freedom

i like my freedom... i don't like to be tied down... i need lots of personal space... feeling so restricted with all the rules n regulation.. feelin so frustrating... argh... but never mind... life has to move on.....

there r just too many things i need to settle.. but decidin on which way i shld approach it from... nice chat with ben.. shld have this more often.. :)

learns...

Learnt abt a truth today... felt sour and disappointed.....

Learnt abt a new wonder drug....felt WOW!!!!

(NO!!!!!!! it is not Sildenafil citrate)

Learnt abt a new frenship... feels sweet

Learnt abt a new skill... feelin sooo proud....:)

Learnt abt quality.... felt so consoled...

Learnt abt the world and seen it in a different way...

love the things tt i am doing now... enjoyin every moment tt i have. i feel so fortunate.. will treasure it n every moment of it.. many thanks to pple who made a difference in my life.. u r always on my mind.. oooo mushy.. huh? :P

job profiling!!!!

went for a talk today!!! it was super enriching and educating.. got to noe some of the pple there. and realised tt i actually noe some of them!!! it is such a small small word. :) found out tt my personality is Influencing, Inspring and stable and steady. it is soo true!!! :) got to noe myself better maybe i can try this test with u guys too!! :) i love my life sooo much . never been better b4 :) want to be a new person :) jia yo!! miss alot of ppel too.. will try to gather n meet up. soon ya..

there r lots of things i still have room to grow.. and pick up new skills. think tt this is a good yr for me to be.. eg learning new dishes.. and learning how to cook my seafood rice. learning how to make good sushi. (there is this bread sushi, maybe i can make for u guys) my granny's home cook HAKKA food. argh. there is just so many.. lets have a cookin session soon. :)

gals who can cook are HOT!!!!

roles have switched? how true is tt... guys cookin and gals not knowin how to? some of my gal frens will tell me tt they don't know how to cook.. do they really not? or just shy when they know... cookin to me is just like art.. and chemistry? it is not easy nor tough.. it is a love... just throw in different spices.. and try lor.. it is stress relieving... hahah but i don't really like to wash up lah.. i love to cook for pple but not eat... hmmmmm hope we guys can have a cookin session soon... :) oh i guess gals who can cook r hot properly right.. i bet someone will totally agree with me.. won't ya.. :)

nasty bug...

wondering y i am here bloggin... there is this nasty bug in my tummy which is drivin me nuts... miss work.. haha workaholic? maybe.. just love my job and pple and enviroment... they r all sooo nice.. :) tml get well soon and be back soon...

a penny for tt..... someone ask me if i can accept someone shorter than me as my future partner... hmmm sth to ponder on.. :) wat do the rest of the gals think?

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

Can love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart but please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

Can love is all that I can give to you

Love, love, love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart but please don't break it

'Cause love was made for me and you

I said love was made for me and you

You know that love was made for me and you

Call Me Irresponsible

Call me irresponsible

Call me unreliable

Throw in undependable, too

Do my foolish alibis bore you?

Well, I'm not too clever, I

I just adore you

So, call me unpredictable

Tell me I'm impractical

Rainbows, I'm inclined to pursue

Call me irresponsible

Yes, I'm unreliable

But it's undeniably true

That I'm irresponsibly mad for you

Do my foolish alibis bore you?

Girl, I'm not too clever, I

I just adore you

Call me unpredictable

Tell me that I'm so impractical

Rainbows, I'm inclined to pursue

Go ahead call me irresponsible

Yes, I'm unreliable

But it's undeniably true

I'm irresponsibly mad for you

You know it's true

Oh, baby it's true

family...

family means soooo much to me... esp now tt i am workin already.. time is limited.. it is impt tt i noe how to spend it well.. frens r impt to me... i enjoy my singlehood now... lots of freedom.. and carefree... :) though my environment quite pro-family... as in having a family of my own.. haha... we shall see.. huh... went out shoppin with mummy again... ooooo u noe u guys always say tt my dresses r soooo nice.. my mummy chose them.. must give her credit... i must say tt she has good taste... tt is how she got my dad.. :)

kinda hooked on michael buble songs... recently... they r hot!!! check them out... http://www.michaelbuble.com/

relationships.....

