Josh Groban - You Raise Me

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

fab day

had a fantastic day.. it felt comfortable.. thanks for all the well wishes... hope tt i will survive and excel in wat i am doing.. :) really excited and full of anticipation... hope tt things will be fine for ya drey... it will work out one.. :) have fun everyone.. jia yo!!!!! :)

nuah the whole day

woke up late and laze in bed this morning.. did nothing much.. wanted to laz ard the house.. wanted to be prepared for tml.. excited yupz.. went for a family dinner at this really good zi cha place a ghim moh.. per person ard 10. got oat prawns, sweet and sour pork, asparagus, claypot tofu and you tiao.. yum yum.. the servings were large.. and food is fab.. must go there again.. next time.. got quite a few well wishes for tml.. thanks guys... will heed ya advice and jia yo one.. everyone take lots of care n work hard.. hope tt things will be fine for drey tml.. don't worry gal.. it will be okies.. :)

shoppin with mummy

it has been ages since i shopped with mummy alone.. have not been spendin quality time with my family.. neglected them quite a bit.. busy.. okies i noe u will tell me tt it is an excuse.. i think more effort shld be made.. i treasure my family alot.. they r the most impt pple in my life.. tml hoping tt i can cook for them again.. it has been ages.. wanted to try out the HAKKA dishes my nai nai taught.. but mummy say not tml... i want to go learn cookin from nai nai.. i love her dishes.. oooooo the vinegar pork thingy... yum yum.. the abacus... ooo drooling.. and the Hakka yong tau foo... i think these food r impt to me.. :)

we had fun.. cos mummy wanted to get shoes.. me 2.. workin soon.. den all my shoes abit the cmi... we shopped and it helps tt it is the gss.. i bought sooo much again .. omg.. eg make-up..this princess pocket thingy.. so pretty.. a pair of nice shorts.. eye make up remover.. wanted the clinque one.. but the lady was liek aiyah recommend this korean brand quite cheap.. so try.. :) 1/3 of the price.. oooo got a bag.. haha another bag... but is damn cheap.. can't resist.. well in the din get my shoes.. hope those i wear cmi on monday.. :) super excited to work on monday.. Wish me luck... :)

PS: paiseh to my dear YEP mates.. din join u guys for lunch today.. hope tt u peeps had fun... :)

ABC

ABC.. american born chinese? X.. i think i have said this b4.. it is acting bluffing n cheating.. blog abt this b4 i think.. learnt abt sth last night.. well it reflected alot of things.. things which pple prob hate facin it? the world is aint tt simple or beautiful as some may view it.. it is totally ugly.. lots of politics. alot of bullshiting.. alot of bluffing and tons of cheating...

there are many things which just ain't within our control.. unlucky? maybe.. fate? maybe? well someone did tell me tt there will not be high w/o lows.. i guess life aint as smooth as silk? u won't appreciate the ups if there weren't downs.. u won't grow and learn sth if there weren't the downs. most impt!!! buck up and move on.. the day will still shine for ya tml.. who noes the rainbow might appear on the other end waitin for ya to discover.. never lose hope in things.. and never regret the past.. tt is a motto which i live by..

the end and the beginning..

today marks the start and the end of different chps of my life.. went to my com HQ for an orientation talk and to get my badge.. starting work next monday.. excited.. dunno wat to expect though.. senior sound really sweet.. cross fingers.. hope tt things will turn out well..

received my results.. pretty tense.. cos it is the last sem.. was hopin tt i can come with wat i was hopin for.. i did.. so congrats... grades were not tt great.. but i guess it is pointless to be sad.. move on and work hard.. one of my gf called me up .. she was really upset abt her results.. all i can say tt .. be upset and go cry it out.. if ya really want to. but there is still a long life ahead.. buck up.. and move on.. there will be bound to be more challenges in life future..

