oooo ice-cream

my goodness!! i ate sooo much ice-cream and chocolate this week.. but they r the happy food tt keep me happy!! i can feel the fat swimming ard on my butt!! how how.. need to work out already.. i think i shld not just cont to be so sad.. try to finish 1 thing at a time.. work is endless. but i shld aim to live a life. and not just work like a zombie. i shld start afresh and cont to work!! must jia yo!!! thanks stef for being there for me when i really needed someone to chill out!!! i enjoyed tues dinner and ben and jerry ice-cream. and today's sushi and anderson ice-cream.

hmm we spoke abt an interesting topic. we were sayin tt how gals turn les.. cos we so understand each other!!! i was tellin her tt i hope to be a guy.. cos i think i wld noe how to charm gals but she told me tt cos i am a gal so i noe how to!!! hehe but i think it wld be interesting to be a guy.. den i was tellin her tt i think tt it is quite easy to charm a guy. she told me it is easy to charm mature guys.. hmm well i guess shld be more of guys who can play along.. it is a skill i think ... hehe...i think this is really interesting..

eyes sore... headache

have been cryin for the past few days.. just feel so tired, drained and..... there r so much to do.. to think .. sometimes i start to ponder if i am really cut up for all these.. y do i feel so tired.. it it cos i take things too hard.. or do i want to please everyone too much till i forget abt myself.. how i wish i cld hide into sth really small and be away from this world for a while. just have a moment for myself. really feel like puttin everything down and escape into my own world for a while.. just a while..

Snif Snif

wow.. it has been a while since i blog. have been really drained for the past few weeks. now tt i am sick, tt is when i find time to sit down and blog.. lol.. hmm my honours project is going out i guess. i am takin it slightly easier as compared to the start. BUT tt does not mean tt i am slacking!! just not so stress out. hmmm but the other mod r drivin me mad!! think i shld work harder for the other mod. the past week have been rather lethagic but still fun. i love sittin outside the lab area to have lunch with my frens. it is a nice da bao feeling.. away from the crowd in the canteen. at least we can laugh and talk normally. in the canteen sometimes it is tough to hear each other.. i never had so much fun in my uni life till yr 4 when i met this bunch of crazy gals n guys.. goodness.. really treasure u guys.. everyone must jia yo.. i noe many of ya r at the saturation point.. but go on and push on.. cos u r not the only one.. i will be there with ya!!! jia yo peeps!!!

The Roles have changed

Went out with stef today and my honours classmates yesterday.. sth interesting tt we spoke abt was gender roles. we were sayin that we think that the roles have changed.. the gals r being more garang, more decisive whereas the guys r the opp.. my goodness.. some guys r hopin tt they will find a gal tt will take care of him and not the other way round where it used to be the man who brings the bread and butter and wear the pants. Another issue.. r our singaporean guys really not gentlemanly or they r just bo chap!! it is interesting to noe tt in the states

1) the guy must always finish the food faster than the gal or he cannot finish eating his food if he gal has finished hers ( no wonder the guys r quiet when they eat!! no time need to race against the gals, otherwise no food!!)

2) a guy shld never sit down till the gal does..

wow. do our guys do tt? maybe some.. but wat happened? actually i dun really blame them.. maybe it is how the society tt shaped them to be like tt? from young, pampering from their mums? when the grow old, woman shld be treated equally since we also have equal education.. haha.. BUT I MUST SAY STH!!!!! no matter how close a guy and gal is!!! the guy shld really learn to treat a gal a gal and not his guy buddy.. tt is the least u can do.. we dun expect u guys to open car doors for us lah.. but ya treat us as a gal.. need tips? haha leave a tag... see if i can go and fish out how a gentlemanly guy behaves.. hehe

Kudos to everyone!!!

Had lots of fun.. played volleyball today though i was really lousy at it.. got to noe the real way to start a ball!!! thanks gals for teaching me. next time if got chance shall try touch rugby. hehe.. den we went to holland V in our stinko clothes. to eat dinner and drink!! goodnesss.. we were smellyl ah.. but heck.. hehe.. the guys bathed though.. hehe.. We even celebrated Carmen's bday!!! haha.. so cool!! i only knew her for like 3 hrs n we were celebrating her bday. the cake was really good!!!!

I am sure lookin forward to more of such stuff!!! eg: celebrating each other's bady.. going to club? sing K? ooooo fun fun... it wld be a good break from work!!!

Long Waited Break!!

went to sing K with pat today.. it was lots of fun my goodness.. today's singing was so much better than last sat. she was sayin that i suit only sweet songs, cannot sing sad and slow songs. i dun have the feelings for it. alamak.. like tt how? Choose wat songs to sing? haha recorded and listened to my singing. sound damn childish leh.. den my sis was sayin tt i only suit stella's song.. goodness the typical cresentian.. die lah!! shld i join jue dui superstar? but i feel so stressed and streched.. so much things to complete. feel like dropping my tuition too.. though my kid is improving.. tt is comforting.. hehe.. need to get back to the piles of work.. :( but must jia yo!!! but at the back of my head, i am thinkin of wat songs to sing...

Cryin is the best medicine for me..

was at lab from 9 am till 9pm today.. goodness.. 12 hr in lab.. i am really starting the 12hrs 7 day week soon ... lab was really tiring today, did 12 plates of TLC till i start to see stars.. zzzz it has been an emotional week for many of us in the lab.. 3 pple cried. till todate.. ME!!! almost too!!!! was controllin my tears.. think they will fall real soon.. i guess honours is really different... OH SOrry JY>>> i din mean to ignore ya.. but it was really a super bad time.. ya i noe no excuses... shake hand and back in harmony okies.. :P

there r so many things i want to do but i seem to be racing with time.. sob sob.. there r so many dreams tt i hope to realise.. but time time again!!! i guess reality and dreams never go hand in hand... okies must work hard.. and survive this yr.. jia yo everyone.. if want to cry, find me!! lets cry tog yah!!! :""""<