have been wanting to blog and here it goes... relationships or anything tt deal with pple is always tacky... falling in love is always so simple..but is it really tt? wat does it mean to love somone.. is it to own him/her? is it to wanting to share every moment tog? someone told me today tt truely loving someone is not ownin the person but more that the person is truely happy in life.. wat is the point to have her but not her heart.. or vice versa. i live by this... a true love is precious, is a gift, is a blessing.. i envy pple who can find their soulmates. really i do.. and i hope tt u will treasure each other.. :) for those who have not found ur soulmate.. i still stay by the belief tt there is just the special someone created just for ya.. :)

it was a great reunion....

it was a great night out with everyone... omg. miss them sooo much .. wanted to hug everyone... most imptly, ben came back.. with so many choco.. got my fav choco too.. thanks thanks... :) loved bag too... good taste. :) went to Village and spent 3 hrs there.. asking stupid questions and pigging out.. went on to some serious questions.. if uncle ben were there.. i think the questions will go abit off.. ahha.. met up with him finally later in the evening... had a bridge and chit chat session... till 3 plus am.. omg.. loved these sessions.. :) lookin forward to the next one.. :)

u really made a difference in many of our lives...

omg... too happening already right.. jsut touched down this morning and now out partying with everyone... super envy lah... while me sitting in front of the com nursing a bad throat... okie tml shall paint the town red with u guys... i guessed everyone kinda miss ya alot alot alot.. esp ur lao po and daughter.. just saw the email u wrote.. ahha gettin emo.. got cry or not.. omg.. how i wish i am out there with u guys now...

i miss those times when.......

i sit cross legged at the red tables

i play bridge w/o any worries

i talk crap with u guys at

1) brekko

2) red tables

3) outside level 5 lab

4) Starbucks

omg... the past 2 weeks has been mad for me... paiseh if i turn down so many things... tryin to get adjusted to new life... :0 thanks for being so understanding... promise to organise more outings and spend time with u guys... i noe many of u r going to work sooon.... jia yo.. peeps.. prob will pop by the red table to play bridge with u guys after work.. :)

excited..

the past week has been really busy.. running ard doing stuff... need to prep myself for the future.. :) fun it has been.. enjoyed most of the sessions... and moments.. :) lookin forward to settling down in the new environment and givin my best :) hope i can do it.. :)

sat spent most of my time tryin to save my dyin com.. it is not really functionin well.. tons of bugs i think.. tryin to fix it.. thus din shop with ya guys.. otherwise wld love to go.. haha.. can see all the auntieness in ya peeps... hopefully there will be such a chance soon.. need to get workin clothes.. runnin short of them ooopssss. den met up for pirates 3... heard tt it has bad reviews.. but well gave it a chance..well found it rather draggy.. there were parts where they tried too hard to pump in the funny factor.. it din work for me.. nope it din.. well some parts were pretty good too.. and some were gross.. i was like clentching to my jacket.. er... okies.. moive so-so only.. don't have too high hopes..

after tt went to TONG SHUI.. haha we sure love tt place.. on the way tt ben asked if i am keen to climb Mount K.. if i had the time.. i prob will really go.. qutie gian to try new stuff... :) but abit tough lah.. schedule diff to arrange..

anway had the peanut better toast.. hmm this bunch aint tt crazy over tt leh like the other bunch i brought.. haha well anyway we played BRIDGE!!!! omg.. it has been ages since i played tt.. omg.. missed itl.. hopefully beNNY comes back soon... miss him... omg..

suresh and CK got me gifts.. suresh gave me this PINK turtle.. haha omg.. PINK.. okies everyone must be thinkin so duh right.. but it is cute.. got BIG eyes.. like mine.. :) CK gave me this book with a TURTLE ON it..nice book.. like it too!!! :) my sis.. gave me a bottle sand from there.. really hope tt i get a chance to go there to nuah.. always wanted to go there ever since teh movie... i liek the sea, sand and water.. i just love nature.. :) love the prezzies.. thanks.. peeps..

was chattin with my gf the other day.. she wants to hook me up with her law fren.. sayin how much suitable he is for me and vice-versa.. haah cute huh..but not now... now.. got other things in plan.. excited abt my plans too... jia yo.. everyone in achievin wat u r doing.. and hopin to do so...:)

