes u might think tt u r stupid,, don't okies gal.. it is just a learning process.. it is better to nip the mistake at its bud rather than draggin it further.. so be brave to change it and not draggin it further... :)

KPO queen?

a new tag i got... wat meant as a simple gesture turned out to be malicious spread... tired and sick of these... maybe i shld adopt JACK's view of meetin only once in a yr.. prob tt is when pple will treasure one each other.. as there is a sayin absence make the heart the fonder.. maybe this is a good way.. i appreciate those who stand by me.. shld really live for myself now.. there r so many other things for me to do.. this will not bring me down.. if pple wants to talk and comment... it is up to them.. my heart still beats for anyone who needs it...

UPSET....

feelin very upset.. dunno y.. shldn't have done sths... want to talk it out but i can't. just feel like crying.. it has been awhile.. awkward and complicated day.. was i in the wrong? maybe i was.. tired and frustrated.. don't want to deal with this again.. it this was meant to be like tt, den let it be.. i can't do much too now.. either...

COmplicated day

HAPPY

when i got praises tt i am looking better as each days passes

when i am praised sweet, sexy and pinky

when iwas doing rounds and yup....

when i got a PINK rose

when i have lunch

UNhappy

when i got pestered

when i don't get to drink milo

when i don't get to eat

when i don't get pampered opps..

high school musical 2

watched high sch musical 1 today... gettin really excited abt 2. youtube the 2nd one and it was fab... kinda miss doing musicals... it has been always one of my passion.. kinda miss singin with ben....if we can let do another singing session b4 u leave.. :)

went for the course last fri... everyone there was advicing me to do all the things i want when i am young... esp b4 gettin settled down... and don't wait till i am OLD... it will be too late... i guess i really shld look thr this again...

shoes and men

went for a course today.. well it was a nice break .. and the environment is so PRO-FAMILY... not tt i anti... but hhaaha it is really too PRO-Family.. I miss work.. haha.. i miss hanging out with my colleagues... hope to see ya guys soon.. :)

went out with olivia today.. she is goin to leave for France to study soon.. sob sob.. do keep in touch ya gal.. saw this really nice pair of heels.. damn sexy.. wanted to badly to get it.. but i din.. u noe y!! cos it is damn high and i will be damn tall with it.. it will be sexy.. but i will look intimidating.. MAN do i envy FIONA and WANSI for able to wear those KILLER HEELS!!!!

Olivia related Shoes to men.. she said it is ain't easy findin a good pair of shoes.. just like findin a good partner.. never easy to find one out of so many.. i told her tt i will be damn tired from wearin heels.. she commented tt men r like heels.. they can make ya and the r/s tired too.. ture enough.. :) but i am still dying to wear them..

my sis also tells me tt man r intimidated by tall gals... haah how true is tt? i suppose it it.. i guess for now.. for pratical purpose.. i will stick to my lower heels.. but i am still dyin to wear the high ones.. for.. hmmm vanity and also another purpose... :)

What Can I Do?

I haven't slept at all in days

It's been so long since we've talked

And I have been here many times

I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take

And I just got to let it go

And who knows I might feel better

If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching

No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say

And in a funny way I'm calm

Because the power is not mine

I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

Love me..

Esplanade

it was the long waited esplanade photo takin session.. must say it was really a tiring day.. i guess pictures tell the stories.. clearer i can describe.. so here it goes..

Truth Hurts

A disturbed mind

An aching heart

A pair teary eyes

A dull face

Blurr am i?

Dumb am i?

Naive am i?

Stupid am i?

Hurt i am.

Cry i am.

Pain i am.

Sad i am.

timid fen... :X

today cld be a good start!!! but i spoilt it lah... aiyah... y like tt... :( must be more daring and stronger lah... can't like so timid liao.. jia yo!!!! can do it one.. :)

sometimes it can get quite tiring.. but seeing them gettin well and smile and appreciatin me... really makes my die.. and touched my heart. i learnt alot too.. must pick up my dialect and malay well soon.. feel so apologetic.. esp when i can't speak their lang... jia yo!!!!

missing all my frens.. have been at home for sometime...cos of a nasty flu bug which still nt fully recovered.. let meet up soon again okies.. i shld nt be contagious already. :P maybe being ya with u guys can make me better soon.. :) miss ya...

LALA LAND

it used to be my one n soley nickname.. but now it represents my feelings.. :? life have been so interesting with MILO, teh su su, holicks, hmmm maybe more to come.. i never felt so motivated to do so many things.. OMG OMG!!! must work hard to all my dreams and hopes.. i get so touched by the smiles of them.. it is so rewarding when u noe tt they appreciate.. it just warms the soul.. i am lucky to be in this.. a new motto.. treat others as how u wanted to be treated... :)

a smile will never fails to brighten up someone's day :)

AH CHOOOOOO..... but with a sweet touch..

got this really nasty viral infection... Gooodness.. i am a frequent client at the clinic till the nurse noes me by name!!!!! wakin call huh!!! better do sth.. gt this really really big pill.. yup THE PILL.. omg.. so tough to swallow.. and now panadol come in orange... somehow me and medicine just click.. love to understand wat is for wat.. :)

tt is just the down side of the day. today was pretty lucky.. haha for those who noe.. i was sneezing away with a smile on my face.. :) siao right.. but den again.. :)

pple just love my nails.. haha tt i went for manicure or sth.. ahha.. it is DIY!!! cheap cheap one... tsk tsk.. maybe can consider a side line in tt.. :)

take care pple.. miss ya... :) check out the next bimbotic post..
oh forget got 2 cakes from secret recipe.. love the new york cheesecake.. yum yum.. the other just aint my cup of milo.. :)

peanuts, cashew nuts, sesame

last sun was spent with my darling gal frens.. went to waraku for lunch till dinner... den i was so tempted to get donuts from donut factory.. went to c the queue.... omg.. super long... but the donuts look soooooo tempting.. ooooo wanted to get... maybe another time bah....