CONGRATS to those who did well.. we survived.. today marks the unofficial end to most of our education life.. we have come such a long way... to get this paper qualification.. but tt is not the end but just a start.. press on for those going to the workin society.. may ya survive the politics there and excel in it.. for those cont grad studies.. hope tt u do make a finding and prob get a Noble prize? :) all the best to everyone... jia yo!!

meetin up was sooo fun!!!

met 2 of my frens today for lunch and dinner separately.. met jace for lunch first.. went to Waraku Japanese Restaurant... love their stuff there.. my fav jap restaurant so far.. :) had the beef combo thingy... yum yum and also a scallop paperboat and also prawn... it was really really good... well the company was great too... we catch up on stuff.. we xchange abt stuff... it was nice to hear her opinons on stuff.. and hear her sharing her life... miss ya gal.. i told her tt she changed for the better.. it was a nice feeling talkin to her.. she told me tt i become happier this yr.. :) more smiles... thanks babe... hope tt things will also be ok for ya.. :) jia yo in working life too :)

she gave me lots of goodies from taiwan... yum yum
there is the nougget.. got some Strawberry pie thingy.. got this tai yang biscut which she says really really nice.. must go try later.. :) den we went to shop at bugis.. she wanted to get sneakers.. but we din find.. so went to drink bubble tea.. i had a strawberry shake while she tried the papaya shake.. hers was quite horrible and she din finish it.. mine was oooo nice.. we had nice chicken wings tooo :) yum yum.. so fat.. eat and eat.. :P but we walked alot and shopped alot.. din get things. but saw alot of pretty dresses.. :) so tempted to get them.. but must control.. after which she had to go to meet another 2 frens for dinner... me 2... went to VIVO to find olivia..


it has been ages.. i met up with her too.. since my bday party.. :) ooo.. think she lost wt.. we went to this restaurant at VIVO.. cant' rem the name but bugis go tthis outlet too.. i had chicken baked rice.. and a strawberry and kiwi shake.. while she had roast chic with linguine and her coffee thingy... her food looks soo good.. next time i go there must try tt..we were talkin abt the old days when we were bridge addicts.. haha. i was tellin her tt i actually meet up my nus kakis for bridges.. she was not stunned.. ahha she still loves bridge.. was discussing tt we shld have an old gathering with our jc mates.. it has been ages since we met.. and it is a pity tt not many turn up for my bday party.. okies.. shall do tt when ya get back from indo.. she is going to france to do her masters for 1 yr. will miss her.. she passed me my bday gift..






the bear is sooo cute.. ooooo.. and i got another spary from boday shop and tt adds to my collection.. now i have moon flower, lotus petal and also the latest addition of oceanus.. nice nice.. like it.. :) thank gal.. hope tt we can meet up soon again.. :)

Dislikes...

1) guys who treat their gf like princess and the rest of the gals like SHIT ( so condemn them)

2) guys who does not listen to gals.. and just speak abt themselves

3) guys who aren't gentleman

4) guys who cheat on their wives

5) guys who start a conversation on msn with ya n not cont and not even say bye when they log off..!!!! ( SO IRRTATING!!!)

6) guys who thinks tt gals r brainless...

7) guys who has super large egos.. till they must win everytime..

8) guys who r insensitive..

9) guys who treat me liek SHIT!!!!!

10) guys who run disappear into thin air when they dunno how to reject a gal who may like him

11) guys who flirt with gals and giving them false hopes...

12) guys who promise gals things n not do it.. ( so frustrating!!!!)

okies tt is enough for 1 night.. well.. on a lighter note.. had a fab day today though.. :)

great day!!!!

started my day with ben, suresh, and ws at brekko for breakfast.. OMG!! i can't believe tt we met up specially for bridge and also breakfast.. it was fun.. but totally insane esp when ben is flyin off in the night.. breakfast was not bad.. yum yum..we played till 12 plus and i had to travel down with xp to east coast.. today cycling day!!! :) 2nd part of day's program.

after tt went off to cycle with the gals.. omg thanks gals... me dunno how to cycle.. but my granddaughter so nice.. agree to double with me.. :) she is really good.. first time double but she was fab.. quite steady.. we cycled till qutie far.. never been there b4.. really nice.. den sl double with me.. and finally.. xp.. omg.. i was pretty much screaming.. cos it was qutie scary.. but really fun.. fun... shld go cycling more often.. though my butt is really sore now.. :) so cute to see the gals imitating my cute pose.. ahha.. okies go rest my tired muscles.. :)

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after which we went to airport to send our dear uncle ben off.. ate dinner and had ice-cream.. yum yum.. it is realy a nice feelin to see the whole gang back again.. well tt there will be like some emo parts.. but there was not.. though i tt he nearly.. :P suresh and xl gave him a hug.. me 2.. well it was more like a pat on the shoulder.. nice feelin though..

a last gathering...........

