Friday, March 30, 2007

Regrets...

have ya have any regrets.. some of us do... was watching a tv serial just now.. a couple saw the guy giving into the r/s more than the gal.. but she never realised how much he has done for her. she jsut treated him as per norm.. until the day when he got into an accident and lost his memory.. well he forget who she is.. and the gal suddenly feels super lost. it is only then she realised how much he has done for her.. always there for her when she needed him.. y do pple only realised the importance of things when they lose it. i think it is good to do self-reflections on the daily events and re-think if there was regret or u took someone close for granted.

OR... have ya regret sayin certain things or not tellin someone certain things... i think do things and follow your heart and do not regret.. :)

busy busy day...

been really busy.. recently.. many deadlines to meet.. the office was in full force today with all of us in ... everyone was rushin stuff.. it is nice feelin to see everyone workin tog... so hard.. and supporting and encouraging each other.. of course it wld nt be been possible w/o the higher lifeforms and the highest lifeform... they were really supportive.. and helped us alot.. thanks!!!! i guess the tradition maybe put into action eventually :) thanks again.. i bet next week will be another week liek this.. jia yo everyone!!!!

JOb Interviews...

went for a job interview at TTSH. it is my first.. for this yr.. :) had to miss a lesson cos the interview.. tried really hard to push bakc the interview but the director was only free to meet me then.. i only comfrimed the interview time on wed night.. went in my dress.. mum said tt i shld go in shirt and skirt.. more formal.. i told her very waitress and so nt me.. i want to go in sth which i am comfortable in and confident. :) look pretty sweet in the dress i think.. a fren commented tt.. :) it was a cabbin day.. went there in a cab and back to sch.. i am gettin really lazy..

the interview went wel.. it is a job which i can c myself workin in.. hmmm hope to hear from them again.. the director seem like a great person to work under..got another one next tues.. super excited abt tt one.. but i think it wld be going to be tough.. but den will go for it and see how it goes.. :)

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

had a really packed day..

today was a pretty rushed day.. had to do stuff every single moment.. it din help tt there were many changes to certain stuff.. it does nt reflect very well on the way they do things.. i am nt cocky!! but this is ain't the way things shld be done. pretty irritated!!! argh...

went to the bazzar.. din noe it exist.. bought ice-cream.. ( happy food).. had cookies and cream and rum and rasin.. wowo..yum yum.. the guys sellin i think student.. not very pro in scooping the ice-cream. it was dripping outside.

i think this is a time when everyone's tolerance level is super low. i believe that for sth to happen, it takes 2 hand to clap.. never one sided.. i maybe the catalyst but one still need the reagents b4 it can work.. okies this sounds too chemistry... i don't think i am the worse.. learing to control emtions is sth which i am still working on..

the bed looks sooo tempting..

omg... it is 12.08am as i blog.. my hair is still wet from the wash.. feelin really tired.. but need to do stuff.. so i guess.. yup.. workin late.. let's see.. wat happen to me today.. :) well ran some stuff today.. wanted to cfm certain things.. i did!! wow.. small achievement i guess.. but better than nothing.. oh.. i have a new middle name.. it used to be sweet.. i guess now.. to describe my life.. it is SHITO!!! wat to do.. but i will survive..

want to thank alot of pple who r there for me esp during this period of time..ermh... must give special thank to the person who gave me goat's milk yesterday and today.. a peanut pancake.. omg.. i am on the verge of being 黑黑胖胖!!!!! but it was a sweet action.. let see tml wat it will be!!! really touched... omg.. feel like cryin liao.. sob sob.. but i get touched super easily one!!!! like gettin me my fav ice-cream when i am cravin for it also can!!! :) omg.. OH NO!!! i need to start to save up for the abalone... shark's fin.. faint.. i think the next two weeks cannot eat liao.. :( haha.. okei sokies.. must jia yo!!!! everyone!! the bed still looks damn tempting... ooooooooooooo....

stefy!!! so happy for ya!!! hope tt u liek the job!!!