NUtz.. and more NUTz... the past week has been wat my sis says a good gal n not out.. it is driving me NUTZ.. peanuts.... cashew nuts.. sesame... black beans... yellow beans... red beans... realised tt i can't stay at home too often... think i will become nutz....

now i realised the importance of weekends for workin pple.. they r just too impt already.. omg.. hmmm have been gettin really irritable recently.. prob due to too much home... omg.. this is mad...

work has been fun so far.. has been rootin my foot more firmly in it... feeling more confident and daring now... :) well i still get teased as usual by pple ard me :P wat is new right.. but never mind as long it is not harmful and everyone is happy :) i am tooo :)

30 something VS 20 something (MARS)

men... 20 sth vs 30... lots and tons of difference.. i may not be a man expert.. but this is the feelin i generally get.. men r liek when the r more valuable as they aged.. they grow more mature and wiser.. cheek told me this too..he never needs to worry. men just don't have this timeline.. a older man can always date a younger woman. hmmmmmmmm.....

20 sth men r often seraching their goals and dreams in life.. there r many thigns tt they r still learning.. their charm comes in teh terms of their endless energy and passion they have for their dreams. :) theyalso have the innocance......wat they lack is life experience, stability and maturity? .....

30sth.. wat they have is stability, wise, more mature? am i right to say this? they noe how to handle ladies better? more and more of ???? cos i noe not many of them to judge.. but as i said when men aged they become more valuable...

it was werid tt night when i went home with a guy fren.. he was like remiding me tt my peak period is coming to an end soon... better work harder to u neo wat.. :P it kinda felt off when he was the one who reminded me..

20s something VS 30 something...(Venus)

Quote my Uncle: Girls in UNi yr 1 are like magazines on the shelves.. HOt HOt.. 2nd yr the shift to become story books, only those who r avid readers will borrow them, 3rd yr become journals and research papers, seldom will anyone take notie of them..

True? how much it is .. :)when a woman aged, u can really tell from her face, neck , hands and even body. the magical no. is 25!!! scary huh!! everyone says tt once u hit tt no. tt's it!!!

a galfren ever told me once tt when woman aged, it is quite scary.. she loses her youth, her looks compartment.. she is so prone to all the diesase.. O & G... put 2 ladies together... one a youthful 23 and the other a 33 lady.. who will one pick? hmmmmm.. omg i better treasure and make the best of my youth man!!

i wonder wat will i be when i am 30 something...will i regret not making use of the power of 20 something..

family tree?

this is done by my lovely sun nu... faint.. always tell them tt they r taken from the dustbin.. and they come out with this man!!!!! this is not not the family tree man!!!! faintz.. ah ma no need any ah gong...i just want to take care of the family.. but nice effort sun!!!! aiyo the other sun zi not workin hard... but it is surprise tt both my grandchildren r so artistic... good genes.. huh :)

mummy taught me sth today.. made me realised tt i may have done sth wrong for some pple.. will think abt it.. again...

i so love my job and pple ard me... the satisfaction is just so much.. the pple ard make it enjoyable... thanks guys.. :) i am just so different with u guys... if u r reading this... always siao siao 1 if u ask... now i jsut hope to be happy.. and everyone is safe and healthy... tt is all i ask.. :)

bday celebration with the 4 lovely man-to-be..

it waw i must say a successful celebration!!!! kudos to ws and jy for making it such a fab one!!! hope everyone had fun!! we sure made lots of noises!! pity those working there. the poor waiter.. guys i hope tt u had a memorable 24/25 bday party!!! pics shld be up soon when i get them. :)

learnt sth today.. kinda of shocking.. excited too.. is tt wat i r3alely want.. hmmm will it happen? let's c...

completed the extended family today.. fyi there is no grandpapa.. not one in the near future too.. i doubt it.. :)

some of my fren r thinkin of balloting for HDB!!! and gettin a car? omg... tt is soo... OMG WDT!!! ttstill seems so far from me.... omg when i be doing all these man... can i c myself doing it? hmmmm

tied down...

been a crazy weekend and monday.. so far.. many things happen.. tired to really discuss abt them.. just hope tt it will turn out fine.. worried and concerned... been MIA for quite a while.. give me sometime.. hopefully it will be back to norm soon...

Commencement 07.. 040707.. a day to remember....

feeling so blessed and loved by everyone.. thanks for making this day so memorable... thanks for all the PINK gifts tt i received.. i guess i need not to say anymore.. the pics r good to say the stories.. :)

busy busy busy....

it has been a mad weekend plus start of the week.. emotions run high and learnt many things.. things which i find amusing.. comforting and shocking? speechless at times.. but i got to noe myself better.. got to noe wat i am capable of.. thanks for pple for stood by me.. appreciate it..

tml's convo.. the heart does not beat tt fast.. not really excited abt it.. dunno y.. it marks the official end to my education life for now.. i really hope tt tml will turn out well.. hmmmmm

there r lots of things which i don't think i will try to explain.. just wanna leave it as it is...

freedom

i like my freedom... i don't like to be tied down... i need lots of personal space... feeling so restricted with all the rules n regulation.. feelin so frustrating... argh... but never mind... life has to move on.....

there r just too many things i need to settle.. but decidin on which way i shld approach it from... nice chat with ben.. shld have this more often.. :)

learns...

Learnt abt a truth today... felt sour and disappointed.....

