MegaBites...

oooo.. today was a busy day!!! went runnin ard the whole morning.. but lunch was a pleasant surprise.. :) first it was huiching's mum's home made bread.. yum yumm hmmm walnut bread somemore.. den it was the highlight!!! MEGABITES got halal certified!!!! oooooo i tried their fish and chips. wow the servings was really big!!

saw this tv prog!! they were on the topic on pretty gals are def more well-liked than the ave lookin ones.. well i think it is just so true for generally good-lookin pple :) they tend to get the perks.. hence it is impt to invest in looks... it can aid ya far.. :)

sometimes u might think tt u r stupid,, don't okies gal.. it is just a learning process.. it is better to nip the mistake at its bud rather than draggin it further.. so be brave to change it and not draggin it further... :)

KPO queen?

a new tag i got... wat meant as a simple gesture turned out to be malicious spread... tired and sick of these... maybe i shld adopt JACK's view of meetin only once in a yr.. prob tt is when pple will treasure one each other.. as there is a sayin absence make the heart the fonder.. maybe this is a good way.. i appreciate those who stand by me.. shld really live for myself now.. there r so many other things for me to do.. this will not bring me down.. if pple wants to talk and comment... it is up to them.. my heart still beats for anyone who needs it...

UPSET....

feelin very upset.. dunno y.. shldn't have done sths... want to talk it out but i can't. just feel like crying.. it has been awhile.. awkward and complicated day.. was i in the wrong? maybe i was.. tired and frustrated.. don't want to deal with this again.. it this was meant to be like tt, den let it be.. i can't do much too now.. either...

COmplicated day

HAPPY

when i got praises tt i am looking better as each days passes

when i am praised sweet, sexy and pinky

when iwas doing rounds and yup....

when i got a PINK rose

when i have lunch

UNhappy

when i got pestered

when i don't get to drink milo

when i don't get to eat

when i don't get pampered opps..

high school musical 2

watched high sch musical 1 today... gettin really excited abt 2. youtube the 2nd one and it was fab... kinda miss doing musicals... it has been always one of my passion.. kinda miss singin with ben....if we can let do another singing session b4 u leave.. :)

went for the course last fri... everyone there was advicing me to do all the things i want when i am young... esp b4 gettin settled down... and don't wait till i am OLD... it will be too late... i guess i really shld look thr this again...

shoes and men

went for a course today.. well it was a nice break .. and the environment is so PRO-FAMILY... not tt i anti... but hhaaha it is really too PRO-Family.. I miss work.. haha.. i miss hanging out with my colleagues... hope to see ya guys soon.. :)

went out with olivia today.. she is goin to leave for France to study soon.. sob sob.. do keep in touch ya gal.. saw this really nice pair of heels.. damn sexy.. wanted to badly to get it.. but i din.. u noe y!! cos it is damn high and i will be damn tall with it.. it will be sexy.. but i will look intimidating.. MAN do i envy FIONA and WANSI for able to wear those KILLER HEELS!!!!

Olivia related Shoes to men.. she said it is ain't easy findin a good pair of shoes.. just like findin a good partner.. never easy to find one out of so many.. i told her tt i will be damn tired from wearin heels.. she commented tt men r like heels.. they can make ya and the r/s tired too.. ture enough.. :) but i am still dying to wear them..

my sis also tells me tt man r intimidated by tall gals... haah how true is tt? i suppose it it.. i guess for now.. for pratical purpose.. i will stick to my lower heels.. but i am still dyin to wear the high ones.. for.. hmmm vanity and also another purpose... :)

What Can I Do?

I haven't slept at all in days

It's been so long since we've talked

And I have been here many times

I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take

And I just got to let it go

And who knows I might feel better

If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching

No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say

And in a funny way I'm calm

Because the power is not mine

I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

Love me..

Esplanade

it was the long waited esplanade photo takin session.. must say it was really a tiring day.. i guess pictures tell the stories.. clearer i can describe.. so here it goes..

Truth Hurts

A disturbed mind

An aching heart

A pair teary eyes

A dull face

Blurr am i?

Dumb am i?

Naive am i?

Stupid am i?

Hurt i am.

Cry i am.

Pain i am.

Sad i am.

timid fen... :X

today cld be a good start!!! but i spoilt it lah... aiyah... y like tt... :( must be more daring and stronger lah... can't like so timid liao.. jia yo!!!! can do it one.. :)

sometimes it can get quite tiring.. but seeing them gettin well and smile and appreciatin me... really makes my die.. and touched my heart. i learnt alot too.. must pick up my dialect and malay well soon.. feel so apologetic.. esp when i can't speak their lang... jia yo!!!!

missing all my frens.. have been at home for sometime...cos of a nasty flu bug which still nt fully recovered.. let meet up soon again okies.. i shld nt be contagious already. :P maybe being ya with u guys can make me better soon.. :) miss ya...

LALA LAND

it used to be my one n soley nickname.. but now it represents my feelings.. :? life have been so interesting with MILO, teh su su, holicks, hmmm maybe more to come.. i never felt so motivated to do so many things.. OMG OMG!!! must work hard to all my dreams and hopes.. i get so touched by the smiles of them.. it is so rewarding when u noe tt they appreciate.. it just warms the soul.. i am lucky to be in this.. a new motto.. treat others as how u wanted to be treated... :)

a smile will never fails to brighten up someone's day :)

AH CHOOOOOO..... but with a sweet touch..

got this really nasty viral infection... Gooodness.. i am a frequent client at the clinic till the nurse noes me by name!!!!! wakin call huh!!! better do sth.. gt this really really big pill.. yup THE PILL.. omg.. so tough to swallow.. and now panadol come in orange... somehow me and medicine just click.. love to understand wat is for wat.. :)

tt is just the down side of the day. today was pretty lucky.. haha for those who noe.. i was sneezing away with a smile on my face.. :) siao right.. but den again.. :)

pple just love my nails.. haha tt i went for manicure or sth.. ahha.. it is DIY!!! cheap cheap one... tsk tsk.. maybe can consider a side line in tt.. :)

take care pple.. miss ya... :) check out the next bimbotic post..
oh forget got 2 cakes from secret recipe.. love the new york cheesecake.. yum yum.. the other just aint my cup of milo.. :)

peanuts, cashew nuts, sesame

last sun was spent with my darling gal frens.. went to waraku for lunch till dinner... den i was so tempted to get donuts from donut factory.. went to c the queue.... omg.. super long... but the donuts look soooooo tempting.. ooooo wanted to get... maybe another time bah....