Josh Groban - You Raise Me

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

fab day

had a fantastic day.. it felt comfortable.. thanks for all the well wishes... hope tt i will survive and excel in wat i am doing.. :) really excited and full of anticipation... hope tt things will be fine for ya drey... it will work out one.. :) have fun everyone.. jia yo!!!!! :)

nuah the whole day

woke up late and laze in bed this morning.. did nothing much.. wanted to laz ard the house.. wanted to be prepared for tml.. excited yupz.. went for a family dinner at this really good zi cha place a ghim moh.. per person ard 10. got oat prawns, sweet and sour pork, asparagus, claypot tofu and you tiao.. yum yum.. the servings were large.. and food is fab.. must go there again.. next time.. got quite a few well wishes for tml.. thanks guys... will heed ya advice and jia yo one.. everyone take lots of care n work hard.. hope tt things will be fine for drey tml.. don't worry gal.. it will be okies.. :)

shoppin with mummy

it has been ages since i shopped with mummy alone.. have not been spendin quality time with my family.. neglected them quite a bit.. busy.. okies i noe u will tell me tt it is an excuse.. i think more effort shld be made.. i treasure my family alot.. they r the most impt pple in my life.. tml hoping tt i can cook for them again.. it has been ages.. wanted to try out the HAKKA dishes my nai nai taught.. but mummy say not tml... i want to go learn cookin from nai nai.. i love her dishes.. oooooo the vinegar pork thingy... yum yum.. the abacus... ooo drooling.. and the Hakka yong tau foo... i think these food r impt to me.. :)

we had fun.. cos mummy wanted to get shoes.. me 2.. workin soon.. den all my shoes abit the cmi... we shopped and it helps tt it is the gss.. i bought sooo much again .. omg.. eg make-up..this princess pocket thingy.. so pretty.. a pair of nice shorts.. eye make up remover.. wanted the clinque one.. but the lady was liek aiyah recommend this korean brand quite cheap.. so try.. :) 1/3 of the price.. oooo got a bag.. haha another bag... but is damn cheap.. can't resist.. well in the din get my shoes.. hope those i wear cmi on monday.. :) super excited to work on monday.. Wish me luck... :)

PS: paiseh to my dear YEP mates.. din join u guys for lunch today.. hope tt u peeps had fun... :)

ABC

ABC.. american born chinese? X.. i think i have said this b4.. it is acting bluffing n cheating.. blog abt this b4 i think.. learnt abt sth last night.. well it reflected alot of things.. things which pple prob hate facin it? the world is aint tt simple or beautiful as some may view it.. it is totally ugly.. lots of politics. alot of bullshiting.. alot of bluffing and tons of cheating...

there are many things which just ain't within our control.. unlucky? maybe.. fate? maybe? well someone did tell me tt there will not be high w/o lows.. i guess life aint as smooth as silk? u won't appreciate the ups if there weren't downs.. u won't grow and learn sth if there weren't the downs. most impt!!! buck up and move on.. the day will still shine for ya tml.. who noes the rainbow might appear on the other end waitin for ya to discover.. never lose hope in things.. and never regret the past.. tt is a motto which i live by..

the end and the beginning..

today marks the start and the end of different chps of my life.. went to my com HQ for an orientation talk and to get my badge.. starting work next monday.. excited.. dunno wat to expect though.. senior sound really sweet.. cross fingers.. hope tt things will turn out well..

received my results.. pretty tense.. cos it is the last sem.. was hopin tt i can come with wat i was hopin for.. i did.. so congrats... grades were not tt great.. but i guess it is pointless to be sad.. move on and work hard.. one of my gf called me up .. she was really upset abt her results.. all i can say tt .. be upset and go cry it out.. if ya really want to. but there is still a long life ahead.. buck up.. and move on.. there will be bound to be more challenges in life future..

