my dear uncle...

today aheading home on 63 was really a painful thing for me... really felt like cryin and tears were ard the corner..i guess it must had been a painful decision for ya too.. i am so sorry tt the whole saga ( singapore style nt hk) has brought u so much sorrow too... all i can say is sorry.. but i guess it is too late....

me and my big mouth always sayin tt 10 yrs down the road, we won't be frens... it is just like a curse huh... now my heart still aches.. i guess cos u always have this special place in it.. now tt u have chosen.. and i have not made my decision... ( i don't see tt i will make one tt u hope to be soon) i prob will still keep this special place for ya in my heart...

you will always be a dear fren... may u escalate to great heights... and i hope things will change for the better in the time to come... take care.. my dear uncle...

***The Keys to Your Heart***

You are attracted to those who have a

split personality - cold as ice on the outside

but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when

your partner is patient and

never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think

you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with

someone who was emotional, moody,

and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting.

You want a relationship that looks to the future...

one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero.

You care about society and morality.

You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious.

You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something

you don't need.

You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

a consoling soul...

alot things happen thr the weekend.. some pple may think that i am really cruel and evil... have i not been wat will happen... since things are already like tt... just leave it as it is.. i don't want to probe further.....

it was a nice lunch with jace today at ri ben chun.. great experience... it is so nice to see the gal so happy with her life... i am glad for her.. she deserve all those... :) jia yo gal.. hope tt we can meet up soon...

learnt abt sth today at ALPHA... it is as they say dense... i need to really experience it b4 i can come to accept certain things... as they say it is a very personal connection with him.. maybe i will experience it.. maybe i won't... just let things happen naturally.. if it is meant to be... i believe it will..

time to let go..

when it is time, pls do and not persisit on.. it will do noone good..

Waraku Dinner...

it was a night out man... dinner at waraku was really satisfyin. omg... i ate so much... still want me to eat... felt like a pregnant lady after the meal lah... luckily went for a short walk after tt... nice chat tt we have... haha think really gonna miss ya quite a bit... sob sob sob.. gettin alittle emo huh... :P

today got to noe someone of my age is gettin married next march!!! OMG!!!! shocked? hahah.. ya kinda... 24 next yr only.. gettin married? prob really the last thing on my mind for now.. :) she is very pretty... tall and slim but on diet for her wedding.. cos she says she can't fit into her gown.. i am like!!! u gotta to be kidding!!!! i better start to diet from now on man!!! den got chance if i ever intend to fit into tt gown... :P

The importance of life

Now, i really value the importance life... how precious it is.. esp if your loved ones are ill.. kinda hooked onto this recent drama, 天涯俠醫 it is showin on channel 8 every weekends at 7pm.. it is a very interesting hong kong medical drama which shows the soft sides of docs when the treat their patients. they always say tt doc have the healing touch.. true enough.. i think the sense of achievemnt of seeing someone ill to become healthy is just beyond words..

all these made me realised that there is so much out there in the world, so much sufferings, and so much knowledge tt needs to reach out to that has not been done.. i shld count myself lucky to live in such a protected environment... alot of feelings huh...

tt is y i do treasure pple ard me... it used to be the fact that i hope everyone is happy and i want to make everyone happy... but now.. tt is just so impossible... as long i noe tt i have done my best to create a story in ur life and if things doesn't work out, there is no point to drag on further. i can't control the world and everyone.. i can just only do my best... treasure one another... ask yourself if u have given ur best in any relationship be it kinship, frenship or lovers... try to look at things for different angles... sometimes u might spot a rainbow in a stormy night... :)

MegaBites...

oooo.. today was a busy day!!! went runnin ard the whole morning.. but lunch was a pleasant surprise.. :) first it was huiching's mum's home made bread.. yum yumm hmmm walnut bread somemore.. den it was the highlight!!! MEGABITES got halal certified!!!! oooooo i tried their fish and chips. wow the servings was really big!!

saw this tv prog!! they were on the topic on pretty gals are def more well-liked than the ave lookin ones.. well i think it is just so true for generally good-lookin pple :) they tend to get the perks.. hence it is impt to invest in looks... it can aid ya far.. :)

sometimes u might think tt u r stupid,, don't okies gal.. it is just a learning process.. it is better to nip the mistake at its bud rather than draggin it further.. so be brave to change it and not draggin it further... :)

KPO queen?

a new tag i got... wat meant as a simple gesture turned out to be malicious spread... tired and sick of these... maybe i shld adopt JACK's view of meetin only once in a yr.. prob tt is when pple will treasure one each other.. as there is a sayin absence make the heart the fonder.. maybe this is a good way.. i appreciate those who stand by me.. shld really live for myself now.. there r so many other things for me to do.. this will not bring me down.. if pple wants to talk and comment... it is up to them.. my heart still beats for anyone who needs it...

UPSET....

feelin very upset.. dunno y.. shldn't have done sths... want to talk it out but i can't. just feel like crying.. it has been awhile.. awkward and complicated day.. was i in the wrong? maybe i was.. tired and frustrated.. don't want to deal with this again.. it this was meant to be like tt, den let it be.. i can't do much too now.. either...