Learnt abt a new wonder drug....felt WOW!!!!

(NO!!!!!!! it is not Sildenafil citrate)

Learnt abt a new frenship... feels sweet

Learnt abt a new skill... feelin sooo proud....:)

Learnt abt quality.... felt so consoled...

Learnt abt the world and seen it in a different way...

love the things tt i am doing now... enjoyin every moment tt i have. i feel so fortunate.. will treasure it n every moment of it.. many thanks to pple who made a difference in my life.. u r always on my mind.. oooo mushy.. huh? :P

job profiling!!!!

went for a talk today!!! it was super enriching and educating.. got to noe some of the pple there. and realised tt i actually noe some of them!!! it is such a small small word. :) found out tt my personality is Influencing, Inspring and stable and steady. it is soo true!!! :) got to noe myself better maybe i can try this test with u guys too!! :) i love my life sooo much . never been better b4 :) want to be a new person :) jia yo!! miss alot of ppel too.. will try to gather n meet up. soon ya..

there r lots of things i still have room to grow.. and pick up new skills. think tt this is a good yr for me to be.. eg learning new dishes.. and learning how to cook my seafood rice. learning how to make good sushi. (there is this bread sushi, maybe i can make for u guys) my granny's home cook HAKKA food. argh. there is just so many.. lets have a cookin session soon. :)

gals who can cook are HOT!!!!

roles have switched? how true is tt... guys cookin and gals not knowin how to? some of my gal frens will tell me tt they don't know how to cook.. do they really not? or just shy when they know... cookin to me is just like art.. and chemistry? it is not easy nor tough.. it is a love... just throw in different spices.. and try lor.. it is stress relieving... hahah but i don't really like to wash up lah.. i love to cook for pple but not eat... hmmmmm hope we guys can have a cookin session soon... :) oh i guess gals who can cook r hot properly right.. i bet someone will totally agree with me.. won't ya.. :)

nasty bug...

wondering y i am here bloggin... there is this nasty bug in my tummy which is drivin me nuts... miss work.. haha workaholic? maybe.. just love my job and pple and enviroment... they r all sooo nice.. :) tml get well soon and be back soon...

a penny for tt..... someone ask me if i can accept someone shorter than me as my future partner... hmmm sth to ponder on.. :) wat do the rest of the gals think?

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

Can love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart but please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

Can love is all that I can give to you

Love, love, love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart but please don't break it

'Cause love was made for me and you

I said love was made for me and you

You know that love was made for me and you

Call Me Irresponsible

Call me irresponsible

Call me unreliable

Throw in undependable, too

Do my foolish alibis bore you?

Well, I'm not too clever, I

I just adore you

So, call me unpredictable

Tell me I'm impractical

Rainbows, I'm inclined to pursue

Call me irresponsible

Yes, I'm unreliable

But it's undeniably true

That I'm irresponsibly mad for you

Do my foolish alibis bore you?

Girl, I'm not too clever, I

I just adore you

Call me unpredictable

Tell me that I'm so impractical

Rainbows, I'm inclined to pursue

Go ahead call me irresponsible

Yes, I'm unreliable

But it's undeniably true

I'm irresponsibly mad for you

You know it's true

Oh, baby it's true

family...

family means soooo much to me... esp now tt i am workin already.. time is limited.. it is impt tt i noe how to spend it well.. frens r impt to me... i enjoy my singlehood now... lots of freedom.. and carefree... :) though my environment quite pro-family... as in having a family of my own.. haha... we shall see.. huh... went out shoppin with mummy again... ooooo u noe u guys always say tt my dresses r soooo nice.. my mummy chose them.. must give her credit... i must say tt she has good taste... tt is how she got my dad.. :)

kinda hooked on michael buble songs... recently... they r hot!!! check them out... http://www.michaelbuble.com/

relationships.....

have been wanting to blog and here it goes... relationships or anything tt deal with pple is always tacky... falling in love is always so simple..but is it really tt? wat does it mean to love somone.. is it to own him/her? is it to wanting to share every moment tog? someone told me today tt truely loving someone is not ownin the person but more that the person is truely happy in life.. wat is the point to have her but not her heart.. or vice versa. i live by this... a true love is precious, is a gift, is a blessing.. i envy pple who can find their soulmates. really i do.. and i hope tt u will treasure each other.. :) for those who have not found ur soulmate.. i still stay by the belief tt there is just the special someone created just for ya.. :)

it was a great reunion....

it was a great night out with everyone... omg. miss them sooo much .. wanted to hug everyone... most imptly, ben came back.. with so many choco.. got my fav choco too.. thanks thanks... :) loved bag too... good taste. :) went to Village and spent 3 hrs there.. asking stupid questions and pigging out.. went on to some serious questions.. if uncle ben were there.. i think the questions will go abit off.. ahha.. met up with him finally later in the evening... had a bridge and chit chat session... till 3 plus am.. omg.. loved these sessions.. :) lookin forward to the next one.. :)

u really made a difference in many of our lives...

omg... too happening already right.. jsut touched down this morning and now out partying with everyone... super envy lah... while me sitting in front of the com nursing a bad throat... okie tml shall paint the town red with u guys... i guessed everyone kinda miss ya alot alot alot.. esp ur lao po and daughter.. just saw the email u wrote.. ahha gettin emo.. got cry or not.. omg.. how i wish i am out there with u guys now...

i miss those times when.......

i sit cross legged at the red tables

i play bridge w/o any worries

i talk crap with u guys at

1) brekko

2) red tables

3) outside level 5 lab

4) Starbucks

omg... the past 2 weeks has been mad for me... paiseh if i turn down so many things... tryin to get adjusted to new life... :0 thanks for being so understanding... promise to organise more outings and spend time with u guys... i noe many of u r going to work sooon.... jia yo.. peeps.. prob will pop by the red table to play bridge with u guys after work.. :)

excited..