Monday, March 26, 2007

Lala land...

feeling a little high now.. think i have past the stage where i am super tired.. and entered my lala land.. it has been a really super long day.. the rain in the morn made me want to zz in ... but i pulled myself out of the bed.. cos i was excited abt some idea runnin in my mind.. first thing was to check the EA lab out.. well but i found out i cld nt do the stuff i wanted too.. a little disappointed.. walked back to lab.. and met fang on the way.. i din even see her.. was too engrossed in thinkin wat i shld do next..

went on to prep stuff to run... spend ard 4 hrs.. running the stuff.. wow... it is freaking long.. omg.. din had lunch.. was feelin super hungry throughout.. thanks for staying throughout man!!! really appreciate it.. luckily we both din faint of hunger. haha.. well at least this time i din whine when i am hungry.. ahah.. in norm days i wld.. well the stuff i ran din realyl help.. so yupz.. back to sq one.. runnin sth tml if i can get the time.. omg.. i think after all these i prob touched all the instruments i possible can..

was so hungry.. but cld nt eat.. felt like throwing up all the time.. think too much wind in the stomach liao.. dinner was macs.. was struggling to finish my food too.. omg..

had a regular chatting session during dinner with my kakis.. we were talkin abt lots of things.. like will ya feelin insercure if ya partner is super good looking.. den we went onto .. will ya cont to date someone if ur family is against it.. den we went onto.. how wld ya reject a guy.. hmmmm it is so my topics. ahha. i always ask such werid werid questions.. think most of them cannot stand it liao..

went to chit chat with my elder.. haha.. so nice she gt me goat's milk.. she went to a farm!! OMG!!! i so want to go prawning..... !!!wow.. there is the after taste.. omg.. i dun rem drinkin goat's milk b4 leh.. but she so cute.. anyway.. it is supposed to be damn nutritious.. i think all of us need it badly now. haha thanks... really apprectiate the sitting down and chit chattin session.. :) i noe u r reading this... thanks thanks!!! :) for the salsa performance tt u promised on my behalf..... i will dance if double OH 2.. do her hip hop.. :) which is pretty much impossible.. haha

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Way Back Into Lurveeeee..

There are moments when I dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to you
Im hopin you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for u in the end
went to watch music and lyrics just now.. needed a break so just went out to catch the show.. have been dyin to watch it..but all my gfs have watched it.. so went with pple tt had not.. i had high expectations of the show.. but the movie was so gd tt i was beyond my expectations.. :) it is a must watch.. and i may go back for a 2nd time.. it is tt gd... i norm won't watch a movie 2 times.. :)
my fav part was when Alex sang the part Don't write me off.. OMG!!!! it was super touching touching... almost teared.. haha.. but i din.. must control.. cannot go everywhere to cry.. :_ ( after seeing tt part, one of my guy fren casually mentioned to another guy fren tt if ya want to chase a chi gal. must learn how to play an instrument.. haha.. how true is tt i wonder.. play instruement is nt enough bah... must compose a song for her.. i think she will be super touched.. but den again not all the gals r the same.. haha some will jsut laugh it off? hmmmmm
was talkin to someone just now.. he was sayin tt guys prefers gals tt r difficult to get than those u can find one streets or easy to get. i mean i totally agree too. i believe tt guys r hunters by nature.. they need to chase in order to treasure their preys.. :) but he went on to say tt there is tt kind whom are unreachable.. all i can say.. it is nt considered unreachable.. i think gals noe wat they want.. they noe wat and who they r lookin for.. if they dun like ya or just treat ya as a fren.. it is just a fren.. no matter how hard he chase.. they r just frens.. have seen cases b4. well but of course nothing is impossible... if the gal feels tt the guy is genuine and treats her really well in the long run.. and there r no factors tt prevent this r/s... Y not? :)

Saturday, March 24, 2007

a CLean sat..

woke up at 8am with the help of the alarm clock.. had a family breakfast.. mum gt my fav nasi lemak.. yum yum... wanted to go sch to do stuff early.. but well family breakfast is impt.. went back to sch to clean up the place.. wow.. never tt spring cleanin cld be soo..rejunivating.. okies u guys must be thinkin tt i am mad... it was nice.. at least it takes my mind off work for awhile..

wanted to watch music and lyrics really badly today... wanted to just stop wat i am doing and escape for a while.. i can't work with a tired soul and stress mind.. wanted to watch so badly till i din even mind a 950pm show.. omg.. i must be really mad.. doing werid things.. well there was no tics.. otherwise i shld be sittin in some theatre watchin the show.. :) prob won't catch it liao.. with next week really packed.. and all the deadlines to meet..

listening to like a shinnig star by fly to the sky... the song tt i was repeating on thursday night.. i guess i have really quiet recently.. and all my posts has been really depressing.. mood swings r high recently.. stress? maybe? tired? maybe? drained? maybe? i really wished that everything will be over really soon.. and i just want to move on...