17/05/07.......

it was a day when we had a really big gathering.. thanks for making the special effort to actually come to have fun tog as a whole for one last time b4 the next one.. have been lookin forward to this day for sometime.. was hopin tt won't cry also.. had been sayin tt will cry for a while but din really cry in front of the grp...










the day started with lunch at tong shui.. attendance: me, jy, hf, xl, drey and uncle ben.. he came in er sth tt he can zz in ... :) lunch was superb... fang had prob with the menu.. haha.. so cute.. first time or rather 2nd.. she has prob with decidin wat to eat.. norm she chop chop one.. now we noe... had our peanut butter toast again.. some had some korean noodles soup thing.. ooo.. yum yum ..had my mango drink with pomelo... had been cravin badly for it.. thanks ben for suggesting tong shui... he also suggested this chee chong fun wrapped with you tiao.. it has a unique taste.. fusion.. ooooo...












After which we went to sing K!!!!! this is the first time ben join us.. gals... first time he is going to hear the birdy sing.. :) well she did fantastic tt day.. manage qutie a few songs.. dun shy okies ... i liek the feelin singin with ben too.. very heart-warming.. will miss tt feelin.. oh we had a special guest tt day who always say aiyh i dun sing one lah.... BUT she-beng was good lah.. shld hear her sing sing sing..so sweet her voice.. i think all of us really let our hair down and had so much fun.. ben esp was dancing to the fast no.l tt i was singing.. there will still be a next time ya.. :)


finally we went back to the place where there were lots of memories. for us. HOlland V Brekko.. a place where we all started out tog as a grp..

it was where will will meet after runs in sch.. it was a place where we started drinkin tog... it is a place where we will bitch abt anything under the sky.. it is a place where uncle ben will ask his wld ya questions... it is a place where or dear xl will get high and threatens to er u noe lah.. it is a place where i will take alot of act cute photos. it is a place where fang will say one more!! beer.. it is a place where xp will go ooo i love my wedges.. it is a place where jy will go i want 2 beers ahha.. it is a place where drey will go HUH!!! and looked stuneed by our questions and topics.. it is a place where hui will start to come out with her long story and explanations.. so many memories... all so endearing so...familiar.. which will stay with me.. the night ended on a nice note with us commenting on the goods and bads of each other.. and wat do each of us see each and everyone in 10yrs time..and also teh type of partner we eventually end up with..well our crybaby cried... me.. tried so hard to hold back.. cld have join her.. but noooo.. it was a fab day with u guys... thanks for being so special and creating this chp in my life...

today was a fab day!!!

enter into a day mornin at ard 1030 am. din want to wake up . just liek the feelin of lazing in bed. but can be tt lazy so pulled myself out of the bed. wantd to shop for stuff. decided on tiong. went there and shopped for 2 hrs all alone by myself.. wow. so proud of it. got all the things i wanted.. vcool sia.. din noe tt can happen. i suppose i can eat alone by myself soon.

went back to sch to meet the rest of a tennis game. always wanted to play since my daddy plays it. finalyl got a chance. cool it was so much fun. though most of the time i was pickin balls. really quit tiring.. er picking balls.. just feelin liek zzzzz now..

went to brekko with the tennis bunch. omg we were so noisy n R-ated. SHeeeeesh.... liang2 was teh innoncent one? haha it is relaly fun talkin to them.. hopefuklly there will still be a chance..

Graduation Ball 12/05

i am sure everyone agree with me tt the ball was a blast. okeis let's got thr wat happen yesterday to me.. :) woke up early in the morning.. had not packed for the day's event.. had to carry lots of things.. make-up, remover.. haha me like a make-up artist..can consider being one.. had to decide wat accessories to go with the gown.. :) realised tt i really need to eat cos i prob won't get to eat much for the rest of the day.. luckily mummy cooked lunch.. had to eat though was not really hungry..

went down to the hair-dresser at ard 1pm. but she had qutie a few customers. so waited for a while. 130 she started to curl my hair. wow.. she really do stran by stran..amazing.. the whole thing took 45mins.. hmm i din really like my hair at the moment.. cos it looks er to me not nice.. went home.. my sis commented tt my hair looked really nice.. mummy said tt the front was too high.. hmmm took awhile for me to get used to the hair though.. had help wearin my dress.. had to make sure tt everything was in place..:) did my make up.. had the basics on.. and just touched up when i reached the hotel.. but it was really hot.. my make up was really melting.. even when i was home n the fashion tapes were not in place.. it was qutie late when i left home ard 330? promise xp and jy to do their make up so kinda had to rush down a little.. :) mum comment tt i looked like SK gal. omg..