the past week has been really busy.. running ard doing stuff... need to prep myself for the future.. :) fun it has been.. enjoyed most of the sessions... and moments.. :) lookin forward to settling down in the new environment and givin my best :) hope i can do it.. :)

sat spent most of my time tryin to save my dyin com.. it is not really functionin well.. tons of bugs i think.. tryin to fix it.. thus din shop with ya guys.. otherwise wld love to go.. haha.. can see all the auntieness in ya peeps... hopefully there will be such a chance soon.. need to get workin clothes.. runnin short of them ooopssss. den met up for pirates 3... heard tt it has bad reviews.. but well gave it a chance..well found it rather draggy.. there were parts where they tried too hard to pump in the funny factor.. it din work for me.. nope it din.. well some parts were pretty good too.. and some were gross.. i was like clentching to my jacket.. er... okies.. moive so-so only.. don't have too high hopes..

after tt went to TONG SHUI.. haha we sure love tt place.. on the way tt ben asked if i am keen to climb Mount K.. if i had the time.. i prob will really go.. qutie gian to try new stuff... :) but abit tough lah.. schedule diff to arrange..

anway had the peanut better toast.. hmm this bunch aint tt crazy over tt leh like the other bunch i brought.. haha well anyway we played BRIDGE!!!! omg.. it has been ages since i played tt.. omg.. missed itl.. hopefully beNNY comes back soon... miss him... omg..

suresh and CK got me gifts.. suresh gave me this PINK turtle.. haha omg.. PINK.. okies everyone must be thinkin so duh right.. but it is cute.. got BIG eyes.. like mine.. :) CK gave me this book with a TURTLE ON it..nice book.. like it too!!! :) my sis.. gave me a bottle sand from there.. really hope tt i get a chance to go there to nuah.. always wanted to go there ever since teh movie... i liek the sea, sand and water.. i just love nature.. :) love the prezzies.. thanks.. peeps..

was chattin with my gf the other day.. she wants to hook me up with her law fren.. sayin how much suitable he is for me and vice-versa.. haah cute huh..but not now... now.. got other things in plan.. excited abt my plans too... jia yo.. everyone in achievin wat u r doing.. and hopin to do so...:)

Josh Groban - You Raise Me

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

fab day

had a fantastic day.. it felt comfortable.. thanks for all the well wishes... hope tt i will survive and excel in wat i am doing.. :) really excited and full of anticipation... hope tt things will be fine for ya drey... it will work out one.. :) have fun everyone.. jia yo!!!!! :)

nuah the whole day

woke up late and laze in bed this morning.. did nothing much.. wanted to laz ard the house.. wanted to be prepared for tml.. excited yupz.. went for a family dinner at this really good zi cha place a ghim moh.. per person ard 10. got oat prawns, sweet and sour pork, asparagus, claypot tofu and you tiao.. yum yum.. the servings were large.. and food is fab.. must go there again.. next time.. got quite a few well wishes for tml.. thanks guys... will heed ya advice and jia yo one.. everyone take lots of care n work hard.. hope tt things will be fine for drey tml.. don't worry gal.. it will be okies.. :)

shoppin with mummy

it has been ages since i shopped with mummy alone.. have not been spendin quality time with my family.. neglected them quite a bit.. busy.. okies i noe u will tell me tt it is an excuse.. i think more effort shld be made.. i treasure my family alot.. they r the most impt pple in my life.. tml hoping tt i can cook for them again.. it has been ages.. wanted to try out the HAKKA dishes my nai nai taught.. but mummy say not tml... i want to go learn cookin from nai nai.. i love her dishes.. oooooo the vinegar pork thingy... yum yum.. the abacus... ooo drooling.. and the Hakka yong tau foo... i think these food r impt to me.. :)

we had fun.. cos mummy wanted to get shoes.. me 2.. workin soon.. den all my shoes abit the cmi... we shopped and it helps tt it is the gss.. i bought sooo much again .. omg.. eg make-up..this princess pocket thingy.. so pretty.. a pair of nice shorts.. eye make up remover.. wanted the clinque one.. but the lady was liek aiyah recommend this korean brand quite cheap.. so try.. :) 1/3 of the price.. oooo got a bag.. haha another bag... but is damn cheap.. can't resist.. well in the din get my shoes.. hope those i wear cmi on monday.. :) super excited to work on monday.. Wish me luck... :)

PS: paiseh to my dear YEP mates.. din join u guys for lunch today.. hope tt u peeps had fun... :)

ABC

ABC.. american born chinese? X.. i think i have said this b4.. it is acting bluffing n cheating.. blog abt this b4 i think.. learnt abt sth last night.. well it reflected alot of things.. things which pple prob hate facin it? the world is aint tt simple or beautiful as some may view it.. it is totally ugly.. lots of politics. alot of bullshiting.. alot of bluffing and tons of cheating...

there are many things which just ain't within our control.. unlucky? maybe.. fate? maybe? well someone did tell me tt there will not be high w/o lows.. i guess life aint as smooth as silk? u won't appreciate the ups if there weren't downs.. u won't grow and learn sth if there weren't the downs. most impt!!! buck up and move on.. the day will still shine for ya tml.. who noes the rainbow might appear on the other end waitin for ya to discover.. never lose hope in things.. and never regret the past.. tt is a motto which i live by..

the end and the beginning..

today marks the start and the end of different chps of my life.. went to my com HQ for an orientation talk and to get my badge.. starting work next monday.. excited.. dunno wat to expect though.. senior sound really sweet.. cross fingers.. hope tt things will turn out well..

received my results.. pretty tense.. cos it is the last sem.. was hopin tt i can come with wat i was hopin for.. i did.. so congrats... grades were not tt great.. but i guess it is pointless to be sad.. move on and work hard.. one of my gf called me up .. she was really upset abt her results.. all i can say tt .. be upset and go cry it out.. if ya really want to. but there is still a long life ahead.. buck up.. and move on.. there will be bound to be more challenges in life future..