Friday, March 23, 2007

The defination of rich and poor...

What is Rich and What is Poor.. do ya measure it in terms of money.. at this moment.. to me rich is the ability to live life to the fullest though u have no money.. okies.. i can hear the sounds of me being realistic.. What is the defination of Sweet to ya. Is it a candlelight dinner for 2 in some posh restaurant? OR... just a homecook meal... nothing beats the latter.. no doubt money is impt.. but it can never buy certain things.... frenship.... Trust... care and concern.... love.... and so much more... wat is being rich when u have nothing else.. except for money... hmmmm

hmm i am super tempted to just go somewhere where simple life is lead.. and experience for awhile b4 coming back to this busy lifestyle.. i want to get back the feelin of feelin satisfied.. grateful.. thankful.. i think it is very recharging.. and soul-seraching.. hmmm.. maybe shld start planning..

Thursday, March 22, 2007

i miss that smile..

An aching body...
A searching mind...
A tired soul...
that seeks comfort...
A beautiful smile...
that is fake...
A pair of eyes...
that are soaked in tears...
A heart that is dead...
the tt is still running...
A will that is weak...
that slows in time
footsteps heavier...
actions delayed...
tears flowing...
losing someone...

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

my pig sty

omg.. my rm is really in a mess.. i am living in a pig sty... books r all over the place.. and notes and journals.. looks liek it is a gd place for lizards to hide and i so dislike them... but i dare nt to kill them.. i c them i run away.. i think my mummy will scream at me really.. soon.. but she dare nt to disturb me now.. :)

spend the whole day.. at home doing stuff.. nt bad..but still workin hard.. need to speed up abit more.. too slow liao.. had a fun time at home with my sis too!! she was playin fly to sky songs.. omg.. they have such goood voice.. tt kind u will melt in ...ooooooo.. almost instantly.. :) okies.. i am crazy. but their music is tt kind cannot listen and do work one... one bad thing abt workin at home is i tend to take naps.. hmmm nt too good.. haha no time liao.. still zz.... really piggy!!!! OINK OINK... think will be rollin in mud so soooooon... good good.. can do a spa.. :)

spoke to mummy today.. reassured her on some things.. it is one of the reasons y i stayed at home today too.. she said certain things which i really dun agree.. but den she is older n wiser.. i respect her opinions.. tough for me on my side though... it has been a tough few days for both of us.. i just hope that things will eventually work out and be fine.. jia yo!!!! i can do it...

long day?

reached home half an hour ago.. grab a chicken n mushroom bun.. plus cold milo... it has been a really long long day.. stayed in sch till 10plus.. luckily.. i gt a lift to mrt.. i guess i shld nt complain since i stay so near.. okeis okies i shan't..

din really zz well last night.. many things were runnin thr my mind... went to bed only like 1 plus.. well i guess i only fell asleep den bah.. woke up at 5am... went back to zz.. wanted to slp a little more.. but ended up wakin at 8... went to print stuff.. and headed for sch.. ran ard today pretty much.. was in the sian.. and I AM NOT THERE MOOD.. GOSH as i type.. the rain is gettin heavier outside.. tt is quite abt it for the day's happenings..

i dunno y it is a big fuss over such a small trival thing.. at least to me it is small... sometimes.. feelin really restricted tt i can't make my own choices and live the way i want.. y things can't be as simple as ABC and 123....hmmmmm i hope things will die down and back to norm...

Monday, March 19, 2007

CLose frens

went out with stef for dinner today.. she came to pick me up from sch.. den went to pick her bro.. at ACS (international) (PS: her bro is super cute.. haha.. ) he drove us to SUNtec.. was craving for marche food.. :) but went there.. it was closed... DOWN!!!! okies so we tt maybe country mania was there.. cos the othertime we went it was closed to.. so went there.. i guess it really nt our day... it was closed down too.. OMG!! this is freaky.. we settled for coffee club.. had my rosemary chicken... after which... while waitin for stef who was in the toilet.. i went to check out dresses.. really hooked.. on them.. okies...

sth on the serious side... pple tend to take things for granted esp.. when it is easily obtained.. this happens esp with ppel who see each other almost everyday.. they tend nt to treasure the small things tt one do for each other daily.. and treated it as per norm... it is nice.. to say thank you.. or just a smile a day.. will def brighten one's day... okies... stef was tellin me tt her bro is a damn nice dude.. he is tt kind will let ya bully.. but there is a threshold.. for him it is high.. but once u hit it.. there is no way turning back..