the taxi uncle was blurr, brought me to the wrong hotel.but he charged me 4 bucks for the trip.. only :) finally reached the hotel... XP and Jy were doing nails.. CK and suresh were there nuahing and watchin cartoons.. ben and ws were out.. quickly did JY and XP make up.. hope tt i did an ok job.. :) me aint tt pro.. still learning.. had a bun.. was super hungry by den.. it was a really really nice feeling.. the last time when the gals doll up was at XL's bday party.. hahha liek someone was going to get married.. i wonder will it still feel this way when one of us gets married.. :) ws and ben finally came back and we had to go over to rehearse.. it was running late already.. headed for the ballroom at only 515.. the gals were in heels.. tough to walk.. i mean the norm attire we have is shoes in lab.. :) so heels were not our cup of tea. esp for JY.. so cute.. she was clinging onto me.. :) it started to drizzle when we were walkin over omg.. not good when we had our hair and makeup all done.. but fortunately it din like really pour.. gt to practice and did sound check.. the guy was really nice to ensure tt everything was ok for us..

Dinner was really busy for me at least and prob the 2 hosts.. it started with a bang.. with them comin in with mission impossible theme and sexy back.. haha so funny.. they really onz.. wanted to make ben cry with all the medal thing but we din succeed. hmmm was alittle teary in the end already.. ate the first 2 dishes.. had the same green thingy we had the other time.. we made sure tt the host ate...cos i think everyone was really hungry.. haah shld have seen the 3 of us and plus JY.. everytime we went back to the seats we liek hungry gluttons.. eat and eat and eat and run back to do our stuff.. games and the 2 songs turned out pretty well.. was glad the evening turned out smoothly after all the hard work... of endless nights and practices.. :) think ben and suresh really deserves a big PAT on their back..

was really hungry after the whole event. manage to nibble here and there.. went back to hotel, put down our stuff and went to eat.. at my fav place. tong shui... craving for the peanut butter toast ever since i went there.. oooooo yum yum.. had a really really nice mango drink.. and lots of finger food. i really like tt place alot. :) saw tay ping hui look alike.. but i doubt it is him lah.. :) went back to the room.. showering took us quite abit.. stayed up to talk and ask stupid questions.. it was a nice feeling.. but i was sooo tired tt i fell asleep.. but the rest can really stay up the whole night to play.. OMG!!!!

check out the photos here. :)
http://uk.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/suezke/album?.dir=6de9scd

shoppin with mummy

i am fortunate to so many loving frens and my mummy... woke up really late this morning.. cld not wake up.. still feelin under the weather.. JT came over this afternoon.. to check out my LBD. the one i bought on tues.. she likes it alot.. i found it alittle short.. but she says.. LBD all liek tt one.. i quite liek the dress.. and it was a steal... good buy i mean.. :) check out the salon auntie.. she says can do the hairstyle i want but the front cannot.. hmmm i liek tt one.. but will work things out.. :) crossin my fingers.. hope tt it looks good. )

bought chicken rice up to her place.. her mummy was so nice.. made soup for.. argh.. she is just liek my mummy too.. chill out at her place.. and she lend me someo of her pieces.. thanks gal.. :)

had to rush home.. to change to go town.. cos was meetin mummy (real) for shopping.. my mummmy so nice.. we were tryin to shop for a nicer dress.. :) mummy so cute.. noe tt i love zara stuff.. told me to check out there first.. but nothing caught my eye. went to isetans.. there was mango.. wanted to check out if WS's dress was there.. cld not find.. saw a few others.. very old..liek for those 30 plus..

so went str to TANGS.. cos got voucher from there and i got my JC's prom dress from there.. decided to give it a try.. mummy was so cute.. ask me where shld we start from.. :) we started from Daniel YAm.. i was like er.. no lah.. shopped till i saw this black dress.. din really really like it.. cos it was er werid.. buy mummy loves itl. den i was like okies lor try.. it look fab on me.. but i was still not convince.. so tried on another dress.. aint good.. den tried sth tt look horrible on the racks.. BUT>. surprise.. it look fantastic on me.. i totally love it.. it is tt kind of dress tt when u put on u will go i MUST HAVE THIS.. decided to get it.. den my mummy went over to another and saw more pretty dresses.. i pick out this WINE RED dress.. i quite like it.. was thinkin if i shld buy... cos it is not tt kind can wear to work type.. well in the end bought it.. shld be wearin tt piece..

