COmplicated day

HAPPY

when i got praises tt i am looking better as each days passes

when i am praised sweet, sexy and pinky

when iwas doing rounds and yup....

when i got a PINK rose

when i have lunch

UNhappy

when i got pestered

when i don't get to drink milo

when i don't get to eat

when i don't get pampered opps..

high school musical 2

watched high sch musical 1 today... gettin really excited abt 2. youtube the 2nd one and it was fab... kinda miss doing musicals... it has been always one of my passion.. kinda miss singin with ben....if we can let do another singing session b4 u leave.. :)

went for the course last fri... everyone there was advicing me to do all the things i want when i am young... esp b4 gettin settled down... and don't wait till i am OLD... it will be too late... i guess i really shld look thr this again...

shoes and men

went for a course today.. well it was a nice break .. and the environment is so PRO-FAMILY... not tt i anti... but hhaaha it is really too PRO-Family.. I miss work.. haha.. i miss hanging out with my colleagues... hope to see ya guys soon.. :)

went out with olivia today.. she is goin to leave for France to study soon.. sob sob.. do keep in touch ya gal.. saw this really nice pair of heels.. damn sexy.. wanted to badly to get it.. but i din.. u noe y!! cos it is damn high and i will be damn tall with it.. it will be sexy.. but i will look intimidating.. MAN do i envy FIONA and WANSI for able to wear those KILLER HEELS!!!!

Olivia related Shoes to men.. she said it is ain't easy findin a good pair of shoes.. just like findin a good partner.. never easy to find one out of so many.. i told her tt i will be damn tired from wearin heels.. she commented tt men r like heels.. they can make ya and the r/s tired too.. ture enough.. :) but i am still dying to wear them..

my sis also tells me tt man r intimidated by tall gals... haah how true is tt? i suppose it it.. i guess for now.. for pratical purpose.. i will stick to my lower heels.. but i am still dyin to wear the high ones.. for.. hmmm vanity and also another purpose... :)

What Can I Do?

I haven't slept at all in days

It's been so long since we've talked

And I have been here many times

I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take

And I just got to let it go

And who knows I might feel better

If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching

No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say

And in a funny way I'm calm

Because the power is not mine

I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

Love me..

Esplanade

it was the long waited esplanade photo takin session.. must say it was really a tiring day.. i guess pictures tell the stories.. clearer i can describe.. so here it goes..

Truth Hurts

A disturbed mind

An aching heart

A pair teary eyes

A dull face

Blurr am i?

Dumb am i?

Naive am i?

Stupid am i?

Hurt i am.

Cry i am.

Pain i am.

Sad i am.

timid fen... :X

today cld be a good start!!! but i spoilt it lah... aiyah... y like tt... :( must be more daring and stronger lah... can't like so timid liao.. jia yo!!!! can do it one.. :)

sometimes it can get quite tiring.. but seeing them gettin well and smile and appreciatin me... really makes my die.. and touched my heart. i learnt alot too.. must pick up my dialect and malay well soon.. feel so apologetic.. esp when i can't speak their lang... jia yo!!!!

missing all my frens.. have been at home for sometime...cos of a nasty flu bug which still nt fully recovered.. let meet up soon again okies.. i shld nt be contagious already. :P maybe being ya with u guys can make me better soon.. :) miss ya...

LALA LAND

it used to be my one n soley nickname.. but now it represents my feelings.. :? life have been so interesting with MILO, teh su su, holicks, hmmm maybe more to come.. i never felt so motivated to do so many things.. OMG OMG!!! must work hard to all my dreams and hopes.. i get so touched by the smiles of them.. it is so rewarding when u noe tt they appreciate.. it just warms the soul.. i am lucky to be in this.. a new motto.. treat others as how u wanted to be treated... :)

a smile will never fails to brighten up someone's day :)

AH CHOOOOOO..... but with a sweet touch..

got this really nasty viral infection... Gooodness.. i am a frequent client at the clinic till the nurse noes me by name!!!!! wakin call huh!!! better do sth.. gt this really really big pill.. yup THE PILL.. omg.. so tough to swallow.. and now panadol come in orange... somehow me and medicine just click.. love to understand wat is for wat.. :)

tt is just the down side of the day. today was pretty lucky.. haha for those who noe.. i was sneezing away with a smile on my face.. :) siao right.. but den again.. :)

pple just love my nails.. haha tt i went for manicure or sth.. ahha.. it is DIY!!! cheap cheap one... tsk tsk.. maybe can consider a side line in tt.. :)

take care pple.. miss ya... :) check out the next bimbotic post..
oh forget got 2 cakes from secret recipe.. love the new york cheesecake.. yum yum.. the other just aint my cup of milo.. :)

peanuts, cashew nuts, sesame

last sun was spent with my darling gal frens.. went to waraku for lunch till dinner... den i was so tempted to get donuts from donut factory.. went to c the queue.... omg.. super long... but the donuts look soooooo tempting.. ooooo wanted to get... maybe another time bah....

NUtz.. and more NUTz... the past week has been wat my sis says a good gal n not out.. it is driving me NUTZ.. peanuts.... cashew nuts.. sesame... black beans... yellow beans... red beans... realised tt i can't stay at home too often... think i will become nutz....

now i realised the importance of weekends for workin pple.. they r just too impt already.. omg.. hmmm have been gettin really irritable recently.. prob due to too much home... omg.. this is mad...

work has been fun so far.. has been rootin my foot more firmly in it... feeling more confident and daring now... :) well i still get teased as usual by pple ard me :P wat is new right.. but never mind as long it is not harmful and everyone is happy :) i am tooo :)