hmmm now back to my topic for today... close frens.. they do nt happen overnight, over secs, over mins.. over a sunrise... it takes time to build this frenship... it takes time to build tt trust level the connection level.. the clickishness.. if there is such a word... and it is different for individuals.. for me.. some r really fast attained. while others need efforts to explore... but i need to feel tt ur sincerity in being frens with me... and next is the turst level... close frens does nt always need to tell each other. tt hey.. this is wat i really meant.. i think it shld be more of spontaneous.. enough have said for today... i supposed...

learnt a bitter truth today... well.. it is still for me to decide if i shld follow.. hmmmm

Assurance...

it always feel gd to get assurance from ya frens... nice to noe tt there r always pple who think well of ya.. and also.. who actually do bothers abt ya... haha.. okies dun worry.. i noe i am nt tt bad... i mean i noe at least i am not some dumb ass.. who goes ard blurr and being innocent.. faintz.. pretty much hate it when pple says tt.. but den again.. it can be a nice mask i supposed...

Trust is a big isssue btw me and my frens.. it is sth which i treasure btw frens when i have it with them... when i do... it means tt i really do.. there is no going back from there.. well it has its cons... but it is a priniciple i live by....

was watching UGLY Betty just now... damn cool show.. talks abt a gal who is super erhmmm the title says it.. UGLY ... welll for this case it is apperance... superficial it may be in this world.. and i bet it do... for me.. no matter how good lookin u r... if ya have a really sucky character.. u will def fall alot in ranks... a good hearted but plain lookin person might be a prince or princess.... i read from somewhere tt woman r much better in character judgement.. hmm sounds pretty dejavu.. i think i wrote sth liek tt b4..

i think for many girls.. they don't need brad pit or tom cruise.. someone tt they can bring out to boast.. they jsut need someone tt they can trust.. and be there for them.. cheer them up when they r down.. listen and NOT provide solutions when times .. and give in to them when necessary. haha ( sound familar).. i just need someone i can really trust.. guys.. prob want a hot babe..at least presentable.. bah... someone they can bring out to show off to their frens.. and hence.. they might nt be off better judges in character.. well.. i noe this does nt apply to all guys lah... i better mention this b4 some of u guys get totally offended... correct me if i am wrong.. :P

Saturday, March 17, 2007

a well rested day..

had been really tired for the past few weeks... till sometimes.. to the extent of acting strangely.. it was a nice break from last night.. had a fab time at the BBQ... rekindled my love for children once again.. when i saw the innocence they have in them... omg.. it kinda reminded me of my YEP days.. when i spend so much time with the children there in Dali..

was reading the newspaper on divorce... the articles mention how much harm it can do to children.. some of which even mention that.. the children of such backgrd will nt be confident in entering a r/s or even marrying.. well... for now.. pple whom i noe tt come from such bkgrds r doing pretty well.. they are hopeful of the future and do want to find someone they can spend the rest of their lives with.... for me... i will only have kids when i am confident of providing the best for them.. at least a complete family...

today, spent most of my time resting and sleeping... i think the best way to move on is to recharge.. :) i sure do have a long way ahead... must jy! jy!!

many things happened in the past week...was pretty irrtated with someone.. for sayin certain things out... but i guess i pretty much clarify things out... so now i am ok liao.. i just want to say.. sometimes.. i might say things which i may nt mean tt seriously... and i have a tendancy to forget too.. esp when i am liek super tired now.. okies i noe tt is def nt an excuse.. i am horrible in expressing myself.. okies maybe... shld start to keep quiet.. and tone down abit... hmmmm

great day..

today..was a reallly long day at sch... many things happen... was shocked to see someone so upset for certain reasons... it has never been like tt... take care okies....

everyone is gettin really busy nowadays.. it is so tough to find time for the whole grp to sit down and just nuah.. really miss those days last sem.. when we can afford to.. think this shld be the craziest period for many of us...

had to attend a talk in the evening.. wow.. the talk was really long.. it was enriching though and hmmmmm entertaining? okies.. i think some might agree with me..