CONGRATS to those who did well.. we survived.. today marks the unofficial end to most of our education life.. we have come such a long way... to get this paper qualification.. but tt is not the end but just a start.. press on for those going to the workin society.. may ya survive the politics there and excel in it.. for those cont grad studies.. hope tt u do make a finding and prob get a Noble prize? :) all the best to everyone... jia yo!!

meetin up was sooo fun!!!

met 2 of my frens today for lunch and dinner separately.. met jace for lunch first.. went to Waraku Japanese Restaurant... love their stuff there.. my fav jap restaurant so far.. :) had the beef combo thingy... yum yum and also a scallop paperboat and also prawn... it was really really good... well the company was great too... we catch up on stuff.. we xchange abt stuff... it was nice to hear her opinons on stuff.. and hear her sharing her life... miss ya gal.. i told her tt she changed for the better.. it was a nice feeling talkin to her.. she told me tt i become happier this yr.. :) more smiles... thanks babe... hope tt things will also be ok for ya.. :) jia yo in working life too :)

she gave me lots of goodies from taiwan... yum yum
there is the nougget.. got some Strawberry pie thingy.. got this tai yang biscut which she says really really nice.. must go try later.. :) den we went to shop at bugis.. she wanted to get sneakers.. but we din find.. so went to drink bubble tea.. i had a strawberry shake while she tried the papaya shake.. hers was quite horrible and she din finish it.. mine was oooo nice.. we had nice chicken wings tooo :) yum yum.. so fat.. eat and eat.. :P but we walked alot and shopped alot.. din get things. but saw alot of pretty dresses.. :) so tempted to get them.. but must control.. after which she had to go to meet another 2 frens for dinner... me 2... went to VIVO to find olivia..


it has been ages.. i met up with her too.. since my bday party.. :) ooo.. think she lost wt.. we went to this restaurant at VIVO.. cant' rem the name but bugis go tthis outlet too.. i had chicken baked rice.. and a strawberry and kiwi shake.. while she had roast chic with linguine and her coffee thingy... her food looks soo good.. next time i go there must try tt..we were talkin abt the old days when we were bridge addicts.. haha. i was tellin her tt i actually meet up my nus kakis for bridges.. she was not stunned.. ahha she still loves bridge.. was discussing tt we shld have an old gathering with our jc mates.. it has been ages since we met.. and it is a pity tt not many turn up for my bday party.. okies.. shall do tt when ya get back from indo.. she is going to france to do her masters for 1 yr. will miss her.. she passed me my bday gift..






the bear is sooo cute.. ooooo.. and i got another spary from boday shop and tt adds to my collection.. now i have moon flower, lotus petal and also the latest addition of oceanus.. nice nice.. like it.. :) thank gal.. hope tt we can meet up soon again.. :)

Dislikes...

1) guys who treat their gf like princess and the rest of the gals like SHIT ( so condemn them)

2) guys who does not listen to gals.. and just speak abt themselves

3) guys who aren't gentleman

4) guys who cheat on their wives

5) guys who start a conversation on msn with ya n not cont and not even say bye when they log off..!!!! ( SO IRRTATING!!!)

6) guys who thinks tt gals r brainless...

7) guys who has super large egos.. till they must win everytime..

8) guys who r insensitive..

9) guys who treat me liek SHIT!!!!!

10) guys who run disappear into thin air when they dunno how to reject a gal who may like him

11) guys who flirt with gals and giving them false hopes...

12) guys who promise gals things n not do it.. ( so frustrating!!!!)

okies tt is enough for 1 night.. well.. on a lighter note.. had a fab day today though.. :)

great day!!!!

started my day with ben, suresh, and ws at brekko for breakfast.. OMG!! i can't believe tt we met up specially for bridge and also breakfast.. it was fun.. but totally insane esp when ben is flyin off in the night.. breakfast was not bad.. yum yum..we played till 12 plus and i had to travel down with xp to east coast.. today cycling day!!! :) 2nd part of day's program.

after tt went off to cycle with the gals.. omg thanks gals... me dunno how to cycle.. but my granddaughter so nice.. agree to double with me.. :) she is really good.. first time double but she was fab.. quite steady.. we cycled till qutie far.. never been there b4.. really nice.. den sl double with me.. and finally.. xp.. omg.. i was pretty much screaming.. cos it was qutie scary.. but really fun.. fun... shld go cycling more often.. though my butt is really sore now.. :) so cute to see the gals imitating my cute pose.. ahha.. okies go rest my tired muscles.. :)

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after which we went to airport to send our dear uncle ben off.. ate dinner and had ice-cream.. yum yum.. it is realy a nice feelin to see the whole gang back again.. well tt there will be like some emo parts.. but there was not.. though i tt he nearly.. :P suresh and xl gave him a hug.. me 2.. well it was more like a pat on the shoulder.. nice feelin though..

a last gathering...........