cont shoppin... bought another pair of shoes.. omg... i loved my shoes.. so cheap and nice.. :) it was a fab day out with mummy... so love ya. mummy... :)

under the weather

woke up at the sound of the alarm clock.. hmmm the feelin was different this morning.. abit lost.. aches and unfocused.. dunno y also.. think comin down with sth nasty.. hope it will nt develope into sth bad..had been feeling lousy since last night's dinner.. tt is y i din manage to finish my food... was struggling.. but no doubt it was good.. :( next time must check there out again. sat is pretty impt..pretty excited too.. there r still so many unsettled.. but super excited abt it..was lookin at the program..oooo latin dance.. sexy.. i think i will enjoy tt the most.. okie hope tt it will be a fab night for all of us.. :)

dinner was fab.. went to IKEA with fang, ling, and jie.. it was a nice feeling... very warm.. sth which i miss... really.. it has been so long since i have this feelin... thanks for bringing it back once again.. fang suggested tt we shld all go to brekko tog as a big grp again.. liek one last time. omg.. really quite sad.. tt we r going on different paths in life..omg.. feel like cryin even just writing this.. it has been an amazing one yr.. never will i have survive w/o u pple.. each n everyone of ya r special to me.. really..

thank you..

somehow i dunno y i feel alittle upset after tonight..it is mixed feelings.. really it is .. i had a wonderful time at bakerzin. the ham and cheese pasta was really good.. thanks for the dinner... i suppose it made the night so much better.. the walk was nice too.. talkin abt anything under the stars was fantastic..

gettin to noe ya was an amazing thing this yr.. never did i realised tt i can find someone so similar and yet always there for me.. thanks for the assurance tt i never failed to get from ya.. deeply touched by the small little actions u have done.. and not to mention the endless support i get from ya.. it is really really sweet.. thank you for painting my life with colours when i only saw black and white.. appreciate it..

never regret wat u have done.. as i am really proud of ya.. u have done things which alot other guys wld prob never try.. i admire u for ur courage.. really.. well.. all i hope for now is tt things will be smooth for ya and we still share this special connection tt we have..

shoppin with mummy..

woke up at 12pm today.. din really zz actually had lots of werid dreams.. omg.. hope they dun come true...freaky...:) mummy wanted to shop with me since she got off work earlier today.. so woke up to go shoppin with her.. missed shoppin with her.. it has been ages since i have done this with her.. it was fun.. we were both tired.. haha.. me from clubbin, my mummy er from working? but well we still shopped... bought quite a bit.. and a nice dress...:) quite like a few others too.. hmmm but slowly huh.. :) wish i can do this more often with her.. :)

i wish i could take some time off once in awhile to smell the flowers in the garden.. to star gaze.. to stone? to play my piano.. just slow down my footsteps.. :)

clubbin with my dearies...

it was a fab night out with the bunch.. wanted to club with them since last yr? well finally, thanks to our dear uncle ben, we gt to go.. :) it was bridge in sch first.. omg i can't believe we went back to sch to just play bridge, dinner at botak jones.. had this turkey sausage with ws.. a bit salty but nice portion.. :) next time must try the cajun chicken.. it just looks too tempting already.. we set off for MOS.. :) it was still early... thus ben decided to give us a tour ard clark quay.. wow there r so many changes.. it has been ages since i have been out there.. :) all the pubs look sooooo cool.. must check them out one day.. esp with the theme of a hospital.. cool... :)

i was just thinkin if i will meet my old frens there and the next moment saw my sec classmates.. omg.. must buy 4D or sth... too many coincidences until it freaks me out.. :P finally went into MOS.. was a little disappointed at first as most of the rooms were closed.. wanted to bring the gals to check it out.. but well.. we pretty much enjoyed ourselves.. din we..it started of with ben's wld ya quesitons again.. got a little.. hmmm private.. heheeh.. ask me for the questions.. :P we were at it for 2 freaking hrs? finally manage to get everyone's butt down to the dance floor.. :P our dear drey can really move.. wow.. i was wow by her.. :P shld check her dance moves man.. prob at grad ball :P got alittle bored at the main floor.. and decided to check out the retro room..that is the happening one man.. :P nice songs.. haha drey totally went insane when they were playin her fav music.. so cute.. when she was like ARGH>> my fav music and went back to shake.. so cute... i hope everyone had fun... and really enjoyed this session.. hope to see more to come.. :P hint hint..