was lookin foward to the bbq at west coast.. wanted to meet his little cuz.. so cute.. the photo.. omg.. had a long day.. but once i reached there.. saw the little gal.. wow.. i was realyl perked up..she is realyl cute. and super pretty.. she was wearin earnings tt i will wear lah.. omg she super energetic lah.. omg.. reminds of my younger days.. haha.. okeis i sound super old... bbq was nt bad... but abit paiseh.. din really bbq just went there to eat.. and play bridge.. er... okies next time.. yup.. :) fed quite abit of mosquitoes.. man.. they were sayin tt it has to do with body temperature... guess i was hot.. :P okie sokies... but thanks... i had a great night.. :)

Thursday, March 15, 2007

pretty proud of myself...

hmmm had a pretty long day today... spent 5 hrs figuring out sth new.. omg.. was pretty stressed out when things din turn out well during the first half of the day.. if i snare at ya... ya.. dun take it too hard.. PMSIN.. and prob.. stress.. :P well after lunch was better.. gettin abt hooked on the new stuff tt i learnt.. pretty fun.. hmmm wasn't in a gd mood till dinner..

went to munchie monkey.. had a soft shell crab thingy... super hooked on it.. but rice was really dry... nt too nice.. oh i had a nice FNF orange which used crushed ice.. instead.. and it looked really diffferent... more high class.. lol.. we were all crappin.. laming at jokes..singing songs..i was singing.. to gummy bears.. i love eating them!!!!! yum yum. my all time fav.. bus took really supe rlong to come.. :) i think everyone were tired...

i am nt very gd in expressing myself sometimes.. certain things i rather nt say than say.. this is one big prob with me and caused many misunderstandings... certain things.. i prefer if pple come n clarify with me.. den i will say.. be more initaive with me.. bah... when i am stress somtimes.. i dun like to talk.. but think it thr.. for a while.. if i really cannot den prob i will ask bah... :)

lookin forward to the bbq tml.. actually.. it has been since i really chill out and have fun... hope tt i get to see ya cuz.. :) and it being a success...

been feeling pretty feverish recently.. HOT HOt HOt.. hope tt i won't come down with sth nasty too... everyone ard me is sick.. omg!!! take care... DOWN WITH THE GERMS...

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

proud of my little sister and quality time with family

it was.. a lazy morning.. the sky looked as if it was going to rain... well today is a big day for my 2nd sis... it is her graduation day!!!! the start of a new phase in her life..:) really proud of u mei!!! she left the house early first to report in sch at 8am... my parents left ard 8 ba to report at 9am.. well since i din get a chance to go into the hall, me and my youngest sis went later.. :) went there to take photos with her.. :) full family attendance.. nt bad.. :)

on the way.. passed my laptop to jy... :) omg.. she is in a stripped green shirt and her bag was green.. i was in a pink stripped shirt with a pink bag.. haha .. jy u r becoming more and more liek me... :P reached.. my sis sch at ard 1045.. it was at Woodlands.. omg i felt so homesick... but i had a gd chat with my youngest sis.. the one tt complained tt i see her only 10mins a day.. anyway... when we reached the place.. there was a grand reception.. omg there were cooks or maybe waiters.. serving food... there was my fav choco eclair.. pretty grand... how i wish NUS's will be liek tt too.. but i am doubtful abt it.. heard nt too gd comments abt it.. we shall see it this yr..

saw my sis.. taking photos with her frens.. she also told me the guy tt she liked.. nt bad lookin.. well done mei!!! gd taste.. sia.. it runs in the family btw..:P apparently the whole grp noes.. (sounds familar).. hope things will happen ya.. mei.. :) took a few more photos.. den my family went to tour the sch while i headed back to sch too.. needed to finish stuff...

stayed till prety late in sch today.. wanted to start to type more stuff.. but ended nt.. but was nt slacking... okies must jy !!!!!! well i guess at this pt of time.. a little stress is common.. if nt stress den er.. abit werid right... so dun worry.. :)

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Changes..

pple do change.. some for the better n some for the worse.. how have ya changed? i seen some of the changes in my frens.. truthfully.. i am disgusted by some of them and on the happy side.. i am proud of those who has grown up and changed for the better.. :) keep it up guys.. u noe who u r.. if ya need an assurance from me.. tell me... will be glad to encourage ya :P

the past week saw my little sis.. growin up.. her 21st bday.. wow.. welcome to the adult world mei.. my daddy was sayin tt he has control of us b4 21.. but after tt it is our own world.. and life.. how we want it and rule it.. next week will see her graduatin.. omg.. so proud of her.. she really changed alot.. for the better def!!!! congrats mei!!! i am so proud of ya as a sis... i really need to spend more time with my family... my little sis was complainin tt she only get to c me 10min per day.. tt is super pathetic.... i feel alittle distant from this family. must get back tt feeling... and it is my responsibility...

the world pampers the elites and forgets the less smarts? we r moving into a world where.. the rich will get richer and the poor will always be poor.. the gap will never be narrowed.. this is a competitve world.. if ya nt in the rat race.. u will be left behind with the rest. who will lend ya a hand or be patient enough to listen to ya... hmm wat will this world become.. in future.. for i think.. it is nt going to be pretty... hmmmm any tts?