17/05/07.......

it was a day when we had a really big gathering.. thanks for making the special effort to actually come to have fun tog as a whole for one last time b4 the next one.. have been lookin forward to this day for sometime.. was hopin tt won't cry also.. had been sayin tt will cry for a while but din really cry in front of the grp...










the day started with lunch at tong shui.. attendance: me, jy, hf, xl, drey and uncle ben.. he came in er sth tt he can zz in ... :) lunch was superb... fang had prob with the menu.. haha.. so cute.. first time or rather 2nd.. she has prob with decidin wat to eat.. norm she chop chop one.. now we noe... had our peanut butter toast again.. some had some korean noodles soup thing.. ooo.. yum yum ..had my mango drink with pomelo... had been cravin badly for it.. thanks ben for suggesting tong shui... he also suggested this chee chong fun wrapped with you tiao.. it has a unique taste.. fusion.. ooooo...












After which we went to sing K!!!!! this is the first time ben join us.. gals... first time he is going to hear the birdy sing.. :) well she did fantastic tt day.. manage qutie a few songs.. dun shy okies ... i liek the feelin singin with ben too.. very heart-warming.. will miss tt feelin.. oh we had a special guest tt day who always say aiyh i dun sing one lah.... BUT she-beng was good lah.. shld hear her sing sing sing..so sweet her voice.. i think all of us really let our hair down and had so much fun.. ben esp was dancing to the fast no.l tt i was singing.. there will still be a next time ya.. :)


finally we went back to the place where there were lots of memories. for us. HOlland V Brekko.. a place where we all started out tog as a grp..

it was where will will meet after runs in sch.. it was a place where we started drinkin tog... it is a place where we will bitch abt anything under the sky.. it is a place where uncle ben will ask his wld ya questions... it is a place where or dear xl will get high and threatens to er u noe lah.. it is a place where i will take alot of act cute photos. it is a place where fang will say one more!! beer.. it is a place where xp will go ooo i love my wedges.. it is a place where jy will go i want 2 beers ahha.. it is a place where drey will go HUH!!! and looked stuneed by our questions and topics.. it is a place where hui will start to come out with her long story and explanations.. so many memories... all so endearing so...familiar.. which will stay with me.. the night ended on a nice note with us commenting on the goods and bads of each other.. and wat do each of us see each and everyone in 10yrs time..and also teh type of partner we eventually end up with..well our crybaby cried... me.. tried so hard to hold back.. cld have join her.. but noooo.. it was a fab day with u guys... thanks for being so special and creating this chp in my life...

today was a fab day!!!

enter into a day mornin at ard 1030 am. din want to wake up . just liek the feelin of lazing in bed. but can be tt lazy so pulled myself out of the bed. wantd to shop for stuff. decided on tiong. went there and shopped for 2 hrs all alone by myself.. wow. so proud of it. got all the things i wanted.. vcool sia.. din noe tt can happen. i suppose i can eat alone by myself soon.

went back to sch to meet the rest of a tennis game. always wanted to play since my daddy plays it. finalyl got a chance. cool it was so much fun. though most of the time i was pickin balls. really quit tiring.. er picking balls.. just feelin liek zzzzz now..

went to brekko with the tennis bunch. omg we were so noisy n R-ated. SHeeeeesh.... liang2 was teh innoncent one? haha it is relaly fun talkin to them.. hopefuklly there will still be a chance..

Graduation Ball 12/05

i am sure everyone agree with me tt the ball was a blast. okeis let's got thr wat happen yesterday to me.. :) woke up early in the morning.. had not packed for the day's event.. had to carry lots of things.. make-up, remover.. haha me like a make-up artist..can consider being one.. had to decide wat accessories to go with the gown.. :) realised tt i really need to eat cos i prob won't get to eat much for the rest of the day.. luckily mummy cooked lunch.. had to eat though was not really hungry..

went down to the hair-dresser at ard 1pm. but she had qutie a few customers. so waited for a while. 130 she started to curl my hair. wow.. she really do stran by stran..amazing.. the whole thing took 45mins.. hmm i din really like my hair at the moment.. cos it looks er to me not nice.. went home.. my sis commented tt my hair looked really nice.. mummy said tt the front was too high.. hmmm took awhile for me to get used to the hair though.. had help wearin my dress.. had to make sure tt everything was in place..:) did my make up.. had the basics on.. and just touched up when i reached the hotel.. but it was really hot.. my make up was really melting.. even when i was home n the fashion tapes were not in place.. it was qutie late when i left home ard 330? promise xp and jy to do their make up so kinda had to rush down a little.. :) mum comment tt i looked like SK gal. omg..

the taxi uncle was blurr, brought me to the wrong hotel.but he charged me 4 bucks for the trip.. only :) finally reached the hotel... XP and Jy were doing nails.. CK and suresh were there nuahing and watchin cartoons.. ben and ws were out.. quickly did JY and XP make up.. hope tt i did an ok job.. :) me aint tt pro.. still learning.. had a bun.. was super hungry by den.. it was a really really nice feeling.. the last time when the gals doll up was at XL's bday party.. hahha liek someone was going to get married.. i wonder will it still feel this way when one of us gets married.. :) ws and ben finally came back and we had to go over to rehearse.. it was running late already.. headed for the ballroom at only 515.. the gals were in heels.. tough to walk.. i mean the norm attire we have is shoes in lab.. :) so heels were not our cup of tea. esp for JY.. so cute.. she was clinging onto me.. :) it started to drizzle when we were walkin over omg.. not good when we had our hair and makeup all done.. but fortunately it din like really pour.. gt to practice and did sound check.. the guy was really nice to ensure tt everything was ok for us..