CONGRATS to those who did well.. we survived.. today marks the unofficial end to most of our education life.. we have come such a long way... to get this paper qualification.. but tt is not the end but just a start.. press on for those going to the workin society.. may ya survive the politics there and excel in it.. for those cont grad studies.. hope tt u do make a finding and prob get a Noble prize? :) all the best to everyone... jia yo!!

meetin up was sooo fun!!!

met 2 of my frens today for lunch and dinner separately.. met jace for lunch first.. went to Waraku Japanese Restaurant... love their stuff there.. my fav jap restaurant so far.. :) had the beef combo thingy... yum yum and also a scallop paperboat and also prawn... it was really really good... well the company was great too... we catch up on stuff.. we xchange abt stuff... it was nice to hear her opinons on stuff.. and hear her sharing her life... miss ya gal.. i told her tt she changed for the better.. it was a nice feeling talkin to her.. she told me tt i become happier this yr.. :) more smiles... thanks babe... hope tt things will also be ok for ya.. :) jia yo in working life too :)

she gave me lots of goodies from taiwan... yum yum
there is the nougget.. got some Strawberry pie thingy.. got this tai yang biscut which she says really really nice.. must go try later.. :) den we went to shop at bugis.. she wanted to get sneakers.. but we din find.. so went to drink bubble tea.. i had a strawberry shake while she tried the papaya shake.. hers was quite horrible and she din finish it.. mine was oooo nice.. we had nice chicken wings tooo :) yum yum.. so fat.. eat and eat.. :P but we walked alot and shopped alot.. din get things. but saw alot of pretty dresses.. :) so tempted to get them.. but must control.. after which she had to go to meet another 2 frens for dinner... me 2... went to VIVO to find olivia..


it has been ages.. i met up with her too.. since my bday party.. :) ooo.. think she lost wt.. we went to this restaurant at VIVO.. cant' rem the name but bugis go tthis outlet too.. i had chicken baked rice.. and a strawberry and kiwi shake.. while she had roast chic with linguine and her coffee thingy... her food looks soo good.. next time i go there must try tt..we were talkin abt the old days when we were bridge addicts.. haha. i was tellin her tt i actually meet up my nus kakis for bridges.. she was not stunned.. ahha she still loves bridge.. was discussing tt we shld have an old gathering with our jc mates.. it has been ages since we met.. and it is a pity tt not many turn up for my bday party.. okies.. shall do tt when ya get back from indo.. she is going to france to do her masters for 1 yr. will miss her.. she passed me my bday gift..






the bear is sooo cute.. ooooo.. and i got another spary from boday shop and tt adds to my collection.. now i have moon flower, lotus petal and also the latest addition of oceanus.. nice nice.. like it.. :) thank gal.. hope tt we can meet up soon again.. :)

Dislikes...

1) guys who treat their gf like princess and the rest of the gals like SHIT ( so condemn them)

2) guys who does not listen to gals.. and just speak abt themselves

3) guys who aren't gentleman

4) guys who cheat on their wives

5) guys who start a conversation on msn with ya n not cont and not even say bye when they log off..!!!! ( SO IRRTATING!!!)

6) guys who thinks tt gals r brainless...

7) guys who has super large egos.. till they must win everytime..

8) guys who r insensitive..

9) guys who treat me liek SHIT!!!!!

10) guys who run disappear into thin air when they dunno how to reject a gal who may like him

11) guys who flirt with gals and giving them false hopes...

12) guys who promise gals things n not do it.. ( so frustrating!!!!)

okies tt is enough for 1 night.. well.. on a lighter note.. had a fab day today though.. :)

great day!!!!

started my day with ben, suresh, and ws at brekko for breakfast.. OMG!! i can't believe tt we met up specially for bridge and also breakfast.. it was fun.. but totally insane esp when ben is flyin off in the night.. breakfast was not bad.. yum yum..we played till 12 plus and i had to travel down with xp to east coast.. today cycling day!!! :) 2nd part of day's program.

after tt went off to cycle with the gals.. omg thanks gals... me dunno how to cycle.. but my granddaughter so nice.. agree to double with me.. :) she is really good.. first time double but she was fab.. quite steady.. we cycled till qutie far.. never been there b4.. really nice.. den sl double with me.. and finally.. xp.. omg.. i was pretty much screaming.. cos it was qutie scary.. but really fun.. fun... shld go cycling more often.. though my butt is really sore now.. :) so cute to see the gals imitating my cute pose.. ahha.. okies go rest my tired muscles.. :)

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after which we went to airport to send our dear uncle ben off.. ate dinner and had ice-cream.. yum yum.. it is realy a nice feelin to see the whole gang back again.. well tt there will be like some emo parts.. but there was not.. though i tt he nearly.. :P suresh and xl gave him a hug.. me 2.. well it was more like a pat on the shoulder.. nice feelin though..