Saturday, March 10, 2007

drinking..and my lacy dress..

yupz.. it is drinkin.. nt coffee, tea or coke.. but beer... hmmmm picked up the activity of drinkin ever since i entered my final yr... most of my peers.. drink.. hmmm i think i need to train up abit... a little cannot take it liao.. but i realised that drinkin for glass is better than from the bottle.. cos i think the gas is lesser.. :) oh.. i like stella.. very smooth to drink.. :) we were talkin abt the different stages of drink... the sober... the saye... the high.. and finally the drunk.

sober.. when u had nothing... when u can control the smallest actions...
the saye.. when ya need efforts to control ur small actions
the high where some pple starts to be clumsy and loud
the drunk when u puke and zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i wonder if things said and done when one is saye is the most truthful or the reverse... hmmm maybe someone can comment on it..
was feelin pretty sian today... it is another weekend... one of my fren told me tt a weekend is never a weekend if it was nt spent doing nothing... well true enough.. needed a break.. though seriously i dun have much time to do stuff... well i guess a little one is no harm... went to IMM... to shop... wanted to sing.. but alittle to ex... went there... guess who we saw.. GUO JING AN and ma jun wei!!!! omg.. 2 of my fav hk actors... it kinda made my day... they r really good looking.. omg omg.. okies.. hua chi again..
after tt went to shop shop... everywhere had sale... went to DMK first... look at the shoes.. i love their shoes there affordable and pretty.. :) went to BYSI... it had 50% sale.. omg... half price... the clothes there alittle on the mature side... more for workin professionals... now.. i am a very dressy.. gal... was lookin at all the dressess... saw a couple and tried them on... pick up this white tube dress... it had a black inner linning... and the outside was omg.. just lace.... looked alittle curtain... hestitated to get it... but it was pretty cheap for dress.. and i looked... pretty good i think... it looked.. pretty formal.. can go for dinners... or more formal occasions with a jacket... i love it.. but seriously dunno when i will get to wear it.. hopefully there is a function i can wear it in the near future... :) well went to look at the other places... be going back to get it... well the dress is sitting at home and i am hoping tt i will get to wear it..
my fren was tellin me tt some guys actually do noe.. where u gals get the clothes from.. and they r particular abt it.. omg... cannot get too... er.. cheapo clothes? i guess 人靠衣装,佛经金装。haha.. must be concious where i get my clothes from liao... :)

Thursday, March 08, 2007

thanks man!!!

feelin a little sick liao.. LOTS of pple ard me r fallin sick... take care pple... actually i am too... prob slept too little last night.. BUT it was a gd chat till tt late.. but nt really if ya have a tutorial at 8 am the next day lah.. next time shall choose a nicer time.. nice to hear ur opinions on certain topics.. it was interesting and insightful to learn abt them. can do this once in a while or go out for a drink lah... u r someone who is attentive, sensitive and sincere.. haha.. gals... want to noe this great guy.. ask me for details.. i send ya his resume yup... :) guys of such r hard to come by these days.. :) omg i better get a treat for this man dude!!!! u noe who i am talkin abt.. :P

ABC... does nt stand for american born chi.. it stands for ... acting bluffin cheating.. my daddy ever told me tt in this world.. it is full of ABC!!!!! everyone is smoking someone else.. i feel that sometimes i am too naive, too protected, too innocent, to blurr? and this world just dun work this way... there r still lots to learn.. hmmmmm

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

THe Forbidden Fruit is sweet..

i guess i am stubborn or rather i believe in myself more than others.. pple r tellin how bad certain things r ... y do i still want to sink into it.. i noe, i noe.. i kinda ignore alot of things u guys said.. until i taste the sour in the forbidden fruit.. it is always sweet in the beginning.. but may or may not turn sour in the end.. for me.. i guess sour? saw certain things which i was hoping not to... too chiem... this entry is for pple who noe wat i am talkin abt.. those who dun.. never mind, i have nothing against ya.. trust me...

listening has never been a prob with me... i am an excellent listener.. but at times. when my heart has made a decision... it is tough to change it unless i am proven wrong.. and i must experience it myself... i will try to LISTEN... open my eyes bigger... and i guess the forbidden fruit is always alluring and sweet... :)

Sunday, March 04, 2007

the photos r out!!!

http://uk.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/suezke/album?.dir=/e8eascd

this is the link everyone.. :)

pisces traits..