NUtz.. and more NUTz... the past week has been wat my sis says a good gal n not out.. it is driving me NUTZ.. peanuts.... cashew nuts.. sesame... black beans... yellow beans... red beans... realised tt i can't stay at home too often... think i will become nutz....

now i realised the importance of weekends for workin pple.. they r just too impt already.. omg.. hmmm have been gettin really irritable recently.. prob due to too much home... omg.. this is mad...

work has been fun so far.. has been rootin my foot more firmly in it... feeling more confident and daring now... :) well i still get teased as usual by pple ard me :P wat is new right.. but never mind as long it is not harmful and everyone is happy :) i am tooo :)

30 something VS 20 something (MARS)

men... 20 sth vs 30... lots and tons of difference.. i may not be a man expert.. but this is the feelin i generally get.. men r liek when the r more valuable as they aged.. they grow more mature and wiser.. cheek told me this too..he never needs to worry. men just don't have this timeline.. a older man can always date a younger woman. hmmmmmmmm.....

20 sth men r often seraching their goals and dreams in life.. there r many thigns tt they r still learning.. their charm comes in teh terms of their endless energy and passion they have for their dreams. :) theyalso have the innocance......wat they lack is life experience, stability and maturity? .....

30sth.. wat they have is stability, wise, more mature? am i right to say this? they noe how to handle ladies better? more and more of ???? cos i noe not many of them to judge.. but as i said when men aged they become more valuable...

it was werid tt night when i went home with a guy fren.. he was like remiding me tt my peak period is coming to an end soon... better work harder to u neo wat.. :P it kinda felt off when he was the one who reminded me..

20s something VS 30 something...(Venus)

Quote my Uncle: Girls in UNi yr 1 are like magazines on the shelves.. HOt HOt.. 2nd yr the shift to become story books, only those who r avid readers will borrow them, 3rd yr become journals and research papers, seldom will anyone take notie of them..

True? how much it is .. :)when a woman aged, u can really tell from her face, neck , hands and even body. the magical no. is 25!!! scary huh!! everyone says tt once u hit tt no. tt's it!!!

a galfren ever told me once tt when woman aged, it is quite scary.. she loses her youth, her looks compartment.. she is so prone to all the diesase.. O & G... put 2 ladies together... one a youthful 23 and the other a 33 lady.. who will one pick? hmmmmm.. omg i better treasure and make the best of my youth man!!

i wonder wat will i be when i am 30 something...will i regret not making use of the power of 20 something..

family tree?

this is done by my lovely sun nu... faint.. always tell them tt they r taken from the dustbin.. and they come out with this man!!!!! this is not not the family tree man!!!! faintz.. ah ma no need any ah gong...i just want to take care of the family.. but nice effort sun!!!! aiyo the other sun zi not workin hard... but it is surprise tt both my grandchildren r so artistic... good genes.. huh :)

mummy taught me sth today.. made me realised tt i may have done sth wrong for some pple.. will think abt it.. again...

i so love my job and pple ard me... the satisfaction is just so much.. the pple ard make it enjoyable... thanks guys.. :) i am just so different with u guys... if u r reading this... always siao siao 1 if u ask... now i jsut hope to be happy.. and everyone is safe and healthy... tt is all i ask.. :)

bday celebration with the 4 lovely man-to-be..

it waw i must say a successful celebration!!!! kudos to ws and jy for making it such a fab one!!! hope everyone had fun!! we sure made lots of noises!! pity those working there. the poor waiter.. guys i hope tt u had a memorable 24/25 bday party!!! pics shld be up soon when i get them. :)

learnt sth today.. kinda of shocking.. excited too.. is tt wat i r3alely want.. hmmm will it happen? let's c...

completed the extended family today.. fyi there is no grandpapa.. not one in the near future too.. i doubt it.. :)

some of my fren r thinkin of balloting for HDB!!! and gettin a car? omg... tt is soo... OMG WDT!!! ttstill seems so far from me.... omg when i be doing all these man... can i c myself doing it? hmmmm

tied down...

been a crazy weekend and monday.. so far.. many things happen.. tired to really discuss abt them.. just hope tt it will turn out fine.. worried and concerned... been MIA for quite a while.. give me sometime.. hopefully it will be back to norm soon...

Commencement 07.. 040707.. a day to remember....

feeling so blessed and loved by everyone.. thanks for making this day so memorable... thanks for all the PINK gifts tt i received.. i guess i need not to say anymore.. the pics r good to say the stories.. :)

busy busy busy....

it has been a mad weekend plus start of the week.. emotions run high and learnt many things.. things which i find amusing.. comforting and shocking? speechless at times.. but i got to noe myself better.. got to noe wat i am capable of.. thanks for pple for stood by me.. appreciate it..

tml's convo.. the heart does not beat tt fast.. not really excited abt it.. dunno y.. it marks the official end to my education life for now.. i really hope tt tml will turn out well.. hmmmmm

there r lots of things which i don't think i will try to explain.. just wanna leave it as it is...