a new beginnin...

tml marks a new day for myself.. lots of changes... it will be a very big challenge. excited and hopeful... i really am determined to prove things to pple tt i am capable of.. i guess i am thankful of the chance too..will def miss the big grp of pple i had bonded with..lookin forward to many amazing journeys with u guys in future too.. take care, learn more and climb up quickly.. i really hope everyone will grow in different ways.. def NOT side ways lah.. okes...u r each a beautiful seed tt contributes to this beautiful Garden. :) the song in my blog is dedicated to ya peeps..

for the time being, i hope that i will be stronger, learn all real world better, learn pple r/s better, learn not to lose myself but survive in this giantic world, learn to shut up when i am supposed, learn to defend for myself, learn to be faster in decisions... dreams......

tml is the last day..

alot of last for me tml... 31/10.. pretty much marks alot of impt things in my life... will miss ya my partner for the past 5 mths.. u have been great.. no matter wat the outcome will i hope tt we will still share the chemistry we have.. meet up often okies.. it is amazing how close we grew in these mths.. i guess being a rookie does help huh.. :P take care and let's aim to meet up often.. to discuss abt anything from under the stars to anything beyond the universe... hmm just anything lah... :P or get to lead projects together. i think our partnerin is amazing. will also miss this workin team... it has been a dynamic one... hopefully the new re-arrangement will the best for everyone.. and brings out the best in everyone..

had a hair cut yesterday.. tt it will turn out bad.. but surprise.. surprise.. quite liek my hair.. never had a fringe for a long long time.. at least 10 yrs... surprisin it look okies.. hahaha.. but the fringe looked permed cos i have wavy hair.. but i love it.. shall leave it for u guys to judge.. :)

WE LIVE IN SINGAPURA the MTV version

Shelter by Corrinne May

Corrinne May - Shelter Lyrics

What's wrong, whats getting you down

Is it something I might have said?

You're walking around

with your head to the ground

and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through rough times

Kicked around, thrown to the ground

but you've always been the strong one

So don't tell me that nobody gets you

'cause I'm standing in your corner

Knocking at tour door

You don't have to be alone

Just call my name

Let me be an answer

'cause it hurts me to see you this way

I wanna ease your pain

Help me understand

Let me be your shelter my friend

We share a bond

You and I we belong

We're like coffee and morning trains

You strip my defenses

I catch your pretenses

The same blood runs through our veins

I swore I'd be your lifeline

Made a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone

I'll listen when nobody gets you

I'm still standing in your corner

Waiting by your doorYou don't have to be alone

Just call my name

Let me be an answer

'cause it hurts me to see you this way

I wanna ease your painHelp me understand

Let me be your shelter my friend

It was not too long ago

You sought to understand

You helped me mend

Remember when

So promise me you'll

Call my name

Let me be an answer

'cause it hurts me to see you this way

I wanna ease your pain

Help me understand

Let my be your shelter my friend

S.N.A.G.

hmmm wat does tt means?

SNAG Sensitive New Age Guy

it is a term which people use to describe a man who listen and be sensitive to his parnter.. Ironically, It was a good way for a man to describe himself if he wanted to get laid in the mid 1980s. It no longer is. it is abit similar to metrosexual but with more timidity and sensitivity. how do they behave? do they get more emo? do they cry more often? wat kind of things do they do? maybe they do knit better than gals? maybe they do cross stitching better than i do.. :P maybe they change the sheets neater than i do.. maybe their rm is clean!!

• Who like to talk about their feelings?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Who's into crystals, into healing?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Who like to dress like Richard Simmons?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Who are hard to tell from women?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Who like to cry at weddings?

Who think boxing is upsetting?

Who tapes "Thirtysomething" on their VCR,

Who's got "Baby on Board" stickers on their cars, oh,

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)Whose last names are hyphenated?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Who like, "Three Men and a Baby", a movie I hated?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Whose consciousness is constantly raising?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Whose tax free income is amazing?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Who thinks that red meat is disgusting?

Who's into UFO's, channeling, and usting?

Who believes us when we say we've got premenstrual syndrome?

Who doesn't know who plays in the Seattle Kingdome?

Who likes music that repetitious?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Who likes music that's repetitious?

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Who's concerned about your orgasm? (silence)

Well, I guess it's more important that they have 'em.

(Sensitive new age guys.)

• Who carries the baby on his back?

Who thinks Shirley MacLaine is on the inside track?

Who always sings on sing-alongs,

Even when they can't stand stupid sing-along songs?

(jammin DIA)

taken from http://www.themadmusicarchive.com/song_details.aspx?SongID=199

as requested by my dear partner.. Audrey teh Su Su

The Chai, Chye, Cai family..

when kim chai met chup chye....there will not be mei cai.. sob sob... hopefully tt mei cai will find the pang chye soon..

(PS: Pang Chye is good to lower cholesterol..... eat more.. quaker oats and green apple with skin is good too Laver too !!!!)

the world if full of hopes.. dreams and passion.. it is impt to be happy in everything you do.. tt is my motto... in life...

乖乖牌 - [ KTV Version ]

damn cool song!!!!

laksa VS lasagna.....

i think i must be a blurr sotong.. have hard of hearing man!!! must go dig my ears liao. kept hearing the wrong thing.. but i guess tt makes me likable too.. :P went dancing yest.. oooo my muscle really aches... oooo ouch.. oooo ouch.. had prob making my way thr almost everything... look like a pregnant lady with my hand supportin almost everything... :P

well yest still stayed up to watch F1!!!! cool.. it is a pity tt Lewis Hamilton did not win!!! my sis was super disappointed!! :P.. but i hope Fernando Alonso would win.. :) but third also not too bad!!! but the drama at the BRAZIL race was really great.. with crashes and Lewis Hamilton's car slowin down in the 8th rd and he was thrown back to 18th position.. well he manage to come back to 7th or 8th... omg.. but i must say tt the Ferrari were!!! WHAO!!!!! SPEECHLESS!!!