Dinner was really busy for me at least and prob the 2 hosts.. it started with a bang.. with them comin in with mission impossible theme and sexy back.. haha so funny.. they really onz.. wanted to make ben cry with all the medal thing but we din succeed. hmmm was alittle teary in the end already.. ate the first 2 dishes.. had the same green thingy we had the other time.. we made sure tt the host ate...cos i think everyone was really hungry.. haah shld have seen the 3 of us and plus JY.. everytime we went back to the seats we liek hungry gluttons.. eat and eat and eat and run back to do our stuff.. games and the 2 songs turned out pretty well.. was glad the evening turned out smoothly after all the hard work... of endless nights and practices.. :) think ben and suresh really deserves a big PAT on their back..

was really hungry after the whole event. manage to nibble here and there.. went back to hotel, put down our stuff and went to eat.. at my fav place. tong shui... craving for the peanut butter toast ever since i went there.. oooooo yum yum.. had a really really nice mango drink.. and lots of finger food. i really like tt place alot. :) saw tay ping hui look alike.. but i doubt it is him lah.. :) went back to the room.. showering took us quite abit.. stayed up to talk and ask stupid questions.. it was a nice feeling.. but i was sooo tired tt i fell asleep.. but the rest can really stay up the whole night to play.. OMG!!!!

check out the photos here. :)
http://uk.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/suezke/album?.dir=6de9scd

shoppin with mummy

i am fortunate to so many loving frens and my mummy... woke up really late this morning.. cld not wake up.. still feelin under the weather.. JT came over this afternoon.. to check out my LBD. the one i bought on tues.. she likes it alot.. i found it alittle short.. but she says.. LBD all liek tt one.. i quite liek the dress.. and it was a steal... good buy i mean.. :) check out the salon auntie.. she says can do the hairstyle i want but the front cannot.. hmmm i liek tt one.. but will work things out.. :) crossin my fingers.. hope tt it looks good. )

bought chicken rice up to her place.. her mummy was so nice.. made soup for.. argh.. she is just liek my mummy too.. chill out at her place.. and she lend me someo of her pieces.. thanks gal.. :)

had to rush home.. to change to go town.. cos was meetin mummy (real) for shopping.. my mummmy so nice.. we were tryin to shop for a nicer dress.. :) mummy so cute.. noe tt i love zara stuff.. told me to check out there first.. but nothing caught my eye. went to isetans.. there was mango.. wanted to check out if WS's dress was there.. cld not find.. saw a few others.. very old..liek for those 30 plus..

so went str to TANGS.. cos got voucher from there and i got my JC's prom dress from there.. decided to give it a try.. mummy was so cute.. ask me where shld we start from.. :) we started from Daniel YAm.. i was like er.. no lah.. shopped till i saw this black dress.. din really really like it.. cos it was er werid.. buy mummy loves itl. den i was like okies lor try.. it look fab on me.. but i was still not convince.. so tried on another dress.. aint good.. den tried sth tt look horrible on the racks.. BUT>. surprise.. it look fantastic on me.. i totally love it.. it is tt kind of dress tt when u put on u will go i MUST HAVE THIS.. decided to get it.. den my mummy went over to another and saw more pretty dresses.. i pick out this WINE RED dress.. i quite like it.. was thinkin if i shld buy... cos it is not tt kind can wear to work type.. well in the end bought it.. shld be wearin tt piece..

cont shoppin... bought another pair of shoes.. omg... i loved my shoes.. so cheap and nice.. :) it was a fab day out with mummy... so love ya. mummy... :)

under the weather

woke up at the sound of the alarm clock.. hmmm the feelin was different this morning.. abit lost.. aches and unfocused.. dunno y also.. think comin down with sth nasty.. hope it will nt develope into sth bad..had been feeling lousy since last night's dinner.. tt is y i din manage to finish my food... was struggling.. but no doubt it was good.. :( next time must check there out again. sat is pretty impt..pretty excited too.. there r still so many unsettled.. but super excited abt it..was lookin at the program..oooo latin dance.. sexy.. i think i will enjoy tt the most.. okie hope tt it will be a fab night for all of us.. :)

dinner was fab.. went to IKEA with fang, ling, and jie.. it was a nice feeling... very warm.. sth which i miss... really.. it has been so long since i have this feelin... thanks for bringing it back once again.. fang suggested tt we shld all go to brekko tog as a big grp again.. liek one last time. omg.. really quite sad.. tt we r going on different paths in life..omg.. feel like cryin even just writing this.. it has been an amazing one yr.. never will i have survive w/o u pple.. each n everyone of ya r special to me.. really..

thank you..

somehow i dunno y i feel alittle upset after tonight..it is mixed feelings.. really it is .. i had a wonderful time at bakerzin. the ham and cheese pasta was really good.. thanks for the dinner... i suppose it made the night so much better.. the walk was nice too.. talkin abt anything under the stars was fantastic..

gettin to noe ya was an amazing thing this yr.. never did i realised tt i can find someone so similar and yet always there for me.. thanks for the assurance tt i never failed to get from ya.. deeply touched by the small little actions u have done.. and not to mention the endless support i get from ya.. it is really really sweet.. thank you for painting my life with colours when i only saw black and white.. appreciate it..

never regret wat u have done.. as i am really proud of ya.. u have done things which alot other guys wld prob never try.. i admire u for ur courage.. really.. well.. all i hope for now is tt things will be smooth for ya and we still share this special connection tt we have..

shoppin with mummy..

woke up at 12pm today.. din really zz actually had lots of werid dreams.. omg.. hope they dun come true...freaky...:) mummy wanted to shop with me since she got off work earlier today.. so woke up to go shoppin with her.. missed shoppin with her.. it has been ages since i have done this with her.. it was fun.. we were both tired.. haha.. me from clubbin, my mummy er from working? but well we still shopped... bought quite a bit.. and a nice dress...:) quite like a few others too.. hmmm but slowly huh.. :) wish i can do this more often with her.. :)

i wish i could take some time off once in awhile to smell the flowers in the garden.. to star gaze.. to stone? to play my piano.. just slow down my footsteps.. :)

clubbin with my dearies...