The FishesFebuary 20 to March 20

Traditional
Pisces Traits
Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic

On the dark side....
Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

St Jame Power Station plus match

yesterday was actually looking forward to watching a soccer match in a club.. supposed to meet the rest at Vivo at 7pm for dinner.. but went ahead first to get my watch fixed.. the strap is too big.. for all my watches.. :) reached Vivo at ar 640.. den suresh called.. super lucky dude!!! i just gt down the bus when ya called.. he, too just reached, so he pei wo go to city chain to fix my watch strap. scout for the place cos din noe where was the exact location.. the lady took out 2 sections but it was still far too loose for me.. my wrist is pretty small.. :) ck called and said tt he was on this way.. hmm my watch was done, suresh and i waited for him outside city chain.. wanted to leave w/o him.. but waited.. :P on the way down.. suresh wanted to get chocolates from SINS. he likes milk chocolate.. we din get it immediately.. cos needed to find another shop to fix my swatch watch.. :) there was another chocolate shop nearby.. and there was this toy shop which sells ultra man and bat man.. and... i can't find barbie doll. haha okies.. it is better than polly pocket.. (for those who noe the joke )

suresh in the end got his chocolate.. gt 10 pieces for the gals.. so sweet.. :) den we proceeded to VIvo.. met the big grp along the way.. had jack, jiesi, wan si, yurui + bf but they ate dinner liao. so the 3 of us met up with caroline + mia for dinner at bk. while the rest went to st james powerstation first.. :)

the agenda of the day was to watch the match btw liverpool and Manchester United. sat down to watch the match but there was no commentary cos we were outside.. so it was alittle boring.. thus the gals decided to play cards.. thanks for bringing them man!!!! well things got really excited towards the end of the game... cos man U scored a goal.. in the last few mins.. wow.. the guys were damn pissed off!!!! liverpool supporters lah.. :P it is quite funny seeing guys watching soccers.. cos they become small boys again.. :) after tt most of them wanted to go home.. ps.. suresh.. next time.. okies.. if there is more pple..

me.. went to check out st james powerstation.. wanted to see the dragonfly room... cos it is a chinese club!!!! one of the rms at st james powerstation.. it was really eye opener for me.. to me it is more a higher class ge tai.. there were more pples itting down listeing to canto pop rather than dancing to tunes like jolin tsai.. the crowd was much older.. and prob richer.. but the band was good..:P after that we went to the latin room... wow tt was hot hot hot.. they were playin tons of salsa music.. omg.. it has been ages since i danced salsa... space was limted though but it was nice to just groove to the music.. :) i totally love it... liek tt room the most. band was esp friendly.. :) went to other rooms like the jazz.. nice.. chiill out place... the singer tries hard to mimic micheal buble but noone can beat him... den we walked wanting to go back to dragonfly... and passed by this place where there was display of the generators i think ... :) i din noe tt place used to be a powerstation.. wow.. went to queue at dragonfly again.. stand for 15mins... it was like 1 plus liao.. den we decided nt to queue and went to eat supper... dun think will go back there again... the crowd alittle too mature and not spontaneous.. :)

supper was nt bad.. with ba chor mee.. quite like it.. never knew my place food can be so good....
and i learnt alot abt ns.. omg.. they kill sparrows to eat... horrified. suddenly the ba chor mee din taste tt nice.. eeeeek... i guess i am girly gal who will freak out... omg..

Saturday, March 03, 2007

my bday party part 2



After the games.. it was pretty late... ard 9 plus.. so i cut the cake.. hmmm my cake was from secret recipe... CHOcolate marshmallow.. well as usually i took a long time to decide on my cake.. finally on this cos.. i love it.. but it was pretty heavy.. i really love the deco on the cake.. really sweet.. :) i din expect it to be like tt. tt it will be black.. but den again.. cake cutting was a long process too cos i had so many grps of frens.. :) to take photos with ... as for presents wise.. i ha 3 watches... well love them.. they r all sooo classsy... hmmm a necklace.. a pair of earings.. bag photo album... and a gift set from body shop... loved the gifts.. thanks.. really touched.. for everyone.. who made this a memorable one... .. for the rest of the photos.. hmmm i still can't find a page to upload leh.. will do so when i eventually find a source.. :0

my bday party.. Part 1

it is finally one week from my bday.. :) okies it think i shld really post sth up here...