[KTV]張惠妹_你是愛我的

one of my theme songs now...

[KTV] 林俊傑 - 大男人小女孩

this song is nice.. it is abt mcp and submissive woman.. :)

Nicole Scherzinger - Whatever U Like feat T.I. MUSIC VIDEO

went for my first hiphop class today.. aching.. everywhere. never tt hip hop will be like this.. great expericence.. dance to this song.. check it out man!! ben u will like this.. :P yoz yoz.. check it out man.. but aching..

fringe or not?

my hair is really messy... i think hair is damn impt in the image section!!! considerin to cut a fringe man!! but shld it be the girly type or the mature type man.. how? shld i or not...

i really treasure the things n pple tt i have now... it has been a great experience with u guys... prob things will not be the same in the near future.. but i believe tt we can all survive any challenges given to us.. will treasure the time we have now... and look for the best in the future.. :) let's support and stand by each other.. jia yo!!! you are a great partner, fren and soul mate.. i thank god for sendin you to me.. :) let's work hard together too..

to the guys...

inspired by ben's blog.. tt i have one too

1) gals will never find a man over gentlemanly... we hope tt they will be.

do ya noe that if u were in a table having dinner with a lady, when she stands up to leave the table, every single man is suppose to stand up and the one next to her is suppose to pull her chair out for her.. and when she is back the same shld be done.

2) every gal has a little princess thing in them, we like to be pampered in many ways. there r 5 types of ways to show u love the gal,

physical touch, quality time, words, acts of services, gifts

3) most gals r fickle minded to a certain extend.. maybe cos we want the best and thus can't make decision immediately

4) gals may say things that we don't mean it at times and tt puzzle alot of man

* HINT: read their body language and facial expression

5) gals are emotional beings, we cry and laugh easily

6) gals will tend to want to take care of the guy tt she loves, in terms of like baking cookies for him, making sure that he is eatin well

7) if a gal love a guy very much, she will also tend to love his everything and his family, and tolerate anything tt maybe unpleasant

8) gals will also start to care for the guy's love ones eg picking out gifts during mother's day

9) gals must fall for the guy in order to be with him and that takes time

10) it is difficult to let go if the gal has fallen for the guy and it takes a long time to get over if the relationship does not work out

11) gals seldom take initaive to tell the guy bluntly tt she likes him.

12) gals will try to drop hints though..

13) when a gal tell ya a prob, just listen everthing first, u can console her after tt but NEVER offer her solutions

14) gals will welcome compliments sayin that she is pretty and beautiful but pls tell it with sincerity.. we can sense it if it is fake.

15) when a gal asked you a question, it is good to ask her back her opinions cos often she has made a decision.

16) gals hate it when guys become so emotional and can't control their actions.

17) when a happy go lucky gal suddenly have a very serious talk with ya, it means business, get the message and don't offend her again

18) gals like it when u plan and do special things for them but realistic one lahs...

19) oh gals love it when they get flowers at offices... on V days, Bdays or just a surprise...

2o) gals love man to be attentive, sensitive but at the same time not lose their manly side

video conference with ben..

omg.... today was really amazing... had a video conference with ben for like sooo long.. he showed me his room and surroundings... so cool. the mic and video cam is just so cool.. :) hope tt we can do this more often.. :) so amazin with technology... we even tried singin K online.. hahah omg.. insane sia.. :)

Hari Raya

went to my senior's place yesterday.. it is a very nice and well maintained house... love the feeling once i step in.. it was really homely. :) now's the tricky part... how shld her kids address us..AUNTIES... omg.. freaky huh... told them to address us as jie jie lah.. AUNTIES.. such a big word... i am still so young.. omg omg.. :) well... maybe another few more yr i can be used to being called AUNTIE.. for now.. jie jie lah

bryani was really nice.. yum yum.. one of my fav... and all the goodies.. omg.. so thrilled.. :)

the sang vs the alpha

seeing that most of my guy frens showed their soft side this week made me tt of this topic SNAG VS ALPHA.

well let we start with the alpha man. the 3 critical succuess of alpha man are 1) Self-confidence, = a woman can sense the confidence level of a man even b4 he opens his mouth.. 2) Sense of humor , - laughing lowers the woman's resistance to ya and also helps to build bond. :) 3) Self-control is knowin to perform self restriant. to keep ur cool and calmness during tough situation. good looks are not necessary but at least well-groomed. cos the lady needs to noe that u can take care of urself b4 u can do so of her.

Women WANT to be seduced by men. But only by a man who initiates and takes control in the right way.

An Alpha IS:

- Clever/smart

- Ambitious

- Excited

- Natural

- Honorable

- Dominant (not aggressive, but demonstrating superior social skills)

- Stable- Fit (healthy lifestyle)

- Curious

my dear guys r y u this? ....check out for the next episode abt SNAG... and find out if u r one....

my doggies..

spent the whole day bakin these cuties... ooo.. aren't they cute.. some act cool.. some are tao.. some are cute.. some just look blurr... omg.. they r just too pretty to be eaten.. :) this is just some of the lot i bake... just love them.

singing K

went out to sing K with ben, sun nu and fi on fri night/ sat morn. it was a blast... the four of us turn the area to a mini clubbin room.. :)was really feelin tired earlier on but i guess singing is really my passion and theirs too.. puttin the 4 of us tog was really i suppose a great combi...will def miss singing K with ben esp he is going over for a yr.. we jsut have so much chemistry in singing.. well.... i will trained up and wait for ya to come back to sing again.. :) tired but lookin forward to bakin... later..