it was a fab night out with the bunch.. wanted to club with them since last yr? well finally, thanks to our dear uncle ben, we gt to go.. :) it was bridge in sch first.. omg i can't believe we went back to sch to just play bridge, dinner at botak jones.. had this turkey sausage with ws.. a bit salty but nice portion.. :) next time must try the cajun chicken.. it just looks too tempting already.. we set off for MOS.. :) it was still early... thus ben decided to give us a tour ard clark quay.. wow there r so many changes.. it has been ages since i have been out there.. :) all the pubs look sooooo cool.. must check them out one day.. esp with the theme of a hospital.. cool... :)

i was just thinkin if i will meet my old frens there and the next moment saw my sec classmates.. omg.. must buy 4D or sth... too many coincidences until it freaks me out.. :P finally went into MOS.. was a little disappointed at first as most of the rooms were closed.. wanted to bring the gals to check it out.. but well.. we pretty much enjoyed ourselves.. din we..it started of with ben's wld ya quesitons again.. got a little.. hmmm private.. heheeh.. ask me for the questions.. :P we were at it for 2 freaking hrs? finally manage to get everyone's butt down to the dance floor.. :P our dear drey can really move.. wow.. i was wow by her.. :P shld check her dance moves man.. prob at grad ball :P got alittle bored at the main floor.. and decided to check out the retro room..that is the happening one man.. :P nice songs.. haha drey totally went insane when they were playin her fav music.. so cute.. when she was like ARGH>> my fav music and went back to shake.. so cute... i hope everyone had fun... and really enjoyed this session.. hope to see more to come.. :P hint hint..

Children and woman...

Y do pple have kids? for procreation? for the sake of having children? for completin the defination of family? just follow the crowd? for fun? for security reasons? to please parents? society pressure/ peer pressure? tons of reasons... ya.. this brings me to the point are children an object parents use to compare and show off? many of times i realised it seem like it.. esp in our context.. parents often want the best for their children.. really cos they want the best for their children or so tt they don't lose out in this society and can show them off.. how many times have u ever heard your dad boasting.. wah my son got XX scholarship.. or.. my daughter got top in class? they have so high hopes on us...it will be quite saddening if we cannot meet it.. expectations are often high.. and often we hope to fuifil them.. don't we? but when will this race stop... will it ever.. when will this cycle end.. will it ever? hmmm will i become such a parent in future? hmmmmmm......interesting ya...

do ya noe tt woman has to speak 5000-6000 words a day while a man just have 1000-2000... and most of the time they use their quota during work.. while woman will have endless of them.. maybe tt explains y woman likes to nag and nag.. and man hate them.. hmm well now u noe tt we have at least 3 times more words to be used up per day.. so just let the woman speak.. and just listen bah.. once she hits her quota... she will keep quiet.. :P i think the channel 8 9pm show quite cute.. can check it out..

monday aint tt blue

woke up really late this morning.. did some unpacking.. it was a lazy morning.. din really want to go back to find uncle ben to settle sth.. but i am glad tt i went back.. it was really fun plannin certain things... i bet the games will be damn fun.. and we shall make it a memorable one for u guys... i hope we do..

realised alot of things today.. alot of pple do care for me.. in one way or another.. some show it.. show don't, some show it differently while others keep it in their hearts.... touched by the different actions and ways of expressing.. i really do.. u guys mean alot to me.. okies maybe some of u may not agree.. but i do try to do whatever i can already.. still tryin though.. but do i stand another chance to create more stories together? hmmmm sth which i dare not to think....

fang gave me a video.. saw it just now.. really touched by it.. as usual was tearin towards the end.. i do agree with the contents in it.. you have been a special fren in my life.. i treasure the initial stages of frenship where u opened up to me alot.. and i sincerely hope that things will work out well for us in future... thank you for creating a beautiful chapter in my life.. and hoping that more chapters will come..

weekend was really great!!!!

weekend was fantastic.... it was really rechargin and reflecting.. took a well-deserved break.. did all my fav things.. had a PINK candy floss, a PINK donut, bought a pair of shoes, sang K at 2000m abv sea level.. the stars shone for me on the way back.. it was really really sweet.. wanted to check out the merry-go-around but i guess i was too old.. it was a great trip.. though short but i had sooo much fun...

it has been an eye-opener for me i guess so far.. i saw many sides of pple ard me.. really touched by the things tt they have done.. i am really... maybe u might think all these are some other mushy words tt i use to say.. but NO.. i am sure this time round..

Lucky do i think i am? DEFINITELY.. Love am i by others, there is no doubt to it.. Treasure and Doted... What more can i ask for? somtimes i think i am the luckiest gal on earth.. i have my family who will always be there for me... my frens who will stand by me or offer me advices.. my piano who allows me to de-stress, my blog where i can write my tts.. want to put behind certain things and move on....

Some tts:
had a great chat with stef... asked her wat will she do if someone was panickin and stress cos of a prob? will she scold the person or try to calm them down.. her ans was y bother to scold if s/he was panickin? it will make the person feel even worse!!! calm the person down and try to come with a solution.. if the person actually bothers to panick, it meant tt s/he noes tt s/he is in the wrong and wants to make up for it.. Unless the person dun bother, okies scolding is a way to wake the person up.. and remindin the urgency of the problem.. there r just some things i noe u pple meant well for me.. i appreciate the care and concern and the suggestions.. i really do.. i guess things has not been really rosy for some of us.. tension seems to be in the air.. i do feel it.. aint a block of wood.. i hope things will work out soon.. thanks stef for the fab trip.. :)