Children and woman...

Y do pple have kids? for procreation? for the sake of having children? for completin the defination of family? just follow the crowd? for fun? for security reasons? to please parents? society pressure/ peer pressure? tons of reasons... ya.. this brings me to the point are children an object parents use to compare and show off? many of times i realised it seem like it.. esp in our context.. parents often want the best for their children.. really cos they want the best for their children or so tt they don't lose out in this society and can show them off.. how many times have u ever heard your dad boasting.. wah my son got XX scholarship.. or.. my daughter got top in class? they have so high hopes on us...it will be quite saddening if we cannot meet it.. expectations are often high.. and often we hope to fuifil them.. don't we? but when will this race stop... will it ever.. when will this cycle end.. will it ever? hmmm will i become such a parent in future? hmmmmmm......interesting ya...

do ya noe tt woman has to speak 5000-6000 words a day while a man just have 1000-2000... and most of the time they use their quota during work.. while woman will have endless of them.. maybe tt explains y woman likes to nag and nag.. and man hate them.. hmm well now u noe tt we have at least 3 times more words to be used up per day.. so just let the woman speak.. and just listen bah.. once she hits her quota... she will keep quiet.. :P i think the channel 8 9pm show quite cute.. can check it out..

monday aint tt blue

woke up really late this morning.. did some unpacking.. it was a lazy morning.. din really want to go back to find uncle ben to settle sth.. but i am glad tt i went back.. it was really fun plannin certain things... i bet the games will be damn fun.. and we shall make it a memorable one for u guys... i hope we do..

realised alot of things today.. alot of pple do care for me.. in one way or another.. some show it.. show don't, some show it differently while others keep it in their hearts.... touched by the different actions and ways of expressing.. i really do.. u guys mean alot to me.. okies maybe some of u may not agree.. but i do try to do whatever i can already.. still tryin though.. but do i stand another chance to create more stories together? hmmmm sth which i dare not to think....

fang gave me a video.. saw it just now.. really touched by it.. as usual was tearin towards the end.. i do agree with the contents in it.. you have been a special fren in my life.. i treasure the initial stages of frenship where u opened up to me alot.. and i sincerely hope that things will work out well for us in future... thank you for creating a beautiful chapter in my life.. and hoping that more chapters will come..

weekend was really great!!!!

weekend was fantastic.... it was really rechargin and reflecting.. took a well-deserved break.. did all my fav things.. had a PINK candy floss, a PINK donut, bought a pair of shoes, sang K at 2000m abv sea level.. the stars shone for me on the way back.. it was really really sweet.. wanted to check out the merry-go-around but i guess i was too old.. it was a great trip.. though short but i had sooo much fun...

it has been an eye-opener for me i guess so far.. i saw many sides of pple ard me.. really touched by the things tt they have done.. i am really... maybe u might think all these are some other mushy words tt i use to say.. but NO.. i am sure this time round..

Lucky do i think i am? DEFINITELY.. Love am i by others, there is no doubt to it.. Treasure and Doted... What more can i ask for? somtimes i think i am the luckiest gal on earth.. i have my family who will always be there for me... my frens who will stand by me or offer me advices.. my piano who allows me to de-stress, my blog where i can write my tts.. want to put behind certain things and move on....

Some tts:
had a great chat with stef... asked her wat will she do if someone was panickin and stress cos of a prob? will she scold the person or try to calm them down.. her ans was y bother to scold if s/he was panickin? it will make the person feel even worse!!! calm the person down and try to come with a solution.. if the person actually bothers to panick, it meant tt s/he noes tt s/he is in the wrong and wants to make up for it.. Unless the person dun bother, okies scolding is a way to wake the person up.. and remindin the urgency of the problem.. there r just some things i noe u pple meant well for me.. i appreciate the care and concern and the suggestions.. i really do.. i guess things has not been really rosy for some of us.. tension seems to be in the air.. i do feel it.. aint a block of wood.. i hope things will work out soon.. thanks stef for the fab trip.. :)