830am:
din really slp the previous night as it was a pretty hectic past week.. feelin really excited abt the night celebrations. it has been a party which i wanted really for along time. luckily i had the helped of my mum and sis to help me packed the barang barang tt i needed.. :) there were 3 big bags.. full of stuff.. spend the whole morning packin my own clothes.. and my pink dress. i like my pink dress alot.. it is really sweet.. had a chicken pie for breakfast and hang ard at home till like 1pm.. when all my frens started to come.. beng, pat and wei yan.. they so nice offer to come and help me.. :) pat had to rush down from sch, so we kinda waited for her.. and we took a cab down.. i had quite a bit to carry.. down a pot for my foundue.. 3 bags of chips.. some paper plates fork and spoon. the 1kg of chocolate. my clothes... beng was really sweet to help out.. he was like carryin a few bags.. lor... omg... not bad for a part-time bf.. :)


3pm:

reached aloha loyang at ard 3pm.. checked in.. i had a corner UNit.. omg. and a whole backyard to myself.. omg.. the place was rather small. but alright.. i supposed.. but i totally loved the backyard and the bbq. had quite a bit of space.. reached there.. pat helped to checked tt everything was intact.. and i started to boil water.. wanted to boil some herbal tea for my guest.. cos i think everyone was super heaty.. i really hope tt the drink was nice.. haha next time if want somemore tell me man!!! if i free can boil more..:P started boiling water.. beng was sayin tt i shld throw away the first layer cos u never noe wat they did with it.. haha.. omg.. i am a gal and i dun realy bother.. but well he helped me to pour away the hot water.. :) well den we went to play bridge.. :)
hang ard till ard 4 plus when my first batch of frens arrived.. they r the closest bunch of pple in sch.. my working partners.. and frens.. :) well some of them when the reached.. the first thing they did was to go and jog.. omg.. realyl chalet.. haha.. i guess everyone needed a break lah.. :) i was still boiling my herbal tea.. boiled it for like 1 hr.. hah super long omg.. den pat went ot shower.. it was like 5 plus liao.. i tt i shld too. since my caterer coming in 1 hr's time.. so went to change out to my pink dress.. and hide some where to put on my make up.. :) i think xp wanted to come in but i kinda locked the door.. ps.. when i put make up i dun realyl want too many pple ard.. shy mah.. :) did my hair my own.. proud of myself..:) okies.. after tt at ard 5 plus i think my game masters came.. omg they were in PINK!!!! well done guys... thanks..


6pm:
more of my frens started to stream in.. most of them were in pink... wow.. oh btw the theme for tt night was PINK!!!! :) the food came late at ard 7 plus.. by the time it come, everyone was super hungry. but luckily i had my fondue.. set up already..


finally the food came.. i think everyone were super hungry.. but the guys were gentleman enough to allow the gals to take first.. :) and my frens were nice enough.. they kinda force me to eat first.. seriouslly i din eat the whole day.. so food was really needed at tt time. i was really hungry.. but i took quite little.. cos my guest more impt mah.. :)




well after everyone was well fed... we had games.. the first one was this egg passing game.. the plan was to make me eat egg if the grp drops them.. but it turnso ut tt not enough pple .. so i had to u noe.. play too haha.. passing eggs was pretty fun.. but i love the 2nd game the most.. guess the drink..my game masters mixed the drinks up and pple were supposed to guess. if they make the wrong guess, they had to drink...


i love the strawberry essence one.. omg.. everyone took a long time to guesss... well i had to play twice too.. the first tiem was carrot juice.. one of the juices tt i frequently drink.. so it was quite easy.. the 2nd was coffee plus lime.. omg... i hated coffee the taste was rather choking... :( but i think it was a really fun game... :) after which we had taboo.. created specially for me.. :) all the words were related to me... eg.. cute, salsa, long eyelashes. big eyes.. and michelle chia.. haha audrey was so cute when she describe the words.. she was like... er... oh no no.. how to describe.. :P. to be cont..